Deja vu

Have u ever felt so useless like there's nothing you can do.
   Like your life has gone full circle, that feeling of deja vu.
  When there is no wrong nor is there right and there is no day, nor is there night.
  All that's there is darkness, which magnifies my fear, there is no way of knowing where to go from here.
   Though If i did would it matter.
  Probably not, I'd still end up in exactly the same fucking spot.
   That spot where I've been many times before, not sure how I got here,
always left wondering why.
  Is it my fault,  am I all to blame, could I of maybe changed this.
Did I ever really try.