Dishing out

I watched You break
shattered bitter littered
spilling, bathroom floor

O how the cool laying crawl
soothes the face and mind
like the loving touch lost

dribble spills warm
replaced by streams
tear duct tea

warmer still,
SO hot You were
defending heart now torn

slick sickening cauldron
boiling flush
now pounding

got hotter eh
sick with it
thousand degrees

You spilt stuff there
fuck it
who cares

drunk on spinning words
some with love others hurled
those you wish, unheard

foundations fallen
forever forgotten
for you friend

but that vein is throbbing
incessant
scraping for knowledge

cup o tea
cup o tea
cup o tea

o how I loathe thee
seared
this frontal mind

sculpt the lobe
just one more
self soothing robe

And sleep promises
peace
running away

no energy
our only way
to dream

of life
not broken
sacred trust