Submissions by redrose (Ambur)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a published poet in Seven Different poetry books. I write when I have inspiration, but for the last year or so Ive had writers block.
They Laugh
I cried a single
tear. I took all
the pain I could
possibly bear.
It seems like
my life is a huge
game of Truth or
Dare. Waiting for
someone to tell me
they finally care.
Alone is how I've
always been.
Everyone cared back
then. I wish at least
I had my kin.
It's funny not even
they will care if I
cut my skin.
They rather point and
laugh. Who would do
that? It's not like I'm
too skinny or too fat.
Really, how could they
do that?
This is really a matter
of fact. They're laughing...
tear. I took all
the pain I could
possibly bear.
It seems like
my life is a huge
game of Truth or
Dare. Waiting for
someone to tell me
they finally care.
Alone is how I've
always been.
Everyone cared back
then. I wish at least
I had my kin.
It's funny not even
they will care if I
cut my skin.
They rather point and
laugh. Who would do
that? It's not like I'm
too skinny or too fat.
Really, how could they
do that?
This is really a matter
of fact. They're laughing...
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Bottle it up
I never really understood,
how I could ever be
dumb enough to consider
letting you close to me
and my heart again.
I trusted you once before
and I gave you my heart.
You just seem to tear me
apart, starting with me
heart.
I began trusting you again
Monday. But I found out and
realized, I don't want to
play your dumb little head
games. I loved you then and
I still love you now.
I'm putting my feeling first
and saving myself the hurt.
I don't want to feel like dirt.
So to save me all the hurt, I'll...
how I could ever be
dumb enough to consider
letting you close to me
and my heart again.
I trusted you once before
and I gave you my heart.
You just seem to tear me
apart, starting with me
heart.
I began trusting you again
Monday. But I found out and
realized, I don't want to
play your dumb little head
games. I loved you then and
I still love you now.
I'm putting my feeling first
and saving myself the hurt.
I don't want to feel like dirt.
So to save me all the hurt, I'll...
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troubled
Black an white
Day and Night
There will always
be a fight.
We wear our chains
and spikes.
When we know there
will be a fight.
We love the darkness
it's where we hide
and bide our time.
We don't care what
you think, your thoughts
aint worth a dime.
To us you are a waste of
space and not worth our time.
Your pain is our joke.
Everyday we hope you choke.
We will watch you cut
your wrist and bleed out
and the best thing is
no one will hear you shout.
Yell and cry, we love watching
you die.
Day and Night
There will always
be a fight.
We wear our chains
and spikes.
When we know there
will be a fight.
We love the darkness
it's where we hide
and bide our time.
We don't care what
you think, your thoughts
aint worth a dime.
To us you are a waste of
space and not worth our time.
Your pain is our joke.
Everyday we hope you choke.
We will watch you cut
your wrist and bleed out
and the best thing is
no one will hear you shout.
Yell and cry, we love watching
you die.
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Clock
Tick Tock
there is a fight
on the block.
There is a gun
hidden on the
dock in the old
grandfather
clock.
tick tock
she grabbed
the glock
as the clock
went
tick tock
there is a fight
on the block.
There is a gun
hidden on the
dock in the old
grandfather
clock.
tick tock
she grabbed
the glock
as the clock
went
tick tock
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Let me go-3 Doors Down
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a...
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a...
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Comotose- Skillet
I hate feeling like this.
I'm tired of tired of trying
to fight this.
I'm asleep and all I dream of
is waking to you.
Tell me that you will listen.
Your touch is what I'm missing.
And the more I hide I realize,
I'm slowly losing you.
Comatose
I'll never wake up without
an overdose of you.
I don't wanna live,
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me.
You take the pain I feel,
waking to you never felt so real.
I don't wanna sleep,
I don;t wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me, ...
I'm tired of tired of trying
to fight this.
I'm asleep and all I dream of
is waking to you.
Tell me that you will listen.
Your touch is what I'm missing.
And the more I hide I realize,
I'm slowly losing you.
Comatose
I'll never wake up without
an overdose of you.
I don't wanna live,
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me.
You take the pain I feel,
waking to you never felt so real.
I don't wanna sleep,
I don;t wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me, ...
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You Thought
How could something
so right and so true,
be so wrong and make
me think of you.
I gave you everything
I had. It all just seems
to make you mad.
I'm not all that glad
you are gone,
but I will live on.
I don't think of you
anymore when I look
forward to the dawn.
I'm free and it's
kinda scary.
I had you for so long I
forgot myself
and why I was not gone.
On my own and all alone,
is probably best for me.
You made promises you
couldnt keep, but I can
take a leap into my...
so right and so true,
be so wrong and make
me think of you.
I gave you everything
I had. It all just seems
to make you mad.
I'm not all that glad
you are gone,
but I will live on.
I don't think of you
anymore when I look
forward to the dawn.
I'm free and it's
kinda scary.
I had you for so long I
forgot myself
and why I was not gone.
On my own and all alone,
is probably best for me.
You made promises you
couldnt keep, but I can
take a leap into my...
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Ride ( Collaborated with 4ever4gotten)
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one day
Maybe one day
everything will
finilly be okay.
Today has been a
haze.
It felt like walking
though a maze.
I fight and struggle to
be okay.
I wish I could have one
more day, to love
everything was were.
One day to change things.
To make them better.
To change all the right
letters.
I wish that day was today.
I would ask if I may love
and charish you for one
more day.
I want one more day, to
change my ways.
But one more day wouldn't
take my pain away.
I cry today and I cry
tomorrow.
I...
everything will
finilly be okay.
Today has been a
haze.
It felt like walking
though a maze.
I fight and struggle to
be okay.
I wish I could have one
more day, to love
everything was were.
One day to change things.
To make them better.
To change all the right
letters.
I wish that day was today.
I would ask if I may love
and charish you for one
more day.
I want one more day, to
change my ways.
But one more day wouldn't
take my pain away.
I cry today and I cry
tomorrow.
I...
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Special Love (Collaborated with The Punisher)
His legs are shakeing.
His heart is breaking.
He is crazy or so they say.
He is bleeding and slowly screaming.
He is crying and dieing.
He wishes for death,
but it never comes.
Her wrist is bleeding.
She was silently screaming.
They all wanted her dead.
She cuts again.
She wants to live no more.
They want to watch her soul
walk out the door.
They sold their souls.
Where they could be the
unknown.
They were special,
so they were told.
The devil choose them as his
very own.
He has their souls,
so...
His heart is breaking.
He is crazy or so they say.
He is bleeding and slowly screaming.
He is crying and dieing.
He wishes for death,
but it never comes.
Her wrist is bleeding.
She was silently screaming.
They all wanted her dead.
She cuts again.
She wants to live no more.
They want to watch her soul
walk out the door.
They sold their souls.
Where they could be the
unknown.
They were special,
so they were told.
The devil choose them as his
very own.
He has their souls,
so...
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Dog
We all need to bleed.
We need help from
someone close.
I need my friend.
She is white, brown,
and black.
I know she will always
have my back.
She will protect me
against any attack.
She may not tell me
is so many words, but
she had proven her love
for me though actions.
She is a fatal atttaction.
Her eyes are a piercing gold,
with fire yellow rings.
She doesnt ever get mellow.
My friend will go to the end
to save my life,
even if it means losing her life.
She wouldn't think twice about
taking a bullat...
We need help from
someone close.
I need my friend.
She is white, brown,
and black.
I know she will always
have my back.
She will protect me
against any attack.
She may not tell me
is so many words, but
she had proven her love
for me though actions.
She is a fatal atttaction.
Her eyes are a piercing gold,
with fire yellow rings.
She doesnt ever get mellow.
My friend will go to the end
to save my life,
even if it means losing her life.
She wouldn't think twice about
taking a bullat...
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You Promise
I beg myself not
to cry,
even though you
have made me die
inside.
I wish it didnt
hurt so much.
I will really miss
your touch.
You promised you
wouldn't hurt me
but it didn't work.
Yo hurt me with the
words you left unspoken.
When your words were
spoken, my heart was
internally broken.
I tried hard to
keep us going,
but our love was
no longer showing.
I hate when I cry.
I makes me contemplate
suicide.
Death would be to easy.
My head is spinning. ...
to cry,
even though you
have made me die
inside.
I wish it didnt
hurt so much.
I will really miss
your touch.
You promised you
wouldn't hurt me
but it didn't work.
Yo hurt me with the
words you left unspoken.
When your words were
spoken, my heart was
internally broken.
I tried hard to
keep us going,
but our love was
no longer showing.
I hate when I cry.
I makes me contemplate
suicide.
Death would be to easy.
My head is spinning. ...
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