Submissions by lovenai

You ever have that feeling you're being played?
like everywhere you go, every sign screams "betrayed"?
you know something's up, but your finger just won't point it out.
denial plagues your mind, but in you're heart, there's no doubt.
that feeling comes from experience.
you recognize signs you've seen before.
you tried trust after the first time and the time before that, how many more ?
you did all you could, but nothing was enough.
you ask questions, find out you were right, what the fuck ?
I've learned to trust my gut because all the signs...

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I loved you.
it quickly turned into hate.
you played
you lied
&' still I stayed.
we all make mistakes,
I stocked chances in surplus.
none of us are perfect,
the journey we walk can surely be rough.
I was there to walk with you, but my love wasn't enough.
there's only so much a girl can take until she gets fed up.
you've hurt me for the last time, I love you, but I can't take it anymore. You'll regret the day you let me walk out that door.

my heart shed a tear that day ,  but
i would much rather it be shattered .
at least that way pieces are easier to gather .
nothing hurts more than to be hurt by the one you love the most .
as he stood over me w. balled fists I wished my soul could be revoked .
worthless , powerless , effortless , I lost all sight of hope .
my heart cried as loud as it could until my soul was soaked .
I know I don't deserve it , no matter what may come when I part my lips .
I try to think positive , " at least I know I can take a hit ".
i blame myself , I feel...