Submissions by root

When all there is and wants to be
Comes bleeding out, strait out of me
I damn myself for god has damned
I will not live a humble man

This I say and will come true
For words are real just like you
I’m searching for the answer to a question that I don’t want to hear
The words to bleed from my mouth, as I already know the answer



Thought you would save me
But it’s not so simple
For I myself must take control
But I am fake and cannot stand for I have nothing but myself to stand upon

Take this life from me I ask
Then...

Not sure how to stop myself
Can wait until that day I try
Looking on into a future so bright
can seem to ever see me

One day Ill realize this hatred
Will never leave me again, leave me again

I hope on day the other me will make this work
my life a waste with this usless work
even I can see the fall now
How it happened all makes sense
Selfishness awake with anger
hating every part of me
I want to breath, once again, the fine air
of the thought of living
but it seems Ill always find
A way to end it all again

Not...