scared

I've had an idea
A spark
An inkling.
Whether or not to do anything about it
Is proving to be a problem.
I'm a student.
I have plenty of writing to do.
I always wanted to be a writer, of sorts.
Not full time, but as a hobby
But settled for half assed poetry
When the mood struck me.
And now,
I have an idea,
For something bigger.
Something longer.
Something.

What if it's a bad idea?
What if, as a concept, it's great,
But in reality,
It's been done,
It's boring,
It's the biggest pile of steaming hot shit,
Ever written.

But what if I let it go to waste?