Submissions by the_forgotten_sun

I lied when I said yes.
I lied when I told you I would.
I lied when you asked me I could.
I do not love you.
I will not marry you.
And I can not move on.
I lied and I am sorry.
I wrote you this poem to appologize,
To clear up all of my tales.

I lied when I said I forgive you.
I lied when I said it didn't hurt.
I lied when you asked me to be honest.
I can't forgive your unfaithfulness.
It tore me apart when you took her to bed.
And if I am honest, I did take those pills.
I lied and I am sorry.
I wrote you this poem to...

Has it been a waste of time,
To ask for one simple little thing to call mine?
Love goddamn it! Real and pure.
Untainted by my wicked past,
Untaimed by the rules of society.
Is it really wrong of me to ask,
For the love of one man?
Why should his age, his rank or his job
Dictate who he can love?
I am no child I scream to the night
As cold bloody tears stream down my worn down face.
I love him.
Is that not enough?
No, I must waste my time with these sickened baboons,
Childish and clueless,
Uncapable to love with there heart...

This battle's already lost.
I'm going to die anyways, why wait?
Tell me lifes beautiful and living it is a gift.
Tell me to be grateful to a man I never knew.
Tell me about all this great shit he did,
I say screw you.
This battle's already lost.
I'm going to die anyways, can't fight fate.
If lifes so beautiful, then why is there so much pain?
Say thanks to a man who only helped a faithful few?
I say screw him.
The battle's already lost.
I'm going to die anyways...
Why wait.

no daddy, no.
crawl out of that pit.
this is just another pathetic fit!
grow a pair, come on, say it!
no daddy, no.
"im tellin you daddys no fucking good...
i havent done any of the shit should,
and yet ive given you all i could!"
no daddy no
i said it for you
but dont worry, i knew you wanted to.
after all, its the least you could do
no daddy, no.
mommy is dead,
its fucked with ur head.
so now u want to fill it with lead?
no daddy no
crawl into your pit
enjoy your pathetic fit!
come on daddy, guns right...