Submissions by nikkimoe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Eye Contact
His eyes
piercing
met mine
mesmerized
soul mates
united
His eyes
Piercing
met hers
mesmerized
soul mates
divided
piercing
met mine
mesmerized
soul mates
united
His eyes
Piercing
met hers
mesmerized
soul mates
divided
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Oh Yeah, That's Right I Don't Have A Dick
You females make me sick, you will do anything
for anyone as long as they have a dick
I don't want to be part of the needy clique
I am so not that type of stupid chick
best friends forever until there's dude
then she cant hang and acts all rude
any man will put her in a good mood
no room for friends when a dick is being pursued
you could be broken down in the rain
she wont come help she would rather give some guy brain
you could twist your ankle and its sprained
she wont visit you, she's at a party and their...
for anyone as long as they have a dick
I don't want to be part of the needy clique
I am so not that type of stupid chick
best friends forever until there's dude
then she cant hang and acts all rude
any man will put her in a good mood
no room for friends when a dick is being pursued
you could be broken down in the rain
she wont come help she would rather give some guy brain
you could twist your ankle and its sprained
she wont visit you, she's at a party and their...
894 reads
25 Comments
The Drowning Mind
Submersed
unable to breath
lungs of fire
my mind wonders
thinking
while
sinking
to the bottom
of the sea
knowing
feeling
alive
unable to stop
the drowning mind
brilliant colors flash
red
blue
purple
the end nears
the brain slows
memories fade away
life
passing
gone
unable to breath
lungs of fire
my mind wonders
thinking
while
sinking
to the bottom
of the sea
knowing
feeling
alive
unable to stop
the drowning mind
brilliant colors flash
red
blue
purple
the end nears
the brain slows
memories fade away
life
passing
gone
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4 Comments
Many Moons of Sadness
The moon brings sadness with it every night
I hear the door creak, I know better then to fight
closing my eyes so tightly it hurts
wishing I was really under 6ft of dirt
breathing like a wild beast in my ear
I don't know if I can take this another year
no one for miles to hear my cries
every night another part of me dies
time slows down and the world seems fake
its almost like being in a dream state
I travel out of my body while it is being used
I know what is happening I am not confused
I have to cope some way ...
I hear the door creak, I know better then to fight
closing my eyes so tightly it hurts
wishing I was really under 6ft of dirt
breathing like a wild beast in my ear
I don't know if I can take this another year
no one for miles to hear my cries
every night another part of me dies
time slows down and the world seems fake
its almost like being in a dream state
I travel out of my body while it is being used
I know what is happening I am not confused
I have to cope some way ...
857 reads
5 Comments
My Conscience? I Think Not
I need the silence
the voices say to much
they are after my sanity
they want me to lose touch
I try to sing loudly in my head
drowning out their dastardly words
nothing works to silence them
I am filled with everlasting dread
I cant do anything without the voices too
they chime in
talking shit
about anything I am about to do
always negative, nothing nice to say
I work they talk
I sleep they talk
talking twenty four hours a day
no way to kill them or to shut them out
unconsciously living in my mind...
the voices say to much
they are after my sanity
they want me to lose touch
I try to sing loudly in my head
drowning out their dastardly words
nothing works to silence them
I am filled with everlasting dread
I cant do anything without the voices too
they chime in
talking shit
about anything I am about to do
always negative, nothing nice to say
I work they talk
I sleep they talk
talking twenty four hours a day
no way to kill them or to shut them out
unconsciously living in my mind...
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4 Comments
Fruitcakes of the world unite!
I lost my mind a long time ago
it fell off somewhere on a bumpy road
I never bothered to look for it
cause I really don't give a shit
no closed head injury here
just a chick with nothing to fear
losing my mind was the best thing that ever happened to me
now I let loose and try everything
not afraid of a damn thing
flying around town like I have wings
I'm crazy, nuts, bananas
sometimes I wear a tie-dyed bandana
I can do anything I freaking want
I can be obvious or nonchalant
if you don't...
it fell off somewhere on a bumpy road
I never bothered to look for it
cause I really don't give a shit
no closed head injury here
just a chick with nothing to fear
losing my mind was the best thing that ever happened to me
now I let loose and try everything
not afraid of a damn thing
flying around town like I have wings
I'm crazy, nuts, bananas
sometimes I wear a tie-dyed bandana
I can do anything I freaking want
I can be obvious or nonchalant
if you don't...
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7 Comments
What Mystery?
emotionally unavailable
I like it that way
I do not want to hold your hand
I will not hang on your every word
I do not want to be held
I will not be affectionate
Its really not you it is me
you were aware of this
you saw a mystery
instead of a fucked up chick
a riddle you thought you could solve
no one has made it through the maze of my mind
my perplexity
my conundrum
your a mental detective searching for nonexistent clues
a total gumshoe looking at the wrong part of the crime scene
I am...
I like it that way
I do not want to hold your hand
I will not hang on your every word
I do not want to be held
I will not be affectionate
Its really not you it is me
you were aware of this
you saw a mystery
instead of a fucked up chick
a riddle you thought you could solve
no one has made it through the maze of my mind
my perplexity
my conundrum
your a mental detective searching for nonexistent clues
a total gumshoe looking at the wrong part of the crime scene
I am...
741 reads
3 Comments
Now and Forever
Rain beats heavily upon my window
I weep trying to cleanse my soul
a no vacancy sign on my broken heart
everything always is doomed from the start
There isn't a word in the English language for how I truly feel
I smack myself hard making sure this nightmare is real
how do I kill a memory that just wont die
one that walks, talks and it cries
holding my knees to my chest while running around in my brain
looking for a way back, my mind is my orbital plane
moons and stars in a distant galaxy
telescopes twisting reality
...
I weep trying to cleanse my soul
a no vacancy sign on my broken heart
everything always is doomed from the start
There isn't a word in the English language for how I truly feel
I smack myself hard making sure this nightmare is real
how do I kill a memory that just wont die
one that walks, talks and it cries
holding my knees to my chest while running around in my brain
looking for a way back, my mind is my orbital plane
moons and stars in a distant galaxy
telescopes twisting reality
...
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What Grows In Her Womb
I am pregnant with the devil, he will be reborn as a baby
there isn't a holy book that can save me
he is growing inside
there's nowhere for humanity to hide
I can feel him scratching at my womb
soon the earth will become a tomb
he shall be born on the 6th day
no one will get away
he will crave your blood from his first breath
he will reek of evilness and death
his name will hurt your ears
his presence will instill fear
he is almost ready to be born
when that happens the world will be filled with...
there isn't a holy book that can save me
he is growing inside
there's nowhere for humanity to hide
I can feel him scratching at my womb
soon the earth will become a tomb
he shall be born on the 6th day
no one will get away
he will crave your blood from his first breath
he will reek of evilness and death
his name will hurt your ears
his presence will instill fear
he is almost ready to be born
when that happens the world will be filled with...
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4 Comments
When Everthing Is Bleak
The long lasting effects of a broken soul
fraudulent smiles
eternal emptiness
dead summers
nothing feels warm everything is cold
A frozen tundra of hollow hearts
desperately wanting
unforgivably wicked
tragically alone
arctic wastelands I wont soon depart
The worst part of myself fighting for freedom
struggling consistently
uncontrollably strong
undeniably present
this pain is a ticking time bomb
fraudulent smiles
eternal emptiness
dead summers
nothing feels warm everything is cold
A frozen tundra of hollow hearts
desperately wanting
unforgivably wicked
tragically alone
arctic wastelands I wont soon depart
The worst part of myself fighting for freedom
struggling consistently
uncontrollably strong
undeniably present
this pain is a ticking time bomb
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Yeah I Said It
I have no need for a boring cyber fling
I go out and find the real thing
To many fake individuals hiding behind a screen
its like the wizard of oz, do ya get what I mean?
using pictures from 1997 that you had to scan
thinking your smart and have the upper hand
345lbs barely able to sit on your chair
drooling over people who don't really care
pathetic is kinda what I am getting at
oh yeah and its a proven fact most of them are fat
the only place you can shine
is some forum online
one hand on the mouse the...
I go out and find the real thing
To many fake individuals hiding behind a screen
its like the wizard of oz, do ya get what I mean?
using pictures from 1997 that you had to scan
thinking your smart and have the upper hand
345lbs barely able to sit on your chair
drooling over people who don't really care
pathetic is kinda what I am getting at
oh yeah and its a proven fact most of them are fat
the only place you can shine
is some forum online
one hand on the mouse the...
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7 Comments
They Dont Want You Either
Why did you have to come back?
you wanted something colorful
We thought you were tired of living in the black
pain is all we have here
you know this
we have made it abundantly clear
you fought us to leave
you said you needed things
things monsters like us could not conceive
now your begging at our door
you want back in
can you really handle more?
your laying on the threshold of emptiness
all over again
weeping like a coward in distress
seeking things that were not ment for...
you wanted something colorful
We thought you were tired of living in the black
pain is all we have here
you know this
we have made it abundantly clear
you fought us to leave
you said you needed things
things monsters like us could not conceive
now your begging at our door
you want back in
can you really handle more?
your laying on the threshold of emptiness
all over again
weeping like a coward in distress
seeking things that were not ment for...
683 reads
2 Comments
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