Submissions by jenjames
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
thought i was done with heartbreak...then came you...
Emotional Tourette’s
I blame you,
Come here, let me whisper softly in your ear
You have plagued me with this disease
Allow me to confess all that i feel
Suffering from Emotional Tourette’s
Permit me to submit to your whims
I guess this is what it feels like
Come here, caress my back
I have ADD
Fully saturated with devotion
Scattered thoughts
I’m unfocused
Fill me to the brim
Or overflow if you like…
Spewing random feelings
I want to give you a life
I am feigning for you
Give birth to a piece of you and i
In physical pain...
Come here, let me whisper softly in your ear
You have plagued me with this disease
Allow me to confess all that i feel
Suffering from Emotional Tourette’s
Permit me to submit to your whims
I guess this is what it feels like
Come here, caress my back
I have ADD
Fully saturated with devotion
Scattered thoughts
I’m unfocused
Fill me to the brim
Or overflow if you like…
Spewing random feelings
I want to give you a life
I am feigning for you
Give birth to a piece of you and i
In physical pain...
#LifeAsAWriter
#WritingPoetry
424 reads
7 Comments
Confession
I need you today
More than any other
My body wants to play
My heart wants to flutter
I need your strength
To help bypass this mood
This melancholy
the longing
This desire to be next to you
I need some reassurance
That I'm not crazy
That I'm not imagining
You really do want me...
Right baby?
Sinking into that space
Into the darkness
I don't want to go!!
Please save me Love
Hurry
I'm...
More than any other
My body wants to play
My heart wants to flutter
I need your strength
To help bypass this mood
This melancholy
the longing
This desire to be next to you
I need some reassurance
That I'm not crazy
That I'm not imagining
You really do want me...
Right baby?
Sinking into that space
Into the darkness
I don't want to go!!
Please save me Love
Hurry
I'm...
#anxiety
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
#myself
480 reads
5 Comments
My Deguise
Ima jus...
Fall back into a space of my own
Where I know the dangers of the streets, I roam
Fall back to where my thoughts can just flow
Where I am the creator of everything
I am the goddess of my tomorrow’s
Fall back into me
Long before you came along with
all this chaos and disharmony
back to when I had no expectations
from lesser beings
Retreat into that space where I reigned supreme
when it was all about me
No worries Luv...
I know how to get back to me
back into me I dive
Opening my eyes...
Fall back into a space of my own
Where I know the dangers of the streets, I roam
Fall back to where my thoughts can just flow
Where I am the creator of everything
I am the goddess of my tomorrow’s
Fall back into me
Long before you came along with
all this chaos and disharmony
back to when I had no expectations
from lesser beings
Retreat into that space where I reigned supreme
when it was all about me
No worries Luv...
I know how to get back to me
back into me I dive
Opening my eyes...
#love
#regret
#honesty
#myself
#MovingOn
367 reads
6 Comments
Death Certificate
Want to get my point across
cause to some people the concept of
grief
has been lost…
monetary compensation is what they desire
thinking cashing a fat check
will make their hearts lighter
they want to cause confusion amongst family and friends
because you think you need a certificate to collect his VA and SSI benefits?
Asking for cars, computers, cameras, scripts, awards long boards and surfboards…
not once asking me how I am doing
what’s going on in my world
which is probably a good thing
cause id let them have it
tell...
cause to some people the concept of
grief
has been lost…
monetary compensation is what they desire
thinking cashing a fat check
will make their hearts lighter
they want to cause confusion amongst family and friends
because you think you need a certificate to collect his VA and SSI benefits?
Asking for cars, computers, cameras, scripts, awards long boards and surfboards…
not once asking me how I am doing
what’s going on in my world
which is probably a good thing
cause id let them have it
tell...
#heartbroken
#death
#SelfReflection #IMissYou
#SelfReflection #IMissYou
432 reads
13 Comments
walk in my shoes
I want you to
walk in my shoes just for a day
just so you can understand
that everything you have ever wanted...
is easily snatched away
that sense of security you stand behind
can leave you devastated...
have you following the blind in the heartbreak parade
things you have never imagined...
desires and wants all fulfilled.
happily ever after is attainable
it sits just over that hill.
you stay focused on your goal
leave your insecurities behind
dive in headfirst figuring
this...
walk in my shoes just for a day
just so you can understand
that everything you have ever wanted...
is easily snatched away
that sense of security you stand behind
can leave you devastated...
have you following the blind in the heartbreak parade
things you have never imagined...
desires and wants all fulfilled.
happily ever after is attainable
it sits just over that hill.
you stay focused on your goal
leave your insecurities behind
dive in headfirst figuring
this...
#sadness
#depression
#grief
#LifeStruggles
#myself
441 reads
11 Comments
FAMILY CODE
Hey I get it
I can see where you are coming from
Cause, although some may not, I agree
I am a hardcore pragmatist above all
No actual promises were broken!
(At least not to me)
And with all my vents and rants
I should have done MY diligence
As I stand on a pedestal
Wondering,
Who what when why and where?
Always looking for a lesson
In my trials through life
I am continuously searching for the
Meaning, behind my choices
Eager to learn more about my hu(e)man experiences
Quick to want to...
I can see where you are coming from
Cause, although some may not, I agree
I am a hardcore pragmatist above all
No actual promises were broken!
(At least not to me)
And with all my vents and rants
I should have done MY diligence
As I stand on a pedestal
Wondering,
Who what when why and where?
Always looking for a lesson
In my trials through life
I am continuously searching for the
Meaning, behind my choices
Eager to learn more about my hu(e)man experiences
Quick to want to...
#family
#identity
#myself #SelfReflection
#myself #SelfReflection
516 reads
13 Comments
Word is Bond
I’m bringing back
WORD IS BOND
What you say defines who you are, at least to me
I was taught
Say what you mean, and mean what you say
It’s a promise that what I am saying to you bonds us
It used to mean
I am telling you the absolute truth *circa 1980*
That was when men took pride in the words they spoke
Men like my father, who isn’t perfect
But if he says it!!!
His Word is as good as gold
WORD IS BOND
Was to any and everyone
He didn’t make promises, he knew he
Couldn’t
or
better...
WORD IS BOND
What you say defines who you are, at least to me
I was taught
Say what you mean, and mean what you say
It’s a promise that what I am saying to you bonds us
It used to mean
I am telling you the absolute truth *circa 1980*
That was when men took pride in the words they spoke
Men like my father, who isn’t perfect
But if he says it!!!
His Word is as good as gold
WORD IS BOND
Was to any and everyone
He didn’t make promises, he knew he
Couldn’t
or
better...
#identity
#LifeStruggles
#myself #SelfReflection
#myself #SelfReflection
433 reads
6 Comments
tad bit crazy
Not sure if he told you but
I
Will
Fuck
You
Up
Drag dat ass up and down the street
not ask any questions
on site
ima straight
bum rush
I know he told you…
Watch out for my girl
she a lil on the crazy side
But don’t worry
what she don’t know won’t hurt her.
However, if you see her coming
ya better run
She ain’t gone be to kind
so please,
for your sake
please don’t...
I
Will
Fuck
You
Up
Drag dat ass up and down the street
not ask any questions
on site
ima straight
bum rush
I know he told you…
Watch out for my girl
she a lil on the crazy side
But don’t worry
what she don’t know won’t hurt her.
However, if you see her coming
ya better run
She ain’t gone be to kind
so please,
for your sake
please don’t...
#love
#secrets
#betrayal
#funny
#hypocrisy
531 reads
17 Comments
Rewind (the old school crew I remember...GS Flashback)
I remember when poetry was my life
Poets wrote about their rises and falls
Their love and loss
It used to be about
The strife that carried a us from day to day
About how trust was earned
then
Deceit and lies
Took that all away
I remember when poets challenged each other
Oh the games we use to play we had
Haiku Play
Every day of the week
Just to keep us all In the poetic game
Tasty Tuesday's
Wet & wild Wednesday’s
Thirsty Thursday’s
Freaky Friday’s
We encouraged each other ...
Poets wrote about their rises and falls
Their love and loss
It used to be about
The strife that carried a us from day to day
About how trust was earned
then
Deceit and lies
Took that all away
I remember when poets challenged each other
Oh the games we use to play we had
Haiku Play
Every day of the week
Just to keep us all In the poetic game
Tasty Tuesday's
Wet & wild Wednesday’s
Thirsty Thursday’s
Freaky Friday’s
We encouraged each other ...
#LifeAsAWriter
#LifeCycle
#IMissYou
567 reads
8 Comments
Limericks Matter
Was feeling distraught and upset
Then I read a thread from Sky and Rex I'm feeling much better
This is why Limerick's Matter
Poetic Comradery at its best
Then I read a thread from Sky and Rex I'm feeling much better
This is why Limerick's Matter
Poetic Comradery at its best
#hope
#friendship
#gratitude
266 reads
2 Comments
Bad Bitch Issues
I think I need to stay away from you,
and your penis
I can’t handle the
”Condensation”
as you say,
I am afraid of the
“Humidity”
You and I create
Here’s the truth
I honestly can’t stomach
The bubbling in my pit anymore,
Whenever I say your name
The bile is always floating to the top
While listening to your lies and bullshit
Humph…
I knew we should have just stayed friends
Should kept you on the side…
Now look at you
Thinking you can be the top dog
In this Bad Bitches Life
...
and your penis
I can’t handle the
”Condensation”
as you say,
I am afraid of the
“Humidity”
You and I create
Here’s the truth
I honestly can’t stomach
The bubbling in my pit anymore,
Whenever I say your name
The bile is always floating to the top
While listening to your lies and bullshit
Humph…
I knew we should have just stayed friends
Should kept you on the side…
Now look at you
Thinking you can be the top dog
In this Bad Bitches Life
...
#men
#relationships
#conflict
#LifeStruggles
#funny
420 reads
4 Comments
he said...Part 6
He said…
“Loving you is
a giving thing
for me baby.
Truly,
a humbling experience for a man.
Ya know?
It require no reciprocity on your part!
It
is
not
you hear me,
NOT
CONTINGENT
on you loving me back…
Crazy right?
That’s how I know this is real,
how I know you are
THE ONE.
But check this out Yo...ya listening?
It’s also how I keep my
ego in check"
“Loving you is
a giving thing
for me baby.
Truly,
a humbling experience for a man.
Ya know?
It require no reciprocity on your part!
It
is
not
you hear me,
NOT
CONTINGENT
on you loving me back…
Crazy right?
That’s how I know this is real,
how I know you are
THE ONE.
But check this out Yo...ya listening?
It’s also how I keep my
ego in check"
#love
#hope
#relationships #marriage
#relationships #marriage
309 reads
1 Comment
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