Submissions by nikkimoe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Talking To Myself
The disgusting stench of family
hovering over me, closing in on me
wanting something I'm not willing to give
not willing to forget, I remember it all
No love no violence
just simply nothing at all
ignored to the point of nonexistence
I gave up young, on family
I have great friends I know that love
often I find myself watching, families,
wondering how they love
then it fades like the pain
I mentioned above.
hovering over me, closing in on me
wanting something I'm not willing to give
not willing to forget, I remember it all
No love no violence
just simply nothing at all
ignored to the point of nonexistence
I gave up young, on family
I have great friends I know that love
often I find myself watching, families,
wondering how they love
then it fades like the pain
I mentioned above.
#family
378 reads
3 Comments
Chipped Porcelain
The soft edge of cruelty
cutting ever so slightly,
nightly, reminding me of something
of nothing and everything.
The haze of empty looming over me, controlling me,
my thoughts are exhausting me
that feeling of heavy,
I almost cant breathe.
A wreck, it's how I live
madness and sadness
it's all cool because we are kin
night after night
again and again
cutting ever so slightly,
nightly, reminding me of something
of nothing and everything.
The haze of empty looming over me, controlling me,
my thoughts are exhausting me
that feeling of heavy,
I almost cant breathe.
A wreck, it's how I live
madness and sadness
it's all cool because we are kin
night after night
again and again
#anxiety
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2 Comments
Worldly Possessions
I wish I could care a tad more
but I cannot
yeah yeah yeah so fucking cold
I know, I know
mean old Nicole
no feelings spared
again I dont fucking care
I'm me that's it
you think I'm cruel
this truth is a reality
you fear honesty
and I dont fucking care.
but I cannot
yeah yeah yeah so fucking cold
I know, I know
mean old Nicole
no feelings spared
again I dont fucking care
I'm me that's it
you think I'm cruel
this truth is a reality
you fear honesty
and I dont fucking care.
#anger
#anxiety
#hate
#TruthOfLife
#honesty
361 reads
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Tall Grass
Vile being
watch me crawl
away from
you
slithering after
hissing
trying
to get
me
disgusted
I close my eyes
as not
to see
you
monster
spewing venom
spitting lies
trying
to confuse
and deceive
me
shedding layers
the beast
is revealed
cringing as I realize
we are the same
slippery, tricky thing.
watch me crawl
away from
you
slithering after
hissing
trying
to get
me
disgusted
I close my eyes
as not
to see
you
monster
spewing venom
spitting lies
trying
to confuse
and deceive
me
shedding layers
the beast
is revealed
cringing as I realize
we are the same
slippery, tricky thing.
#anxiety
406 reads
6 Comments
Trip Me
Living on empty
rapid, vapid thoughts
a judgemental bitch,
hopes are nightmares
never really dreaming
always seeming, angry
nothing really phases me
I push through everyone,
everything,
who, what, can stop me
from living on empty.
rapid, vapid thoughts
a judgemental bitch,
hopes are nightmares
never really dreaming
always seeming, angry
nothing really phases me
I push through everyone,
everything,
who, what, can stop me
from living on empty.
#identity
470 reads
3 Comments
Sore Sight
I can see over and through
I've been looking
looking
l
o
o
k
i
n
g
for you
at a standstill watching clouds move
I see something, something like you
I keep looking, keep looking right through
it was only something, nothing like you.
I've been looking
looking
l
o
o
k
i
n
g
for you
at a standstill watching clouds move
I see something, something like you
I keep looking, keep looking right through
it was only something, nothing like you.
#love
#dreams
#ghosts
638 reads
6 Comments
Speeding Past Me
No freeways
to many exits
can't escape the panic
leave me be, free to be,
obsessed.
to many exits
can't escape the panic
leave me be, free to be,
obsessed.
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles
517 reads
1 Comment
Loops
Nervously I wait
nothing new,
the death thoughts race
my mind a noisy funeral parlor
the anxiety bores me
yet it's still here
encompassing
encircling
repeating the same old same
nothing new,
the death thoughts race
my mind a noisy funeral parlor
the anxiety bores me
yet it's still here
encompassing
encircling
repeating the same old same
#anxiety
523 reads
6 Comments
Lets Go Shopping
Stuff and things
a life cluttered
the minds eye wants more
I appease
Suddenly drowning
stuff and things
everywhere everything
more stuff more things
a life cluttered
the minds eye wants more
I appease
Suddenly drowning
stuff and things
everywhere everything
more stuff more things
#anxiety
#depression
443 reads
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Symbiotic Usery Type Thing
Fuck you
fuck me
we both suck
no love, no luck.
empty callous dark things
we walk
we talk
we sing
sour scowls across our face
time tries but nothing is erased
I want
you get
I take.
fuck me
we both suck
no love, no luck.
empty callous dark things
we walk
we talk
we sing
sour scowls across our face
time tries but nothing is erased
I want
you get
I take.
#anxiety
#love
558 reads
8 Comments
As The Head Spins
The heart beats on
no life saving measures needed
I stand on my own.
Get your mits off my back.
The big loud nothing is a solitary place
I take no one, need no one, see no one
but me.
no life saving measures needed
I stand on my own.
Get your mits off my back.
The big loud nothing is a solitary place
I take no one, need no one, see no one
but me.
#anxiety
421 reads
8 Comments
Life Is a Beach
We are more
more than we think
thoughts drift in like waves
leaving a damaged shoreline
the wreckage rots slowly
creeping, sinking feelings follow
we are more than we think
we are more.
more than we think
thoughts drift in like waves
leaving a damaged shoreline
the wreckage rots slowly
creeping, sinking feelings follow
we are more than we think
we are more.
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
440 reads
4 Comments
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