Submissions by looloolookie
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
West Coast living, ocean breathing, student of everything.
LOVE POEM
Published
27th Mar 2021 4:37am
27th Mar 2021 4:37am
An Honest To Goodness Love Letter
Every time,
Every time I hear you
Or read you...
I sink into a certain comfort.
It's as familiar as waking in my own bed.
You spread yourself thin
Across acreages of heartache.
You know...you really don't have to.
You are loved in a way you've always wanted.
I understand, it's hard to see.
Even harder to believe.
But you are.
I am a ghost now,
Was solid once.
Time disintegrates a woman's worth.
You see it when you become invisible.
Time doesn't stop the yearning to love
And...
Every time I hear you
Or read you...
I sink into a certain comfort.
It's as familiar as waking in my own bed.
You spread yourself thin
Across acreages of heartache.
You know...you really don't have to.
You are loved in a way you've always wanted.
I understand, it's hard to see.
Even harder to believe.
But you are.
I am a ghost now,
Was solid once.
Time disintegrates a woman's worth.
You see it when you become invisible.
Time doesn't stop the yearning to love
And...
#love
531 reads
4 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
4th Feb 2019 2:03am
4th Feb 2019 2:03am
John
Your anonymity,
Safely tucked in your name.
Our little secret, I know it's real.
Just like the basement room you rent from your mother.
Persian rugs and antique tables, old family stock,
Lovely back drops for your internet fodder.
You've got this voice...and a filthy mouth,
Illusions growled so eloquently
Through voice memo prompts.
I ask and I receive, my loyal John,
My clean cut, button up Polo jock,
Wielding your big fat American cock.
...
Safely tucked in your name.
Our little secret, I know it's real.
Just like the basement room you rent from your mother.
Persian rugs and antique tables, old family stock,
Lovely back drops for your internet fodder.
You've got this voice...and a filthy mouth,
Illusions growled so eloquently
Through voice memo prompts.
I ask and I receive, my loyal John,
My clean cut, button up Polo jock,
Wielding your big fat American cock.
...
#lust
#dirty
1200 reads
14 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Jun 2018 6:36pm
24th Jun 2018 6:36pm
Time Spent
Spending one's thoughts on another.
Taking up space,
Valuable grey matter real estate
Reserved for...
The wealthy owner of some unconditional love...or something.
This time, as enjoyable as it was,
Spent wasted.
Relief...
It had a beginning,
It can have an end.
Taking up space,
Valuable grey matter real estate
Reserved for...
The wealthy owner of some unconditional love...or something.
This time, as enjoyable as it was,
Spent wasted.
Relief...
It had a beginning,
It can have an end.
#disappointment
724 reads
4 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th May 2018 9:30am
18th May 2018 9:30am
Ugh (Like, Ugh)
(I'm shutting down.
Fighting it, really trying.)
Such sweetness, warmth
In him.
Surprised, a genuine love is offered.
But...I can't
Do it.
Protestations, yet it's like I'm not even in the room.
He doesn't see me.
(The utter fucking loneliness of not being seen)
A good fit?
Am I to be arranged now?
(Commonality means nothing if you can't.see.me)
Fighting it, really trying.)
Such sweetness, warmth
In him.
Surprised, a genuine love is offered.
But...I can't
Do it.
Protestations, yet it's like I'm not even in the room.
He doesn't see me.
(The utter fucking loneliness of not being seen)
A good fit?
Am I to be arranged now?
(Commonality means nothing if you can't.see.me)
#sadness
#loneliness
#disappointment
686 reads
3 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Apr 2018 6:42pm
21st Apr 2018 6:42pm
Then There's You...
I had a lover,
His grip was
Fierce.
I am detached,
Think nothing of it.
Night comes,
He can feel me leaving,
I feel him constrict.
Boa legs and arms.
Self preservation pushes, squirms,
Marionettes my limbs.
"I am not yours.
YOU ARE SUFFOCATING ME."
Then there's you...
A touch so light,
Like you're not even there.
And I want.
...
His grip was
Fierce.
I am detached,
Think nothing of it.
Night comes,
He can feel me leaving,
I feel him constrict.
Boa legs and arms.
Self preservation pushes, squirms,
Marionettes my limbs.
"I am not yours.
YOU ARE SUFFOCATING ME."
Then there's you...
A touch so light,
Like you're not even there.
And I want.
...
#heartbroken
#lover
729 reads
9 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Mar 2018 10:17am
30th Mar 2018 10:17am
When You See it
Changing pathways.
Brainwaves learn-ed,
Synapses's's's firing blanks.
Why?
Why do you have to change?
Your mind is brilliant
Your mind is...
Wonder, lust and love.
Your roots run real
And I feel them.
Subtext says...
"We cannot show the demand of possession"
(With my loving fingertips
Spreading soil, warmth
Mothering, smothering
Your wooden veins.)
And lit is your need,
Perk is fresh and I am old.
The furthest thing from commercial desire,
Love.
Brainwaves learn-ed,
Synapses's's's firing blanks.
Why?
Why do you have to change?
Your mind is brilliant
Your mind is...
Wonder, lust and love.
Your roots run real
And I feel them.
Subtext says...
"We cannot show the demand of possession"
(With my loving fingertips
Spreading soil, warmth
Mothering, smothering
Your wooden veins.)
And lit is your need,
Perk is fresh and I am old.
The furthest thing from commercial desire,
Love.
#sadness
774 reads
5 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
11th Mar 2018 6:07pm
11th Mar 2018 6:07pm
The Torture That is..
Morning.
The soft of my sheets.
The sink of my bed, then
This little beast in me...
Stirs me up.
Starts right there,
Where everything starts.
My hands are not my own.
Your words fuel fantasy.
Feeding thoughts,
Weight of you.
I am
Prone, back arching
Hips rising
Arms stretched
to the wall.
Your knees spreading
hands cupping
teeth sinking into
body crushing,
Fucking
Me
Deep.
The thought...
The soft of my sheets.
The sink of my bed, then
This little beast in me...
Stirs me up.
Starts right there,
Where everything starts.
My hands are not my own.
Your words fuel fantasy.
Feeding thoughts,
Weight of you.
I am
Prone, back arching
Hips rising
Arms stretched
to the wall.
Your knees spreading
hands cupping
teeth sinking into
body crushing,
Fucking
Me
Deep.
The thought...
#lust
906 reads
11 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
4th Mar 2018 5:31pm
4th Mar 2018 5:31pm
Hashtag Themes
ARE
FUCKING
STUPID
AND
ANNOYING.
thank you for listening.
FUCKING
STUPID
AND
ANNOYING.
thank you for listening.
#anger
887 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th Mar 2018 5:28pm
4th Mar 2018 5:28pm
Just Gonna Put This Here....
I did it again.
What?
That thing.
That thing I do.
What!?
That thing where I...
Forget the thing I said I wouldn't do
Use the things
Bringing empty attention
To temporary eyes.
Glassing over the thing
The thing I'm supposed to do.
WHAT
Don't get mad
It's just a thing
Pass like the rest
I'll just do the thing
The thing that breaks it.
WTF
That thing...
I said I would care for
Nurture for
Build for
Stretch longer and push harder...
What?
That thing.
That thing I do.
What!?
That thing where I...
Forget the thing I said I wouldn't do
Use the things
Bringing empty attention
To temporary eyes.
Glassing over the thing
The thing I'm supposed to do.
WHAT
Don't get mad
It's just a thing
Pass like the rest
I'll just do the thing
The thing that breaks it.
WTF
That thing...
I said I would care for
Nurture for
Build for
Stretch longer and push harder...
#relationships
622 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Aug 2017 8:00am
13th Aug 2017 8:00am
Conditions
How can you not know?
I envy you
I hate you
I love you.
This oblivious state you live in,
Must be fucking glorious.
It is with the utmost respect,
I ask you, please
Fuck off.
Coy sweet smile, joyful laughter, warm hands...
Please, please, please...fuck the fuck off.
I wish you happiness and babies
SO many babies..
I wish you irresponsibility as they grow to a point in which you can't handle.
They will force you to be a father,
She will force you to hate yourself. ...
I envy you
I hate you
I love you.
This oblivious state you live in,
Must be fucking glorious.
It is with the utmost respect,
I ask you, please
Fuck off.
Coy sweet smile, joyful laughter, warm hands...
Please, please, please...fuck the fuck off.
I wish you happiness and babies
SO many babies..
I wish you irresponsibility as they grow to a point in which you can't handle.
They will force you to be a father,
She will force you to hate yourself. ...
#SelfDiscovery
753 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Feb 2017 5:14am
4th Feb 2017 5:14am
Green With It
Flipping thru the memory rolodex
I'm looking for it..
That moment, that incremental moment,
When I turned.
Turned from happiness for others.
My broken heart,
My sudden awareness of life
With no children.
The Mac truck hitting me hard.
And I see them,
Happy.
Young.
Time is theirs.
And I hate them.
This is deep, deep, deep.
Forgiveness isn't forthcoming.
Yet.
I'm looking for it..
That moment, that incremental moment,
When I turned.
Turned from happiness for others.
My broken heart,
My sudden awareness of life
With no children.
The Mac truck hitting me hard.
And I see them,
Happy.
Young.
Time is theirs.
And I hate them.
This is deep, deep, deep.
Forgiveness isn't forthcoming.
Yet.
780 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2017 6:28pm
3rd Feb 2017 6:28pm
In The Trees
I am Raven.
He said,
When will you join us?
I Don't know..I said.
It's safer here,
In the trees.
He said,
When will you join us?
I Don't know..I said.
It's safer here,
In the trees.
628 reads
3 Comments
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