Submissions by marina2020 (Rain Woman)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write in the dead of night, scribbling my emotions on a page.
Trying To Sort My Mind
Fuck
I don't like him.
You know I love you.
Why do you fear?
You don't trust me
When I trust you
And you know I don't trust easily.
You actually thought.....
I didn't mean to come off that way.
I just wanted a friend.
You were there for me.
I was starting to trust
And you know I don't trust easily.
I was happy....for once.
I didn't know being happy was a sin.....
I feel like it's all my fault.
I could have stopped all this.
Maybe if I die it will be easier.
My blood already feels warm...
I don't like him.
You know I love you.
Why do you fear?
You don't trust me
When I trust you
And you know I don't trust easily.
You actually thought.....
I didn't mean to come off that way.
I just wanted a friend.
You were there for me.
I was starting to trust
And you know I don't trust easily.
I was happy....for once.
I didn't know being happy was a sin.....
I feel like it's all my fault.
I could have stopped all this.
Maybe if I die it will be easier.
My blood already feels warm...
#sadness
#anger
#death #love
#death #love
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Blood
Blood everywhere
On everything
I feel cold
But my legs burn
Pain in my nerves
I ignore it
And keep cutting
If I am lucky
Maybe I will bleed to death
On everything
I feel cold
But my legs burn
Pain in my nerves
I ignore it
And keep cutting
If I am lucky
Maybe I will bleed to death
#death
#SelfHarm
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Realization
In that moment
I realized
Just how much
I despised
Every single
Word
That your mouth
Slurred
My anger
Just keeps rising
As you
Continue criticizing
I don't
Really care
But you keep
On with that stare
I realized
Just how much
I despised
Every single
Word
That your mouth
Slurred
My anger
Just keeps rising
As you
Continue criticizing
I don't
Really care
But you keep
On with that stare
#anger
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My Fairytales
An escape
An adventure
A new world
A new home
A different life
A different family
It calms me down when this life tears me apart
It gives me happiness that this world took from me
I can live a life I love better than my own
Then you take away my book and I am forced back into harsh reality
An adventure
A new world
A new home
A different life
A different family
It calms me down when this life tears me apart
It gives me happiness that this world took from me
I can live a life I love better than my own
Then you take away my book and I am forced back into harsh reality
#books
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Dead
Head in pain
Mind is gone
Brain not working
You are mad
I just cry
You say fix
I want time
Thoughts of death
You don't know
I am close
You are far
I am dead
Mind is gone
Brain not working
You are mad
I just cry
You say fix
I want time
Thoughts of death
You don't know
I am close
You are far
I am dead
#conflict
#death
547 reads
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Oblivion
I cry
Every night.
I cut
Most days.
I yell
Too often.
I punch
Too many walls.
I fear
My demons.
I confess
Through poems.
I hurt
Physically and mentally.
You see
Nothing.
Every night.
I cut
Most days.
I yell
Too often.
I punch
Too many walls.
I fear
My demons.
I confess
Through poems.
I hurt
Physically and mentally.
You see
Nothing.
#depression
546 reads
2 Comments
Loss
You left me on my birthday
So I'll never forget you
You have torn my family
Making us a wreck
We spent seven months taking care of you
Just watching you're mind go
The pain you left in me
Can never leave
Life will never be the same now
After all I have seen that I will never see again
So I'll never forget you
You have torn my family
Making us a wreck
We spent seven months taking care of you
Just watching you're mind go
The pain you left in me
Can never leave
Life will never be the same now
After all I have seen that I will never see again
#family
#death
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When The Chase Ends
I run farther and farther till my legs collapse
Running from all the holes and traps
My breathe echo's heavily in my brain
as I try to rid myself of all the pain
My head is filled with terrible things
I feel like I have lost my wings
I curl in on myself and start to cry
I feel like I am telling everyone goodbye
Just as it started, it all went away
and I left with this feeling of dismay
Running from all the holes and traps
My breathe echo's heavily in my brain
as I try to rid myself of all the pain
My head is filled with terrible things
I feel like I have lost my wings
I curl in on myself and start to cry
I feel like I am telling everyone goodbye
Just as it started, it all went away
and I left with this feeling of dismay
#rhyming
#scary
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Untitled 2/20/18
Why does happiness
always go away
one minute you're with me
the next, you're astray
I am tired and exhaused
of doing everything to see you
when you make no effort
to see me too
I fear we grow apart
though I love when we are together
but life hates when I am happy
so it takes you whenever
always go away
one minute you're with me
the next, you're astray
I am tired and exhaused
of doing everything to see you
when you make no effort
to see me too
I fear we grow apart
though I love when we are together
but life hates when I am happy
so it takes you whenever
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Anchor
You are
my anchor
to this world
and to reality
but sometimes
I think you
tug my soul
farther down
into the deep...
my anchor
to this world
and to reality
but sometimes
I think you
tug my soul
farther down
into the deep...
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Me
An empty shell
A silent film
A black hole
An endless ocean
A tangled forest
A small room
An open galaxy
A lost soul
A broken arrow
A flightless bird
A fragile mirror
A silent film
A black hole
An endless ocean
A tangled forest
A small room
An open galaxy
A lost soul
A broken arrow
A flightless bird
A fragile mirror
560 reads
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Go The f**k Away
You take everything negatively
You talk fucking nonsense
I try to help but you push me away
You get angry with me
You use your fucking words like bullets
I feel like you shut me out
You fight everything I say even when you know your wrong
You hear nothing I try to explain
I give up and you keep fucking ranting
You say your not mad but you openly yell
You raise your voice like I can't fucking match it
I walk away knowing it won't end well
You're bitter the rest of the day
You make my life a living hell ...
You talk fucking nonsense
I try to help but you push me away
You get angry with me
You use your fucking words like bullets
I feel like you shut me out
You fight everything I say even when you know your wrong
You hear nothing I try to explain
I give up and you keep fucking ranting
You say your not mad but you openly yell
You raise your voice like I can't fucking match it
I walk away knowing it won't end well
You're bitter the rest of the day
You make my life a living hell ...
#anger
#conflict
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