The timbre of your voice meant only for me stills me, breathless coaxes me to writhe rise up to meet you melts my inhibitions into rivulets that quench your thirst as you feed my hunger until we distill to nothing but animal senses chasing the need to devour each other
Lying awake, I long to map your topography trace each hill and valley commit your textures to sense memories of taste and touch explore in exquisite detail your geography seek those places to awaken your landscape draw heat from your center discover secrets you didn't know you were keeping
I don't give a fuck about anything when I'm basking in the gleam of your eyes looking up at me from between my thighs like you've unlocked secrets of the universe
Insecurities be damned I am beauty the Goddess of Chubby Tummies and Round Asses reveling in the grip of your hands on fleshy, trembling limbs controlling my greedy, immodest hips your tongue worships torments demands
Throaty howls and growling profanity the essence of sex unleashed covers your face hungry lips...
They make it look easier in movies, on TV painful, sad, but simple peaceful
No one warns you about the sound the gurgle and rattle of last gasping breaths or that your aunt will urge her sister's broken body to fight as if your father hadn't told the love of his life that it was safe to move on and you hadn't held her hand whispering that it would be okay you'd take care of your dad
You do know to expect the silence that eventually comes
Some emotion without a name settled in, burrowed...
Went for a ride today on the boardwalk by the bay passed the beach shared with you brown grasses swaying in golden sand grey rocks teased by barely-there waves half moon hanging in blue sky, sun still dancing on the water Did you know the gulls call your name?