Submissions by soccerpsych

It's funny how they said
That it was all my fault
That I'm an alcoholic
A cheater
A whore

It's funny how they said
That it was all a joke
That I'm a liar
I wanted it
I loved it

It's funny how they say
That it doesn't hurt
That I'm not in pain
I am just crazy
A mental case

But it's not funny when I say
I cut to feel
He hurt me
I want to die
Please someone help me

But everyone sits
laughs
stares

Until the day comes
That I cut just deep enough ...

It’s saying goodbye to the one you love,
The quiver of your lips as yours touch his for the very last time,
Before he leaves you hug him tight,
Hoping to God that he will return

It’s having a child without your husband at your side,
He fights in a battle that you cannot control,
Who wins or who loses,
Who dies or who lives.

It’s staying up all night praying for his safe return,
Counting each day,
Praying it won’t be his last,
Your heart tightening, making you unable to breathe.

It’s getting the letter that he has...

Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
I feel the hairs on my knuckle
Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
I'm dancing like I juggle
Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
Downed 3, let's make it a dozen

Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
The room is like a bubble
Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
My body starts to stumble
sip, Gulp, Guzzle
My ex wants to cuddle

Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
Did my pants just unbuckle?
Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
I put up a struggle
Sip, Gulp Guzzle
My mouth is being muffled

Sip, Gulp, Guzzle
Boy am I puzzled
Sip,
   Gulp,
         Guzzle
I...