Submissions by flowerchildmeshely (Flowerchildmeshelly)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My favorite quote .....i have not left on the right side of my brain ....and nothing right on the left side of my brain ......why do I think at all........lol
ANGER POEM
Published
24th Apr 2019 1:17am
24th Apr 2019 1:17am
How do you want me to not scream
Why am i screaming at this person i love?we were best friends always fit like a glove.... When love came in maybe we fucked up. You and me could flt in any situation... Made other haters hate our street education. We fought and used to just play...now we wish the other would just walk away. Thoughts of suicide and dreams all broken... Even smoking crystal meth aint even working its a toy to mask the hurt and makes each punch play me like im landing in the dirt... Fuck you i gave my all time my favorite thing to you my heart... You tear me up like its something you have in a glass case......
#anger
#depression
#hurt
582 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
12th Apr 2019 7:54pm
12th Apr 2019 7:54pm
He Just Stared
#sadness
#anger
#anxiety
#loneliness
#despair
481 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
1st Apr 2019 10:07am
1st Apr 2019 10:07am
Mushroom Tripper
When you wake up laughing... You know u created some tea that makes all teas look fucked up. Its takes two ounces of liquad and your making evrything up... Ur playing with the ducks on the wallpaper ....air mattresses have no value ur watching finding nemo and pretend its not a tv show.... Ur jellyfish pet... Is squishy enough sooooo..... Thinking out the box... Is thar some trick... Im a king of my zone a pleasure in my home.. The floors are sinking the walls are breathing ...your french fries are two short of a medium. ....ramen and anything you cook is made with tea amd you realize...
#flowers
#nature
#LifeCycle
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jan 2018 6:21pm
17th Jan 2018 6:21pm
To Strong Not To Carry On
To Strong Not To Carry On
I don't hate you,
Because I still love you.
I can't look at you,
Because it hurts to.
We don't talk,
Because there is nothing left to say.
You apologized,
But I just walked away.
I'm leaving you and the thought of you behind,
Because I just need to clear my mind.
I'm angered because you wasted my time,
Hurt because I believed you were mine,
But I just didn't see the signs.
I guess that's why they say love is blind,
Because you got my heart caught in binds.
Look me in my eyes, ...
I don't hate you,
Because I still love you.
I can't look at you,
Because it hurts to.
We don't talk,
Because there is nothing left to say.
You apologized,
But I just walked away.
I'm leaving you and the thought of you behind,
Because I just need to clear my mind.
I'm angered because you wasted my time,
Hurt because I believed you were mine,
But I just didn't see the signs.
I guess that's why they say love is blind,
Because you got my heart caught in binds.
Look me in my eyes, ...
#sadness
#heartbroken
#rhyming
610 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Jan 2018 9:12am
12th Jan 2018 9:12am
Joe
LOVE WAS JUST A WORD BEFORE I MET YOU....THE WAY YOUR WORDS STOLE MY HEART IS SOMETHING TRUE....I KNEW NO LOYALTY TILL I MET THIS MAN...HIS IDEAS WERE SOMETHING AND HE WAS AFRAID TO HOLD MY HAND.HE WAS HOMELESS AND GREAT BUT SCARED AND AFRAID...NOBODY PAID ATTENTION TO HIM THEY LOOKED RIGHT ON BY....HE TOOK MY SOUL USED MY SHOULDER AND CRIED...AFTER THAT DAY I SWORE I WOULD STAY AND I HAVE EVEN TODAY...WE ARE APART AND I KNOW I WAS THE CAUSE OF MOST BUT IT'S OTHER PEOPLE AND LOTS OF TRAGEDY....WE COULDN'T HAVE NEEDED THE SIMPLICITY THE WORLD OF DRUGS...WE MET HIGH BUT WE FIT LIKE...
#LifeAsAWriter
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STORY POEM
Published
27th Apr 2017 11:31pm
27th Apr 2017 11:31pm
The Man I Had Once Upon A Time
To describe the pain to describe my shame....can't be summed up by exposing my name....he was someone real special for me...I'm the same person I was always was he changed towards me in one hell of a way....I truly believe I never see that day....he saved my life once and I didn't see his flaws of course he could have be bad but he wasn't at all ....he cured my heartache he gave me my faith and then all in one day he took it away....people around me have changed so much but even though he left I always remember his touch....he has a great mind it's one of a kind he taught me life lessons and...
739 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
21st Feb 2017 5:54pm
21st Feb 2017 5:54pm
THERAPIST(spells rapist)
Therapist....just a job correct...they think they have made a profound subject out of ur words your dialect..therapists are rapists...raping u Dailey making u repeat all the madness ur trying to defeat...prescribe u pills what so funny ....it make me laugh trying to cure me honey....to many people say talk about it will make u feel better only the truth of it is that therapist are rapists the owe me good graces...they have morally ugly faces to really believe I want to relive the truth I think about inside my mind trying not to come out......therapy I'd rather go scream to a tree 🎄 in...
882 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Apr 2015 4:24am
10th Apr 2015 4:24am
Preaching to Me
why d u yell at me....why am I getting picked on....did I say something wrong....did the radio play a fucked up song....do u think ill be sad when you say those mean words...did u sleep last night ...did u have a bad dream.....because sometimes you forget that im on your hometeam....its just me and you.....only us in this house...we make our dream come true...so why do you yell at me when u put on your shoes...why do I get the bad mood.....why cant you talk to me when ur heart is a mess....maybe one day youll realize you been blessed....I came to you in your life and im not legally it now but...
809 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Apr 2015 3:59am
10th Apr 2015 3:59am
Its You Time....My son...I wont run
You are traveling tonight to meet me tomorrow....scared Son? I am trembling with fright....I gave u up a long time ago...never thought you would come never thought you would wanna know....I am a coward I guess...now I cant fake it You are a Man... no more can I lead yoy to lies with my evil mommy scams....I have to tell u the truth why I chose drugs and not you...Why somebody else filled my Mommy shoes....Now im sober been that way for a lot of years...you ask me that why I choke up the real tears....Ill have no real answer except the really harsh truth....no fake answer will make it go...
879 reads
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