Missing

Don't worry sweet one it's a beautiful thing,if you could only see
That I will be able to love again one day even though my
heart feels like it's made of ice, shattered in a million pieces
and my soul is broken, my mind is haunted with memories
Maybe with just one sweet kiss you can melt it like fire
and bring me to life, erase the pain I feel inside
I have fallen to the pits of despair, my eyes are open but I can't see
trying to remember that in darkness there is light
Down on my knees crying out, I found a new way to bleed
My secret door I run to, disappearing forever
I will never go back to the other side, I'm sick of it all
Wishing this was just a cruel dream of mine
and the weight of the world lifted from me
I want to be floating on cloud nine in blue skies
But these imaginary whispers I hear are taking me over
wanting me to lose control, to go missing
Taking over me, I'm going under
Farther away I go, my last breath I do breathe
I'm at the end with no regret and can never go back
I feel faint, I fade out
I will meet you on the other side
my love...
Did you get what you wanted
I did I'm nobody's fool anymore