Submissions by schizostalker
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Dark
Their mother
To the mother of my children both girl and boy.
I want to thank you for with them the time I get to enjoy.
You were always there for them even when I couldn't be.
Even when we fight you don't take them from me.
I want to thank you for being such a great mother in times of need.
I appreciate you for backing their lives and what they believe.
You do more what the bare minimum to see them enjoy themselves.
You do this without worry about one self.
I want to thank you for with them the time I get to enjoy.
You were always there for them even when I couldn't be.
Even when we fight you don't take them from me.
I want to thank you for being such a great mother in times of need.
I appreciate you for backing their lives and what they believe.
You do more what the bare minimum to see them enjoy themselves.
You do this without worry about one self.
#strength
#respect
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Stacy
Missed
I wake up daily and your the first person on my brain.
The day you died i secretly went short term insane.
You were always there for me even if I was wrong.
Even when I wasn't right you helped put my thoughts where they belonged.
You never gave up on me and I'm sure that was hard to do.
You kept me safe mentally and spiritually.
You always held my down in reality.
You were my best friend and closest family.
When you passed away for a while I embraced insanity.
I owe you so much for who I am today.
Thats a debt for that some god...
I wake up daily and your the first person on my brain.
The day you died i secretly went short term insane.
You were always there for me even if I was wrong.
Even when I wasn't right you helped put my thoughts where they belonged.
You never gave up on me and I'm sure that was hard to do.
You kept me safe mentally and spiritually.
You always held my down in reality.
You were my best friend and closest family.
When you passed away for a while I embraced insanity.
I owe you so much for who I am today.
Thats a debt for that some god...
#love
#gratitude
#emotions
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Respect, loyalty, love
I've grown over the last month to notice few have respect.
Every day truth,real love,and being there is to much to expect.
I was thought at a young age relationships,friendships,and family come with a standard of trust.
However these days most even family use you for something they lust.
If you have nothing they want then your useless to them,respect or not.
Loyalty is something many people have long forgot.
Love isn't unconditional anymore nowadays.
Love is something that's a dream they never comes to play.
Respect is a trait that has long died off. ...
Every day truth,real love,and being there is to much to expect.
I was thought at a young age relationships,friendships,and family come with a standard of trust.
However these days most even family use you for something they lust.
If you have nothing they want then your useless to them,respect or not.
Loyalty is something many people have long forgot.
Love isn't unconditional anymore nowadays.
Love is something that's a dream they never comes to play.
Respect is a trait that has long died off. ...
#respect
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Target swap

#nightmares
#scifi
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Pure happiness
Today is the first day in over a year I spent all day happy and smiling.
It was a beautiful day without anyone defiling.
I woke up feeling great and in the best mood I've felt.
Happy that all the pain was gone I have been dealt.
Spent the day talking to a great friend about her kid and all of mine.
Spent the day on a date that was quite divine.
Both women just friends and willing to help without wanting something in return.
Both of them a few new to my life people.
They helped me feel like my life was all good and equal.
So now I have some people...
It was a beautiful day without anyone defiling.
I woke up feeling great and in the best mood I've felt.
Happy that all the pain was gone I have been dealt.
Spent the day talking to a great friend about her kid and all of mine.
Spent the day on a date that was quite divine.
Both women just friends and willing to help without wanting something in return.
Both of them a few new to my life people.
They helped me feel like my life was all good and equal.
So now I have some people...
#kindness
#strength
#motivational
#gratitude
#respect
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Father
My father worked long and hard to raise his family.
He wasn't around much as to put it simply.
he was a great man that had alot of struggles and stresses to deal with day after day.
He still found time here and there for us to play.
He was a man who looked out for many people who did him wrong.
He also was a man who mentally and physically was very strong.
That father I grew up with was pretty tough.
He also made sure ours life were never rough.
That man is my father and always will be in the end
Like the man I also will push to emulate him till...
He wasn't around much as to put it simply.
he was a great man that had alot of struggles and stresses to deal with day after day.
He still found time here and there for us to play.
He was a man who looked out for many people who did him wrong.
He also was a man who mentally and physically was very strong.
That father I grew up with was pretty tough.
He also made sure ours life were never rough.
That man is my father and always will be in the end
Like the man I also will push to emulate him till...
#inspirational
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Please leave me alone.
At this point you've destroyed my life and mental health.
Last time I said that you laughed like you were proud.
Lately since January putting up with this is hell.
I can't say this anymore the pain should speak loud.
Five times you needed a break with other men.
Five time I was very last and unimportant.
Five time you kept me around when you decided I wasn't as good as them.
Five times you hurt me way down that is certain
Five time and you made me feel like you always need to win.
You never cared about holding me nor being by my side.
You...
Last time I said that you laughed like you were proud.
Lately since January putting up with this is hell.
I can't say this anymore the pain should speak loud.
Five times you needed a break with other men.
Five time I was very last and unimportant.
Five time you kept me around when you decided I wasn't as good as them.
Five times you hurt me way down that is certain
Five time and you made me feel like you always need to win.
You never cared about holding me nor being by my side.
You...
#anxiety
#apocalypse
#despair
#denial
#emptiness
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The letter you wait for
I wanted so hard to be what you wanted.
It was hard all the time because I love you so much.
now that I'm close to dying I noticed maybe less love could have saved us.
Maybe slowing down and no rushing might have helped.
Because the rush order version hurt both of us so bad.
The mistakes made both so damn mad.
I'm glad you got away in time to heal and save yourself.
if you read this which i don't know if you will.
I'll be dead and you'll heal. You will have a better life without me.
I possibly could too but I've tried so many times and now I...
It was hard all the time because I love you so much.
now that I'm close to dying I noticed maybe less love could have saved us.
Maybe slowing down and no rushing might have helped.
Because the rush order version hurt both of us so bad.
The mistakes made both so damn mad.
I'm glad you got away in time to heal and save yourself.
if you read this which i don't know if you will.
I'll be dead and you'll heal. You will have a better life without me.
I possibly could too but I've tried so many times and now I...
#forgiveness
#suicide
#TimeHeals
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If you love them
If you love them let them go.
Everyone says that all the time.
However if you love them into the abyss ill undergo.
If I have to lose everything I love then living is far sublime.
I wont live without certain things.
If I love them then time to leave.
If I let them go and also I go it's there blessings.
If I let them go and die they will recover after the grieve.
Why be alive if nothing needs you and they're better off.
I'll end my life for them so their happiness topsoil.
No reason to love if you'll always lose people.
Living is...
Everyone says that all the time.
However if you love them into the abyss ill undergo.
If I have to lose everything I love then living is far sublime.
I wont live without certain things.
If I love them then time to leave.
If I let them go and also I go it's there blessings.
If I let them go and die they will recover after the grieve.
Why be alive if nothing needs you and they're better off.
I'll end my life for them so their happiness topsoil.
No reason to love if you'll always lose people.
Living is...
#suicide
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rainbow
They say that rainbows are reflections of water in the light.
They make everyone feel beautiful either way.
The colors are so lifting to your soul.
The smiles and happiness you will feel today.
The warmth you feel inside is some to behold.
They will cheer you up suddenly,make your day worth while.
Its a symbol of some kind of blissful growth.
Its a way to get through another trail.
It can't be symbolic for anything evil negative or both.
You can't help but admire the happy feelings you get.
You'll hope for a great day before the sunset.
They make everyone feel beautiful either way.
The colors are so lifting to your soul.
The smiles and happiness you will feel today.
The warmth you feel inside is some to behold.
They will cheer you up suddenly,make your day worth while.
Its a symbol of some kind of blissful growth.
Its a way to get through another trail.
It can't be symbolic for anything evil negative or both.
You can't help but admire the happy feelings you get.
You'll hope for a great day before the sunset.
#luck
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The murder he couldn't stop part 2
After about a month of Eric working hard daily he finally got a chance. Eric's boss offered him a saturday shift plus he would learn to do tune ups on the cars. Also the opportunity came with a dollar raise. Eric accepted very happily saying he wouldn't regret giving him the opening.
After a few more weeks of working 6 days a week he decided to work on making his apartment more appealing. He trashed his tv and couch and bought a flat screen and new recliner couch. He also painted the whole apartment a smoke grey with white trim.
He then bought himself his first bed since he...
After a few more weeks of working 6 days a week he decided to work on making his apartment more appealing. He trashed his tv and couch and bought a flat screen and new recliner couch. He also painted the whole apartment a smoke grey with white trim.
He then bought himself his first bed since he...
#fiction
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The murder he couldn't stop

#scary
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