Submissions by zinnzinn (ZINNNNIZ)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not sure you could say I'm a poet or a writer but I am able to reveal the poetic presence within tragedy and convey it through my vocabulary poetically. My ability to extract a colorful poetic spin out of darkness Is my poem. It is poetry.
DRUGS POEM
Published
25th May 2022 8:55am
25th May 2022 8:55am
Made In Japan
Please forgive us our heavenly father
God shed his grace on thee
Crown thy hood with brotherhood and Justice for All with Liberty
It was a time that defined our identity
With a date still living on in infamy
The surprise attack from a reliable ally that back in 1941 was our enemy
Monumentally we eventually found serenity
Through divinity and with integrity to forgive attentively
With the peaceful signing of a treaty to diplomatically treat one another with some dignity
Three and a half score and seven years ago
It was terrifically...
God shed his grace on thee
Crown thy hood with brotherhood and Justice for All with Liberty
It was a time that defined our identity
With a date still living on in infamy
The surprise attack from a reliable ally that back in 1941 was our enemy
Monumentally we eventually found serenity
Through divinity and with integrity to forgive attentively
With the peaceful signing of a treaty to diplomatically treat one another with some dignity
Three and a half score and seven years ago
It was terrifically...
#war
#death
#America
#memorial
#historical
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DRUGS POEM
Published
19th Apr 2022 4:57am
19th Apr 2022 4:57am
What Will Be, Will Be
I've over thought it to the point now it gets to me
I've marveled over the idea of just letting things be
My emotional poverty exceeds my lack of self empathy
Psychologically I guess I like the misery
So illogically yet so marvelously my experience with monogamy
Mental anguish quickly arose
in me
Inappropriately exposed it was proposed
to me
The prose decomposed being predisposed
in me
It was composed to be imposed then dispose
of me
Undisclosed and indisposed It was opposed as it enclosed
on me
Now I...
I've marveled over the idea of just letting things be
My emotional poverty exceeds my lack of self empathy
Psychologically I guess I like the misery
So illogically yet so marvelously my experience with monogamy
Mental anguish quickly arose
in me
Inappropriately exposed it was proposed
to me
The prose decomposed being predisposed
in me
It was composed to be imposed then dispose
of me
Undisclosed and indisposed It was opposed as it enclosed
on me
Now I...
#loneliness
#MentalHealth
#myself
#emptiness
#SelfDiscovery
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DRUGS POEM
Published
29th Mar 2022 6:19am
29th Mar 2022 6:19am
One Way Or The Other
Do you stop dead in your track to retract or distract to think before you act
Or in fact remain relaxed intact and on impulse react on impact back on the attack
Displeased and at ease as the deep freeze from this disease has crept up on me
Mentally decrepit I tried to appease seizing the day then attempting to seize it all I dropped the ball
Now I've been seized up in my leisure from this seizure
How quickly away morals of the story they flee
The concept of death now overwhelmingly appears crystal clear that perhaps the tragedy of my reality is to go out...
Or in fact remain relaxed intact and on impulse react on impact back on the attack
Displeased and at ease as the deep freeze from this disease has crept up on me
Mentally decrepit I tried to appease seizing the day then attempting to seize it all I dropped the ball
Now I've been seized up in my leisure from this seizure
How quickly away morals of the story they flee
The concept of death now overwhelmingly appears crystal clear that perhaps the tragedy of my reality is to go out...
#anxiety
#dark
#death
#LifeStruggles
#addiction
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DRUGS POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2022 11:03am
23rd Feb 2022 11:03am
unREAL-agAin's HIGHLAND
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tail
A tale of a fateful slip
That started from a catastrophic snort followed by a few tiny hits
The fate from the mighty hater's plan Turned everybody into whores
Player's began to try it only once
They'll come back for more
They'll always come back for more
Their endeavors started getting rough
An endless search to get the sh*t at all cost
Discouraging second thoughts on what they thought they knew
Before that line was crossed...
A tale of a fateful slip
That started from a catastrophic snort followed by a few tiny hits
The fate from the mighty hater's plan Turned everybody into whores
Player's began to try it only once
They'll come back for more
They'll always come back for more
Their endeavors started getting rough
An endless search to get the sh*t at all cost
Discouraging second thoughts on what they thought they knew
Before that line was crossed...
#utopia
#music
#drugs
#addiction
#temptation
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DRUGS POEM
Published
20th Jan 2022 9:57am
20th Jan 2022 9:57am
Relabeled The Unstable Fable
It stopped in mid thought
As I awakened alive and unwell
My first after thought was her skin I can taste and still smell
Left so damn distraught in my head I'm out fought
With what was I thinking has now been out thought and curtailed
So what does my mind have in mind the next time
For my dream thoughts to spot and unveil
A conundrum
In my hard knock dreams
With my blocked thoughts
When unblocked will unlock the paradox
Blocked thoughts that are low-key stocked and locked
From the shock with my dreams in a box that my...
As I awakened alive and unwell
My first after thought was her skin I can taste and still smell
Left so damn distraught in my head I'm out fought
With what was I thinking has now been out thought and curtailed
So what does my mind have in mind the next time
For my dream thoughts to spot and unveil
A conundrum
In my hard knock dreams
With my blocked thoughts
When unblocked will unlock the paradox
Blocked thoughts that are low-key stocked and locked
From the shock with my dreams in a box that my...
#murder
#dreams
#fiction
#addiction
#MentalHealth
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DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Jan 2022 8:27am
1st Jan 2022 8:27am
Dark :30pm
So fukin what
if it was a doc giving Hitler the shot You can have at it
with having a bad habit
with the white rabbit
You can take a stab at it or
you can stab it and grab it
but once you have it
you've had it
It doesn't matter if you are
in
a hospital or in a dump or
in
a bunker hiding like a chump
or if you are as high as
Adolfus fukin Hitler
or as rich as
Donald J Trump
or as dumb as
Forest mf'n Gump
Dope still dope and
a bump still a bump ...
if it was a doc giving Hitler the shot You can have at it
with having a bad habit
with the white rabbit
You can take a stab at it or
you can stab it and grab it
but once you have it
you've had it
It doesn't matter if you are
in
a hospital or in a dump or
in
a bunker hiding like a chump
or if you are as high as
Adolfus fukin Hitler
or as rich as
Donald J Trump
or as dumb as
Forest mf'n Gump
Dope still dope and
a bump still a bump ...
#love
#depression
#addiction
#MentalHealth
#despair
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DRUGS POEM
Published
31st Dec 2021 6:44pm
31st Dec 2021 6:44pm
The bottom Line
Creatively crafted lies
Invisibly undisguised
If their mouth could've only heard how it sounded through my eyes
Exaggerations sensationalized
The comprised replies from the unwise
No change in tune it's a reprise from all that's contrived and described in the script flipped
Unable to recognize what's real will rise
As I realize real lies from slipped lips and untied ties
The tongue untied in time prematurely for the untimely demise
There's no measure or size of high enough to make me compromise my prize
It's...
Invisibly undisguised
If their mouth could've only heard how it sounded through my eyes
Exaggerations sensationalized
The comprised replies from the unwise
No change in tune it's a reprise from all that's contrived and described in the script flipped
Unable to recognize what's real will rise
As I realize real lies from slipped lips and untied ties
The tongue untied in time prematurely for the untimely demise
There's no measure or size of high enough to make me compromise my prize
It's...
#secrets
#lies
#betrayal
#devil
#honesty
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DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Nov 2021 5:50am
7th Nov 2021 5:50am
The 11th Hour
It's harassing to me when I think about the what
The what it was I ought not sought surpassing what I got
The who's when's where's and why KnoT's
Are trespassing on my thoughts lackadaisically responding to this morbid ambiance left me selflessly defenseless yet relentlessly I fought
but double crossed I pay the cost captured by the mind I'm lost and
caught up in this plot
This SOS'ing can be so distressing Inwardly I keep pressing awkwardly as I outwardly lose my direction
Nutritiously deliciously restricting like a boa constricting
To a foe from a...
The what it was I ought not sought surpassing what I got
The who's when's where's and why KnoT's
Are trespassing on my thoughts lackadaisically responding to this morbid ambiance left me selflessly defenseless yet relentlessly I fought
but double crossed I pay the cost captured by the mind I'm lost and
caught up in this plot
This SOS'ing can be so distressing Inwardly I keep pressing awkwardly as I outwardly lose my direction
Nutritiously deliciously restricting like a boa constricting
To a foe from a...
#depression
#dark
#death
#devil
#addiction
535 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Sep 2021 5:19am
5th Sep 2021 5:19am
OH mY! GOD.
Coincidences or Consequences, who knows but around the same time my package got stolen from the mailbox was the same time their power got shut off. I digress and do so continue to. I wonder the first thoughts to cross the mind(s) of the person(s) as they opened the package to see three little crystal items the main one being a crystal church table ornament? They may have thought ooooeeee money but no, it was a modest gift. I bet the idea of it being a gift to be given to a preacher's wife never entered into thought. I mean really, what are the odds on that happening? However I can only...
#love
#forgiveness
#God
#TruthOfLife
#SelfDiscovery
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DRUGS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2021 5:13am
11th Apr 2021 5:13am
If then I only knew what I now know, I'd said NO.
Around and around and down I go
When will I stop when I'm in the ground I'll know
It was never ours to begin with to hoard and withhold
Render unto Caesar what is Caesar's it is owed
Now within my own explosion I am ready to implode
As I think of all the spending spent with not a rod dam thing to show
Once you've bought it you're sold
Getting it back will take years more than four score
and cost more than seventy eleven fold
Slow is the hole made in your soul
there goes your whole glow
Wages paid promptly with dues in delinquency still...
When will I stop when I'm in the ground I'll know
It was never ours to begin with to hoard and withhold
Render unto Caesar what is Caesar's it is owed
Now within my own explosion I am ready to implode
As I think of all the spending spent with not a rod dam thing to show
Once you've bought it you're sold
Getting it back will take years more than four score
and cost more than seventy eleven fold
Slow is the hole made in your soul
there goes your whole glow
Wages paid promptly with dues in delinquency still...
#hope
#insomnia
#addiction
#meditation
#hurt
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DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Mar 2021 4:12am
5th Mar 2021 4:12am
SOS "SAVE OUR SOULS"
Twice as nice as China's high priced rice
Eaten by the mice eat up by the lice
Once enticed by this ice you can't loose the noose
Until you roll a double deuce
on a biased one sided dice
!!Mayday-Mayday!! !!SOS!!
I'm hard pressed I'm depressed in distress
I'm mentally obsessed in this mess
a test I can't contest
that's made me testy
and my case I'll never rest
With this stress comes a test
I was blessed with the zest of so much more but I gave less
My soul is naked and undressed for this...
Eaten by the mice eat up by the lice
Once enticed by this ice you can't loose the noose
Until you roll a double deuce
on a biased one sided dice
!!Mayday-Mayday!! !!SOS!!
I'm hard pressed I'm depressed in distress
I'm mentally obsessed in this mess
a test I can't contest
that's made me testy
and my case I'll never rest
With this stress comes a test
I was blessed with the zest of so much more but I gave less
My soul is naked and undressed for this...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#LifeStruggles
#addiction
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DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Dec 2020 5:54am
12th Dec 2020 5:54am
Ode To The Over Thinking Insomniaddict
One-sheep-two-sheep-three sheet whore
Black sheep-lost sheep-six feet no more
It's highly pastime to cast away stones
So a hardened heart will soften
If we let bygones be gone bye bye Just a tad little bit more often
Found left alone in my own wake
At my own wake
Waking up coughing in my coffin
So that's the bed I got to lie in
A dirt nap is what their talking
Well I ain't made that flower bed yet
For now I'm just a dead man sleepwalking
Shadowy shapeless sights by candle the light
From the wax and the wick is relentless like...
Black sheep-lost sheep-six feet no more
It's highly pastime to cast away stones
So a hardened heart will soften
If we let bygones be gone bye bye Just a tad little bit more often
Found left alone in my own wake
At my own wake
Waking up coughing in my coffin
So that's the bed I got to lie in
A dirt nap is what their talking
Well I ain't made that flower bed yet
For now I'm just a dead man sleepwalking
Shadowy shapeless sights by candle the light
From the wax and the wick is relentless like...
#regret
#heartbroken
#insomnia
#addiction
#IMissYou
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