Submissions by i_like_blue_eyes (Cutedarkandcuddly)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
depression :/
there is always a cloud hanging over me
with it's darkness suffocating me
and i can't breathe
god damit
i need air
but it's not there
it's just not there
mayday mayday
i'm going down
I'm going down
i feel i'm sinking
but you're not listening
you're just not listening
mayday mayday
is this just dream?
or am i just living a nightmare?
with it's darkness suffocating me
and i can't breathe
god damit
i need air
but it's not there
it's just not there
mayday mayday
i'm going down
I'm going down
i feel i'm sinking
but you're not listening
you're just not listening
mayday mayday
is this just dream?
or am i just living a nightmare?
814 reads
4 Comments
Cutting
She smiles that smile she dearly hates
She has wounds, she chose to remake
Red is red, but blood is blood
These old white sheets have had enough
Roses are red, but violets are blue
Like your veins, cut open.. The thorns stay in you
She has wounds, she chose to remake
Red is red, but blood is blood
These old white sheets have had enough
Roses are red, but violets are blue
Like your veins, cut open.. The thorns stay in you
758 reads
4 Comments
In a nutshell
So in a nutshell
It was us
Me and you
You and me
Him and I
I and Him
Her and Him
Him and Her
She and He
He and She
In a nutshell
It was love
Sweet and short
Short and sweet
He was young and i was young
I was young and so was he.
The distance between us
Between him and me
So in a nutshell it wasn't meant to be.
It was us
Me and you
You and me
Him and I
I and Him
Her and Him
Him and Her
She and He
He and She
In a nutshell
It was love
Sweet and short
Short and sweet
He was young and i was young
I was young and so was he.
The distance between us
Between him and me
So in a nutshell it wasn't meant to be.
922 reads
3 Comments
Remember me?
Remember
How we used to say
Hello, goodbye then walk away
And every time that we’d part ways
Our Pride remained intact
Remember
When you used to stay
But be out of my reach, come the next day
You’d take my heart and walk away
And you never gave it back
Remember
That last gloomy day
I told you to go, I sent you away
I couldn’t find the right words to say
I only knew to turn my back
So remember me
As the girl before that day
The girl that didn’t cry
The girl who wouldn’t hate
The girl...
How we used to say
Hello, goodbye then walk away
And every time that we’d part ways
Our Pride remained intact
Remember
When you used to stay
But be out of my reach, come the next day
You’d take my heart and walk away
And you never gave it back
Remember
That last gloomy day
I told you to go, I sent you away
I couldn’t find the right words to say
I only knew to turn my back
So remember me
As the girl before that day
The girl that didn’t cry
The girl who wouldn’t hate
The girl...
726 reads
1 Comment
It’s not me
It’s not me
Don’t get me wrong
You’re just so beautiful
I don’t deserve you
And as I write this song I only wish
I could reach out to you
But these fences, they aint coming down
These brick walls are closing in
I hope I don’t drowned
As the sky falls I scream
And the quake shakes my dreams
I wake up and the person I see
Its not me
Don’t get me wrong
You’re just so beautiful
I don’t deserve you
And as I write this song I only wish
I could reach out to you
But these fences, they aint coming down
These brick walls are closing in
I hope I don’t drowned
As the sky falls I scream
And the quake shakes my dreams
I wake up and the person I see
Its not me
855 reads
5 Comments
The dabbler
I really shouldn’t dabble,
Cause the dabbler never makes it,
I will make up for my flaws in time,
I can do that better naked,
Best to start it all brand new,
Than to try and fix the wreckage,
There are too many missing pieces,
And I’d rather not correct them,
Cause doing so, would be admitting my wrongs,
To look in the mirror, and wish I was gone,
I’m a dabbler,
I dabble in hearts
I really shouldn’t Dabble
Cause the Dabbler never makes it
I will make up for my flaws in time
I can do that better naked
And before I perfect my...
Cause the dabbler never makes it,
I will make up for my flaws in time,
I can do that better naked,
Best to start it all brand new,
Than to try and fix the wreckage,
There are too many missing pieces,
And I’d rather not correct them,
Cause doing so, would be admitting my wrongs,
To look in the mirror, and wish I was gone,
I’m a dabbler,
I dabble in hearts
I really shouldn’t Dabble
Cause the Dabbler never makes it
I will make up for my flaws in time
I can do that better naked
And before I perfect my...
790 reads
4 Comments
My Romeo </3
You’re the thorn to my rose
The blood to my stream
The veins flowing through my heart
To the beat of my drum
The blood to my stream
The veins flowing through my heart
To the beat of my drum
961 reads
4 Comments
Dont just stand there (Collaboration with Glenn Mcrary and skinnyjean
He stood aghast as one piece of me faded
Into the gaping ungrounded perfection;
An untouched sound,
Which was once you an I,
But to scared to say it,
Part two of me fades,
Dissolved in salt water,
temperature dropping,
I'm drowning and choking,
Whilst he's just watching,
As the wounds created by you,
stop trying to heal,
Never did you stop to think how I'd feel,
After both parts one and two, what was left of me was gone,
I was lucky to have found a third chance,
Whilst you kept me down
He was waiting to save me
Into the gaping ungrounded perfection;
An untouched sound,
Which was once you an I,
But to scared to say it,
Part two of me fades,
Dissolved in salt water,
temperature dropping,
I'm drowning and choking,
Whilst he's just watching,
As the wounds created by you,
stop trying to heal,
Never did you stop to think how I'd feel,
After both parts one and two, what was left of me was gone,
I was lucky to have found a third chance,
Whilst you kept me down
He was waiting to save me
844 reads
3 Comments
Shall we dance or die? Collaboration with skinnyjean
You've closed your eyes
Heart beat under my grasp
weaving into memories
And quaking your past
Im a nightmare
You wanna go there tonight?
Beneath the sheets,
A team has surfaced,
Of ghosts and ghouls
In search of your purpose
I'm a nightmare
Welcome inside
To a death bed of inception,
Indeffonately due to my correction
The penetentiary
Waits for your sentence
All in goodtime
My Love
And the vital signs involve,
Respiration,
Too bad your lungs fight inhilation ...
Heart beat under my grasp
weaving into memories
And quaking your past
Im a nightmare
You wanna go there tonight?
Beneath the sheets,
A team has surfaced,
Of ghosts and ghouls
In search of your purpose
I'm a nightmare
Welcome inside
To a death bed of inception,
Indeffonately due to my correction
The penetentiary
Waits for your sentence
All in goodtime
My Love
And the vital signs involve,
Respiration,
Too bad your lungs fight inhilation ...
979 reads
6 Comments
long distance love breaks down any barriers
I break very easily
I tear at the seams
I compare you to the flawless
To unique to be perfect
too perfect for me
I tear at the seams
I compare you to the flawless
To unique to be perfect
too perfect for me
933 reads
3 Comments
How do you...
How did you
Do what you did
Place my heart in your hands
Let go of your grasp
And let it fall to the floor
How do you
Do what you do
Without me in your plans
Without the one you needed
But failed to be-friend
Where did you go
When you should've been here all along
Gone from my dreams
And still in my arms
Why did you leave
When it was me that you wanted
You don't need what I got
You don't love me no more
Do what you did
Place my heart in your hands
Let go of your grasp
And let it fall to the floor
How do you
Do what you do
Without me in your plans
Without the one you needed
But failed to be-friend
Where did you go
When you should've been here all along
Gone from my dreams
And still in my arms
Why did you leave
When it was me that you wanted
You don't need what I got
You don't love me no more
1083 reads
9 Comments
Torn appart (collaboration with skinnyjean)
Collaboration with me i_like_blue_eyes and skinnyjean
Torn appart:
Blinded by a moment
Shattered by a dream
Taken appart endless
Tethered at the seams
Graced upon with grazes
Terrified and weak
Compare them to the flawless
Subtle and unique
Breathe it in
Till the lung
Tissues scarred
Hyperventilating
Trying too hard
Tell me that I'm broken
How nice of you to notice
I already knew that.
But thank you for the insight....
Torn appart:
Blinded by a moment
Shattered by a dream
Taken appart endless
Tethered at the seams
Graced upon with grazes
Terrified and weak
Compare them to the flawless
Subtle and unique
Breathe it in
Till the lung
Tissues scarred
Hyperventilating
Trying too hard
Tell me that I'm broken
How nice of you to notice
I already knew that.
But thank you for the insight....
1051 reads
6 Comments
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