Submissions by u53l355
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Don't drag me down
Never to proud to admit defeat
I stand down when I know I'm Beat
But in this case your the disgrace
And I won't kneel to your cold embrace
I see you chasing all your hopes and dreams
I'm just chasing another chance to breath
But I'll say this oxygen is getting thin
And I'm gonna snap if I see you grin !
It's been 5 funking years and I can't let go
I told you everything you wanted to know
I put my heart and mind on the line
It's fine I don't need you in my life to shine
All I need now is a pint to down
A couple of...
I stand down when I know I'm Beat
But in this case your the disgrace
And I won't kneel to your cold embrace
I see you chasing all your hopes and dreams
I'm just chasing another chance to breath
But I'll say this oxygen is getting thin
And I'm gonna snap if I see you grin !
It's been 5 funking years and I can't let go
I told you everything you wanted to know
I put my heart and mind on the line
It's fine I don't need you in my life to shine
All I need now is a pint to down
A couple of...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #breakup
#loneliness #breakup
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4 Comments
Done
Fuck it
I quit
You win
Done
I quit
You win
Done
#SelfHarm
#confessional
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A Dream
Last night I had a dream
And You were there ,
asked your friends about me,
I over heard
we kissed passionately then
This is when it got weird
Everyone was talking shit
I wanted to disappear
And stress and the strain caused the pain
That's dwelling inside my a chest
I looked up ,took a breath
You acted like you didn't care. See ?
Then what happened next even surprised me
I moved slowly across the floor headed to the door
And I started to run out
I didn't stop I just kept running
Yea I...
And You were there ,
asked your friends about me,
I over heard
we kissed passionately then
This is when it got weird
Everyone was talking shit
I wanted to disappear
And stress and the strain caused the pain
That's dwelling inside my a chest
I looked up ,took a breath
You acted like you didn't care. See ?
Then what happened next even surprised me
I moved slowly across the floor headed to the door
And I started to run out
I didn't stop I just kept running
Yea I...
#anxiety
#love
#loneliness
#hope
#dreams
318 reads
4 Comments
All That I need ...
All that I need
is someone with me
like everything will fall into alignment if I could just meet
the woman of my dreams
it will help me sleep
it will silence the voices that are bothering me
A chance at redemption?
I guess I know I fucked up, on reflection
A confession was given a few poems ago
I would settle for perfection
I've accepted your rejection
I know
I'm just a creep and weirdo.
I feel it will help me understand myself
and take care of my mental health
the pills in this bottle will be so long ago...
is someone with me
like everything will fall into alignment if I could just meet
the woman of my dreams
it will help me sleep
it will silence the voices that are bothering me
A chance at redemption?
I guess I know I fucked up, on reflection
A confession was given a few poems ago
I would settle for perfection
I've accepted your rejection
I know
I'm just a creep and weirdo.
I feel it will help me understand myself
and take care of my mental health
the pills in this bottle will be so long ago...
#sadness
#depression
#loneliness
#identity
#meditation
280 reads
2 Comments
You are...
A star in the sky will shine brightest when it's away from the rest. these years have been a test of your patience and pain , no more room in this storage box of clutter .. there are plenty of other box's tho.
You are the only person who can be you
You are the best at it , sure you won't get a gold medal for being the #1 you. Your gold medal is our respect , your gold medal is the value and pride you will have in yourself when you realise it .
You are Golden
Sure , late nights wide awake , thinking about the one's who got away ... They didnt get away...
You are the only person who can be you
You are the best at it , sure you won't get a gold medal for being the #1 you. Your gold medal is our respect , your gold medal is the value and pride you will have in yourself when you realise it .
You are Golden
Sure , late nights wide awake , thinking about the one's who got away ... They didnt get away...
#hope
#motivational
#uplifting
#acceptance
#SelfDiscovery
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2 Comments
Thoughts
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#dreams
#SelfWorth
363 reads
6 Comments
I did this myself
It's hard to find the words that I'd like to express
Short breath reaching for air compressed in my chest
I'm so sick and tired of trying to do my best
Just giving up so when I'm gone your mind can finally rest
The possibility of something came from nothing
Nothing waits in darkness and its silently judging
Words keep punching me and holding me down
Kicked in the side crushing me as and I drown
Years of resent , love and hate
To fall in cave I made mistakes
Stuck to shadows to keep out the crowds
Aligned to the gallows , the...
Short breath reaching for air compressed in my chest
I'm so sick and tired of trying to do my best
Just giving up so when I'm gone your mind can finally rest
The possibility of something came from nothing
Nothing waits in darkness and its silently judging
Words keep punching me and holding me down
Kicked in the side crushing me as and I drown
Years of resent , love and hate
To fall in cave I made mistakes
Stuck to shadows to keep out the crowds
Aligned to the gallows , the...
#anxiety
#love
#depression
#breakup
#LifeStruggles
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2 Comments
And I still can't sleep
Another night
Sleep deprived
I know that I'm tired
I guess it's alright . NO!
It's not ok it's another night where I lye wide awake.
Another feeling of guilt that I just can not shake
It's the stress
A test ?
Set in motions from a greater power have I provoked them ? NO !
Then why can't I dream ? Paralyzed on this bed and can't even scream .
Help me ? No
I do this my own , I put myself here as I polished your throne .
Rome , wasn't built in a day
One thing is clear that someone else paid with mistakes ....
...
Sleep deprived
I know that I'm tired
I guess it's alright . NO!
It's not ok it's another night where I lye wide awake.
Another feeling of guilt that I just can not shake
It's the stress
A test ?
Set in motions from a greater power have I provoked them ? NO !
Then why can't I dream ? Paralyzed on this bed and can't even scream .
Help me ? No
I do this my own , I put myself here as I polished your throne .
Rome , wasn't built in a day
One thing is clear that someone else paid with mistakes ....
...
#sadness
#anxiety
#insomnia
#sleep
#fear
305 reads
2 Comments
Labelled me
#anger
#hate
#breakup #SelfReflection
#breakup #SelfReflection
389 reads
3 Comments
Shame
It’s the feeling you get when you know you have caused pain to A significant other , a friend or just someone else . The knowing that your actions will cause destruction in even the most thickest of skinned. It’s heart ache caused by self sabotage and all you can do is drink it away while knowing full well that it was the drink that started it all . With no one left to turn to in your time of need you turn to the shelf of empty promises and full bottles . I’m ashamed of myself , going thru this self hate because I know I am fucking up , mind makes excuses to justify my actions when the truth...
#love
#regret
#shame
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Flight-143 (Sall's Rejection)
Carried away by my minds departure
Like a jet plane leaving at sunrise
From the ground it seems to float by
It’s almost inconceivable
In the cockpit the sounds of the engines roar
turbulence frightening the passengers
as the craft hits irregular violent waves
It feels like I'm going down…
maybe ?
Maybe if the passengers had of drank enough on the flight
Maybe they would have slept right through
Maybe if the child in front wasn’t screaming
Maybe it wouldn’t all seem so bad
A Voice can be heard over the PA telling them...
Like a jet plane leaving at sunrise
From the ground it seems to float by
It’s almost inconceivable
In the cockpit the sounds of the engines roar
turbulence frightening the passengers
as the craft hits irregular violent waves
It feels like I'm going down…
maybe ?
Maybe if the passengers had of drank enough on the flight
Maybe they would have slept right through
Maybe if the child in front wasn’t screaming
Maybe it wouldn’t all seem so bad
A Voice can be heard over the PA telling them...
#anxiety
#love
#depression
#rejection
#fear
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A Beach Side Story
I still remember when I first saw you
My heart stopped like a rabbit on the freeway
The parking lot lights shine beams of warmth
Illuminating the divider lines painted white on the bitumen
The boot of the car open , insides hands tied tight
A glimmer of red emanates from the rear break light
As muffled screams are carried through the wind
Alas I have you…
Deserted by beach side and the rustling of the tree’s
At 3am any sounds will be memories of their sea breeze dreams.
I would never guess that beauty...
My heart stopped like a rabbit on the freeway
The parking lot lights shine beams of warmth
Illuminating the divider lines painted white on the bitumen
The boot of the car open , insides hands tied tight
A glimmer of red emanates from the rear break light
As muffled screams are carried through the wind
Alas I have you…
Deserted by beach side and the rustling of the tree’s
At 3am any sounds will be memories of their sea breeze dreams.
I would never guess that beauty...
#regret
#hate
#lust
#heartbroken
#obsession
346 reads
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