Submissions by lazyboyfromny

somehow i ended up in this situation again
where i cant get motivation-or even pretend
to show i give a fuck or care
i can feel it from everyone-that worried stare

frustration and worries consume my soul
then out of nowhere I'm taking on this world

back and forth my emotions stir
like a ping-pong match is so bizarre
down and out
then right back up
in and out
shit i fucked it up

so what to do?
what to want?

I'm feeling now its myself i taunt

I catch a break then I'm reborn
moments later I'm ripped and torn...

I'm cold
my stomach hurts from hunger
wrapped in a blanket
its late December

no heat in this home
windows missing and such
impoverished to the tee
theres no one here to help
i think for a second to yell
but i know no one will hear
like that stupid tree in the forest
which everyone also cant hear

i know its mostly my fault
i was selfless and mis taught
i procrastinate a notion
yet I'm to depressed and strung out

ut-o

should have known
to follow threw on my studies
or to be a 9-5 junkie

I'm...