Submissions by epicRawrz (Party Poison)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not living, I'm surviving.
November Boys
Each year I'd meet a new boy.
I'd meet them around the same time of year I met the last.
He'd woo me with his kind words and empty promises.
Me falling for them each time.
I never learned.
I never learned that I should stay away from them.
The boys I met in November.
The boys I met in November.
Had such a beautiful ways to spin lies.
Lies that would eventually leave me with nothing but regret and self hatred.
No matter how hurt I got, or how broken down I felt.
I still longed for the boys I met in November.
I'd meet them around the same time of year I met the last.
He'd woo me with his kind words and empty promises.
Me falling for them each time.
I never learned.
I never learned that I should stay away from them.
The boys I met in November.
The boys I met in November.
Had such a beautiful ways to spin lies.
Lies that would eventually leave me with nothing but regret and self hatred.
No matter how hurt I got, or how broken down I felt.
I still longed for the boys I met in November.
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Congratulations Society.
She sat alone,
Alone at home,
Where her screams where silent,
But her mind was violent.
Her insecurities hid deep inside
And they did indeed eat her alive.
A tear rolled down her face,
As her heart began to race.
She took her blade and tore her skin,
where her depression lied deep within.
This went on for days, months, years,
And until she cried her very last tears.
She decided that she had enough,
The world around her was much too tough.
She took a gun to her head.
...
Alone at home,
Where her screams where silent,
But her mind was violent.
Her insecurities hid deep inside
And they did indeed eat her alive.
A tear rolled down her face,
As her heart began to race.
She took her blade and tore her skin,
where her depression lied deep within.
This went on for days, months, years,
And until she cried her very last tears.
She decided that she had enough,
The world around her was much too tough.
She took a gun to her head.
...
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What's one more?
One cut,
Two cuts,
Three cuts,
Four,
Come on Darling, what's one more?
Five cuts,
Six cuts,
Seven cuts,
Eight,
Oh, what a mess this will create..
Two cuts,
Three cuts,
Four,
Come on Darling, what's one more?
Five cuts,
Six cuts,
Seven cuts,
Eight,
Oh, what a mess this will create..
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Goodbye
Fake smile.
Tired eyes.
Cut wrists.
Bruised thighs.
White pills.
Rope tied.
Gun loaded.
Goodbye.
Tired eyes.
Cut wrists.
Bruised thighs.
White pills.
Rope tied.
Gun loaded.
Goodbye.
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Gone
Sitting at her desk.
She knows its time to go.
She’s tired, so very tired.
She goes to get the rope…
Or the knife…
Or anything she chooses.
Because she is just that desperate to leave.
No ones home
It’s the perfect time.
She’s ready.
If she doesn’t do it now she’s going to hate herself even more.
No one knows.
No one will know.
Until later…
She gets the video camera, along with a chair.
She decides on the rope.
She’ll be gone instantly.
There will be no noise.
With one side of the...
She knows its time to go.
She’s tired, so very tired.
She goes to get the rope…
Or the knife…
Or anything she chooses.
Because she is just that desperate to leave.
No ones home
It’s the perfect time.
She’s ready.
If she doesn’t do it now she’s going to hate herself even more.
No one knows.
No one will know.
Until later…
She gets the video camera, along with a chair.
She decides on the rope.
She’ll be gone instantly.
There will be no noise.
With one side of the...
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Death
Death
Is a fate no one can escape
It will bring us all down
For there is no such thing as immortality
Only mortality
Is a fate no one can escape
It will bring us all down
For there is no such thing as immortality
Only mortality
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Tick Tock
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
Thats all I hear.
Thats all I think
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
The madness creeping closer
The madness coming in
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
The madness settles in
The madness settled in long ago
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
I'm crazy they say
I'm crazy every one says
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
I'm not crazy
I think your fucking crazy
Tick Tock the Tock of the clock
Thats all I hear.
Thats all I think
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
The madness creeping closer
The madness coming in
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
The madness settles in
The madness settled in long ago
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
I'm crazy they say
I'm crazy every one says
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
I'm not crazy
I think your fucking crazy
Tick Tock the Tock of the clock
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Goodbye Dear Friend
I can't believe you left us like this
No warning
You just left saying remember the good times
The sleepovers
The rehearsals
The trips to target
And all the cookie dough ice cream
I'm not mad
Though you left me in tears
Realizing I didn't see
Those feelings you kept bottled up
I'm so sorry I didn't realize
You said to keep it a secret so I will
But
You better get the help you need
Then come back to us with
No more bottled up feelings
A bright smile
A clear mind
And you better remember us
Get...
No warning
You just left saying remember the good times
The sleepovers
The rehearsals
The trips to target
And all the cookie dough ice cream
I'm not mad
Though you left me in tears
Realizing I didn't see
Those feelings you kept bottled up
I'm so sorry I didn't realize
You said to keep it a secret so I will
But
You better get the help you need
Then come back to us with
No more bottled up feelings
A bright smile
A clear mind
And you better remember us
Get...
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The Clock is Ticking
I try to stop it
The madness that is
Hour by Hour
Minute by Minute
Second by Second
It slowly takes over me
Driving me insane
Please
Someone help me
Im almost gone
The clock is ticking
So please help
And help me quickly
The madness that is
Hour by Hour
Minute by Minute
Second by Second
It slowly takes over me
Driving me insane
Please
Someone help me
Im almost gone
The clock is ticking
So please help
And help me quickly
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Falling Apart
You stole my heart
And tore it in two
Now I'm falling apart
and have know idea what to do
I tried so hard
I tried my very best
I gave you my everything
Now there's nothing left
I'm living in the present
My mind lives in the past
Wondering what I'll lose
Wondering what will last
Divided by decisions
burning in the fire
Confused by your words
Tempted by desire
Blinded by my fear
Drowning in my doubt
Struggling to be free
Always looking for a...
And tore it in two
Now I'm falling apart
and have know idea what to do
I tried so hard
I tried my very best
I gave you my everything
Now there's nothing left
I'm living in the present
My mind lives in the past
Wondering what I'll lose
Wondering what will last
Divided by decisions
burning in the fire
Confused by your words
Tempted by desire
Blinded by my fear
Drowning in my doubt
Struggling to be free
Always looking for a...
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Black Blood
My heart
It is as hard as stone
My blood runs
Black
Yes
I was tainted
With the promise
Of power
The power of
Black blood
The most immense
Power
Made me
Stronger
Maybe stronger
Than God
It is as hard as stone
My blood runs
Black
Yes
I was tainted
With the promise
Of power
The power of
Black blood
The most immense
Power
Made me
Stronger
Maybe stronger
Than God
786 reads
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I'm done
Stop embarrassing yourself
Your boring everyone with your
Same old words
And
Same old tricks
Everyone has moved past
This verbal battle
Everyone BUT you
This is my end statement
Grow a pair
And get the fuck out
I'm done
And you should be too
Your boring everyone with your
Same old words
And
Same old tricks
Everyone has moved past
This verbal battle
Everyone BUT you
This is my end statement
Grow a pair
And get the fuck out
I'm done
And you should be too
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