Submissions by monovox128 (Philis PriceDean)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Been told before I'm a pretty good poet, sorta kinda many enjoyed ones written on friendship or perhaps love; how 'bout coming inside, let me know if you like what you see appreciate your thoughts or critique, most of all your honesty.
ENOUGH
I may have a face that's ugly from scars of youth full of acne
my hair may be unkempt and in total disarry, but, at least its clean
body is scarred for life from self mutilation or surgeries unseen
never have I been considered ever pretty enough.
My cheeks may be ripe for pinching to tell me that I am just cute
hips full and round like my belly sometimes is unlike my ass
louder than life itself mouth and oversized bust, no substitute
never have I been considered to be slim enough.
I've been labeled as stupid and told
was immature and...
my hair may be unkempt and in total disarry, but, at least its clean
body is scarred for life from self mutilation or surgeries unseen
never have I been considered ever pretty enough.
My cheeks may be ripe for pinching to tell me that I am just cute
hips full and round like my belly sometimes is unlike my ass
louder than life itself mouth and oversized bust, no substitute
never have I been considered to be slim enough.
I've been labeled as stupid and told
was immature and...
#rejection
#forgiveness
#inspirational
#shame
#bittersweet
122 reads
10 Comments
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS
Do you ever wish you could wake up with me there?
Or I turned and walked away, would you even care?
Do you ever want or need me so bad, and wish to call?
Or have you forgotten me and don't think of me at all?
Does our memories ever cross over into your mind?
Or were they and I just a waste of your energy and time?
Do you ever still feel any kind of strong desire for me?
Or did or do I merely just satisfy a sexual want or need?
Can I make you laugh, if you'd allow me to even try?
But, tell me please, have I ever made you sad or cry? ...
Or I turned and walked away, would you even care?
Do you ever want or need me so bad, and wish to call?
Or have you forgotten me and don't think of me at all?
Does our memories ever cross over into your mind?
Or were they and I just a waste of your energy and time?
Do you ever still feel any kind of strong desire for me?
Or did or do I merely just satisfy a sexual want or need?
Can I make you laugh, if you'd allow me to even try?
But, tell me please, have I ever made you sad or cry? ...
#love
#heartbroken
#confusion #bittersweet
#confusion #bittersweet
178 reads
4 Comments
REMEMBERING OUR LOVE
As I lie naked alone within my bed
Under my blanket soft and warm
missing your touch, and your voice
was always to me a gentle charm
As I slowly let my mind sink
into deep oceans of your memory
I feel your touch returning
and my desire for you burning
I can feel your lips on mine
my fingers clasp yours somehow
I know for now you're far far away
but in my mind you're here for now
Turn me over to lie on my side
I feel my naked back on your chest
I gently touch you, fingers in stride
your...
Under my blanket soft and warm
missing your touch, and your voice
was always to me a gentle charm
As I slowly let my mind sink
into deep oceans of your memory
I feel your touch returning
and my desire for you burning
I can feel your lips on mine
my fingers clasp yours somehow
I know for now you're far far away
but in my mind you're here for now
Turn me over to lie on my side
I feel my naked back on your chest
I gently touch you, fingers in stride
your...
#lover
#sensual
#passion #orgasm
#passion #orgasm
322 reads
4 Comments
REMEMBERING YET FORGETTING
Forget the one that you once knew,
Remember that he the one that left you.
Forget the way he played your song,
Remember that you cried all night long.
Forget ways you memorized his walk,
Remember that he is not there to talk.
Forget the things he use to say,
Remember he has gone away.
Forget the way he held your hand,
Remember you could barely stand
Forget ways he took away your fears,
Remember nothing stopped your tears.
Forget how you wanted him forever,
Remember he said he loved you never.
Forget...
Remember that he the one that left you.
Forget the way he played your song,
Remember that you cried all night long.
Forget ways you memorized his walk,
Remember that he is not there to talk.
Forget the things he use to say,
Remember he has gone away.
Forget the way he held your hand,
Remember you could barely stand
Forget ways he took away your fears,
Remember nothing stopped your tears.
Forget how you wanted him forever,
Remember he said he loved you never.
Forget...
#love
#heartbroken
#disappointment #bittersweet
#disappointment #bittersweet
113 reads
4 Comments
LESSONS LEARNED 2
So many thoughts permeate my mind that once comforted this body.
You replicated the feeling I get when I lay on top of warm clean linens, (high-count thread; a comfort).
The scent of your perfect body exuded, found its way to my heart.
I can recount my fingertips trails, as they traced the outline of your spirit's beauty mark.
I swiftly believed and felt that your body and life were created to fit mine.
How I wished in those moments, the clock of all time would've shattered those hours our breath intertwined.
When our lips met, creating fireworks within...
You replicated the feeling I get when I lay on top of warm clean linens, (high-count thread; a comfort).
The scent of your perfect body exuded, found its way to my heart.
I can recount my fingertips trails, as they traced the outline of your spirit's beauty mark.
I swiftly believed and felt that your body and life were created to fit mine.
How I wished in those moments, the clock of all time would've shattered those hours our breath intertwined.
When our lips met, creating fireworks within...
#love
#heartbroken
#bittersweet
97 reads
4 Comments
THIS IS WHEN I'LL STOP LOVING YOU
When dawn's blush of light eclipses the moon
And afternoons find meadows sprinkled with dew
When I view willows smiling instead of weeping
And the keeping of promises is no longer a prize
When artist's eyes see only hues of sepia and gray
And the Milky Way abandons its billions of stars
That is when I will say, "I no longer love you"
And my heart will perish in this saddest adieu
***
When my pen is lost, and my ink well runs dry
And the sky fills with clouds of yellow daffodils
When chills from the sun freezes over the...
And afternoons find meadows sprinkled with dew
When I view willows smiling instead of weeping
And the keeping of promises is no longer a prize
When artist's eyes see only hues of sepia and gray
And the Milky Way abandons its billions of stars
That is when I will say, "I no longer love you"
And my heart will perish in this saddest adieu
***
When my pen is lost, and my ink well runs dry
And the sky fills with clouds of yellow daffodils
When chills from the sun freezes over the...
#love
#bittersweet
105 reads
6 Comments
IS THIS REALLY JEALOUSY!?
My wounded heart hurts like hell,
for your love has been declined.
Is it too early to for me to tell
how this will affect my mind?
Jealousy unleashes a lot of fears,
stirring nightmares long at rest.
inks wounds with acid tears,
failing at this morality test.
The feelings I try to hide,
increase anxiety's climb.
for demons, I thought died,
were resurrected by time.
I substitute truths with lies,
pick scabs that leave a scar.
then I’ll gloat when love dies,
acting all crazy and bizarre. ...
for your love has been declined.
Is it too early to for me to tell
how this will affect my mind?
Jealousy unleashes a lot of fears,
stirring nightmares long at rest.
inks wounds with acid tears,
failing at this morality test.
The feelings I try to hide,
increase anxiety's climb.
for demons, I thought died,
were resurrected by time.
I substitute truths with lies,
pick scabs that leave a scar.
then I’ll gloat when love dies,
acting all crazy and bizarre. ...
#love
#heartbroken
#confusion #bittersweet
#confusion #bittersweet
112 reads
2 Comments
STEP by STEP and DAY by DAY
Your love has now only given mournful tears,
My shattered heart is sombre filled with pain.
I stand here alone, you left me so many fears,
And broke my trust don't want fall in love again.
The charm of love your eyes no longer hold,
Those lies were curse can't change our fate.
Your love is rusted grey can't shine like gold,
I have burnt myself repeatedly in fire of hate.
Now I'll chain my thoughts won't roam in past,
I know it will be hard but time can help forget.
Your love I still feel remains my first and last,
My...
My shattered heart is sombre filled with pain.
I stand here alone, you left me so many fears,
And broke my trust don't want fall in love again.
The charm of love your eyes no longer hold,
Those lies were curse can't change our fate.
Your love is rusted grey can't shine like gold,
I have burnt myself repeatedly in fire of hate.
Now I'll chain my thoughts won't roam in past,
I know it will be hard but time can help forget.
Your love I still feel remains my first and last,
My...
#love
#heartbroken
#bittersweet
112 reads
6 Comments
WATCHING YOU
I saw you hiding.
hiding your craving.
within the tent of your zipper.
I saw you rushing.
to your private space.
stripping your pants quicker.
I saw you freeing.
the beast inside your boxers.
like an underground stripper.
I saw you gripping.
your shaft in hurry
which looked much thicker.
I saw you tightening.
I wonder how would it taste.
but I remembered, how you did her.
I saw you forgetting.
discarding me like scrap.
disowning me like left over. ...
hiding your craving.
within the tent of your zipper.
I saw you rushing.
to your private space.
stripping your pants quicker.
I saw you freeing.
the beast inside your boxers.
like an underground stripper.
I saw you gripping.
your shaft in hurry
which looked much thicker.
I saw you tightening.
I wonder how would it taste.
but I remembered, how you did her.
I saw you forgetting.
discarding me like scrap.
disowning me like left over. ...
#lust
#sex
#lover
#dirty
#orgasm
386 reads
8 Comments
WE'LL BREAK AWAY
Do know how it is that fate controls our lives
It would be awesome if in our heart hope thrives
We shouldn't be just sitting around as fate arrives
That whatever life brings to test a true love survives
I know that fate in our lives has made a brick wall
Made me feel so small and so low, its made me crawl
But know your love can make me feel ten feet tall
Strong enough ro make that brick crumble wall fall
But what I now look foward is
a brighter tomorrow
Time for me to stop hidding come out of my burrow
Now is the time to...
It would be awesome if in our heart hope thrives
We shouldn't be just sitting around as fate arrives
That whatever life brings to test a true love survives
I know that fate in our lives has made a brick wall
Made me feel so small and so low, its made me crawl
But know your love can make me feel ten feet tall
Strong enough ro make that brick crumble wall fall
But what I now look foward is
a brighter tomorrow
Time for me to stop hidding come out of my burrow
Now is the time to...
#love
#hope
#heartbroken #confusion
#heartbroken #confusion
161 reads
2 Comments
LEFT HERE ALL ALONE
Emptying emotions and thought
Memories of us are left to rot Completely aware yet unaware
We're perfectly round like a square
Two puzzle pieces still incomplete
Yet we put each other on our feet
Our hearts just lay here to waste
We both reacted in a bitter haste
We both can no longer find
What is that was left behind
Now we're at complete loss
Each paying the ultimate cost
Its a never ending sad pain
Coursing through our brain
Everything we had, now gone
Feeling bad, but time to move...
Memories of us are left to rot Completely aware yet unaware
We're perfectly round like a square
Two puzzle pieces still incomplete
Yet we put each other on our feet
Our hearts just lay here to waste
We both reacted in a bitter haste
We both can no longer find
What is that was left behind
Now we're at complete loss
Each paying the ultimate cost
Its a never ending sad pain
Coursing through our brain
Everything we had, now gone
Feeling bad, but time to move...
#love
#heartbroken
#disappointment
#bittersweet
#emotions
242 reads
18 Comments
IS WHAT IT IS, WAS WHAT IT WAS and WILL BE WHAT'LL BE
Always thought we were just the RIGHT love at the WRONG time
Whenever we were together you
ALWAYS felt you were all mine
You knew all the RIGHT words &
moves to make me sway & drool
But, now I clearly can feel &
see how I was played for a fool
You do not even now have the
decency to take or even make time
To even give me a single moment
its like I'm a committing crime
Gave you my word, my life and
my heart, my most valued treasure
Now all for nothing in return for brief moments of pure pleasure
...
Whenever we were together you
ALWAYS felt you were all mine
You knew all the RIGHT words &
moves to make me sway & drool
But, now I clearly can feel &
see how I was played for a fool
You do not even now have the
decency to take or even make time
To even give me a single moment
its like I'm a committing crime
Gave you my word, my life and
my heart, my most valued treasure
Now all for nothing in return for brief moments of pure pleasure
...
#love
#heartbroken
#disappointment #bittersweet
#disappointment #bittersweet
169 reads
10 Comments
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