Submissions by whiteboy13014 (Lostsoul777)
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Jun 2015 3:45am
6th Jun 2015 3:45am
becoming insane
why do i have this inner hate
i cant even choose my own fate
i get so mad at the word i cant even think
what is happening to me my head is being to grow and my heart is begun to shrink
i cant hold it back ANYMORE I WANT OUT
but who will set me free
i cant stand my inner pain
i try to numb it but that just creates more rage
i cant think sleep or eat
can some please just put a bullet in my brain
because that's the only way i can become sane
i cant even choose my own fate
i get so mad at the word i cant even think
what is happening to me my head is being to grow and my heart is begun to shrink
i cant hold it back ANYMORE I WANT OUT
but who will set me free
i cant stand my inner pain
i try to numb it but that just creates more rage
i cant think sleep or eat
can some please just put a bullet in my brain
because that's the only way i can become sane
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2015 9:26pm
3rd Jun 2015 9:26pm
The Unknow
I am standing in line wating for my number to be called
but this place where I stand is very odd
and when my name is called I am standing in the woods
I have know Idea how it happened but I swear I seen this before
a dream was it
no a vision that must be
where your fears conquer you and turn your destiny until gruesome death scenes
I am a survivor as I called
then I heard a voice
saying I have a choice stay in the unknown forever
or die in the up coming month November
I have to chose but what is better to die alone
with no where to go...
but this place where I stand is very odd
and when my name is called I am standing in the woods
I have know Idea how it happened but I swear I seen this before
a dream was it
no a vision that must be
where your fears conquer you and turn your destiny until gruesome death scenes
I am a survivor as I called
then I heard a voice
saying I have a choice stay in the unknown forever
or die in the up coming month November
I have to chose but what is better to die alone
with no where to go...
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2015 6:37pm
2nd Jun 2015 6:37pm
angry man
i feel so alone
with no where to go
for fun iscream at walls
i make random threat calls
i am becoming mental
and no longer sentimental
i need help
but no cares
so i hang this rope
and jump off this chair
with no where to go
for fun iscream at walls
i make random threat calls
i am becoming mental
and no longer sentimental
i need help
but no cares
so i hang this rope
and jump off this chair
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DARK POEM
Published
27th May 2015 5:46pm
27th May 2015 5:46pm
trapped
I feel like i am trapped in a box
actually i know i am because if i move with out asking i get attacked by a giant red fox.
I am not allowed to sleep or eat until 6 O'clock
where i am staying they always keeped the door locked
but its not a prison so what is it
i don't know what do with all this shit
i just feel like ending it all but that wouldn't be right
what else can i do but fight
even when i try i get taken right back
god dam can someone cut me some slack
i guess i shall be forever trapped in my own mind until the day i die
actually i know i am because if i move with out asking i get attacked by a giant red fox.
I am not allowed to sleep or eat until 6 O'clock
where i am staying they always keeped the door locked
but its not a prison so what is it
i don't know what do with all this shit
i just feel like ending it all but that wouldn't be right
what else can i do but fight
even when i try i get taken right back
god dam can someone cut me some slack
i guess i shall be forever trapped in my own mind until the day i die
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DARK POEM
Published
19th May 2015 5:53pm
19th May 2015 5:53pm
Life
what is the meaning of life people always say
Is it walking like zombies on this earth day to day
or is it more that far more complex
i lay in my bed thinking these thoughts in my head
i know if i don't solve the mystery to this game we call life we will soon all be dead
the world is a giant circle
and we still haven't found it circumference
how many world leaders does it take to make a difference
every time life gets rough
every time life gets tough
just stand up and yell out i don't give a fuck
Is it walking like zombies on this earth day to day
or is it more that far more complex
i lay in my bed thinking these thoughts in my head
i know if i don't solve the mystery to this game we call life we will soon all be dead
the world is a giant circle
and we still haven't found it circumference
how many world leaders does it take to make a difference
every time life gets rough
every time life gets tough
just stand up and yell out i don't give a fuck
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DARK POEM
Published
18th May 2015 8:11pm
18th May 2015 8:11pm
deperssion
i sit on this lonely road
knowing i fucked up awhile ago
i lost the love of my life
and that was like getting stabbed with a jagged kife
i dont know what i can do just sit and cry
but my soul has spilt apart and has already begin to die
i am on this cold hard ground
with blood all around
and this is where i shall lie
for the next 20 years of my life
knowing i fucked up awhile ago
i lost the love of my life
and that was like getting stabbed with a jagged kife
i dont know what i can do just sit and cry
but my soul has spilt apart and has already begin to die
i am on this cold hard ground
with blood all around
and this is where i shall lie
for the next 20 years of my life
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Apr 2015 5:32pm
30th Apr 2015 5:32pm
unstable
Unstable
My life is on a rocky edge
People want me to grow up and be a man
But where is it I truly stand
I have two paths to go on
One unstable no one wants to go on
An another one that has been taken many times
I choose the unstable one cause I like a challenge
Its hard and rocky at first
But as time fly's by the road smooths out again
I am on the second path
But really it’s the first path
My slips and falls have helped me become a better man
My life is on a rocky edge
People want me to grow up and be a man
But where is it I truly stand
I have two paths to go on
One unstable no one wants to go on
An another one that has been taken many times
I choose the unstable one cause I like a challenge
Its hard and rocky at first
But as time fly's by the road smooths out again
I am on the second path
But really it’s the first path
My slips and falls have helped me become a better man
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Apr 2015 5:29pm
30th Apr 2015 5:29pm
Lonely child
The Suicide Note
Their once was a boy who never did nothing wrong
But everybody laughed and was mean to him
He did not know why this was happening to him
He was the nicest of all of them
Bullies used him as a practice dummy
He couldn't understand why
This kids name was mike and he was the brightest kid you ever seen
Then one day he had enough, he had the last straw
So he wrote a note that said I’m done with life, nobody cares if I live or die
So I’m going to end it here and now why even try
Then he slit his wrist all because of what a couple...
Their once was a boy who never did nothing wrong
But everybody laughed and was mean to him
He did not know why this was happening to him
He was the nicest of all of them
Bullies used him as a practice dummy
He couldn't understand why
This kids name was mike and he was the brightest kid you ever seen
Then one day he had enough, he had the last straw
So he wrote a note that said I’m done with life, nobody cares if I live or die
So I’m going to end it here and now why even try
Then he slit his wrist all because of what a couple...
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