Submissions by mirthless

Philia is the only love she can ever show me there isn't a single person in this world who would ever want to hold me i guess that's why i get cold feet and i get so very nervous each and everytime i speak six foot six and I still feel weak. I don't want to sleep because I cannot dream what's the point of sleep when there is nothing to see a dark void that suffocates me and wakes me to the miserable world that hates me.

It's funny how I can just write a paragraph and erase it so easily and then just laugh like why would you ever respond to something like that a stupid confession to a one-sided love because I keep thinking in my head I would never be enough so I'll write another paragraph and probably erase it again but this time I won't laugh because this feeling is really getting to me it's eating away at my soul I feel like this world is eating me whole because I wrote you a story that will never be told a story about you and me
I feel like I want to be bold and tell you my confession but I've...

I have this feeling in my chest it will not rest until i kill the rest alone and depressed I must confess that i am somewhat like the rest.
I see the world in black and gray there is no difference between night and day, I feel as a human I'm made of clay naturally born to be depraved.

One sheep, Two sheep, i really need to fall asleep Three, Four, I blend into the horde, They seem deplore my opinions.
People seem to fuck with my head i feel emotionally dead but what can be said,
Love and Lust they feel the same
I live in a world where no one knows my name. Agoraphobia and deranged.