Submissions by sexykitty (Bella Alexander)

I can't look at her it hurts to much. I can't talk to her bc she won't wake up.
Her voice I miss it. Her laugh we need it. Her smile it's not there. Her eyes won't open. I cry I ask God why. If she dies my spirit will too. She was so close to home yet so far away. Why her? Why J? Why his car? Why on the bridge? Why so close to J's house? She's strong girl for 17. She pulled through death once can she do it again? They say she is getting worse how much is worse before death? They shouldn't have went to the rodeo.. She shouldn't have raced. He shouldn't have rode. But it's there passion....

It's funny how one min your laughing and having a Good time with your cousin.
And the next min she's on her death bed with her best friend do to a drunk driver.
The car well it's just scrap metal now nothing left. She got the worst of it. Looks like Harvard is so not in her future or any collage considering she has not woke up yet she getting worse. It's scares me.

So when your intoxicated try not to drive because it harms and kills others!!!

She's killing herself.
And she doesn't even know it.

She's destroying her life.
And she doesn't see it.

She's hurting inside.
So her answers getting high.

She has this pain.
She wants it to go away.

She's fucking her life.
Now she just likes the ride.

The promise she made as a girl..
Is completely gone now.

Cousin I know  your there.
Just come back home where you belong.

She's high.
She's messing up her life.
She's drinking.
She's partying.
She was the good little church girl.
Heavens angle on earth.
Now she's walking the line.
She's walking between heaven and hell
She's borderline on doing heavy drugs.
She's walking away from the ones she loves.
She's different now.
She says she hates life.
She just wants a release.
She's getting one alright.
But not the type she needs.
What happend to the girl I knew.
The one I grew up with.
Dear cousin I have to say.
Your wasting your heavenly...