Submissions by dkzksaxxas_DanielX (DadaDoggyDannyKozakSaxfn)
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Poet Introduction
Oct2019 DEATH &THE LADY'CHYLDE..Poems of grief &despair at death of daughter, Edited, formatted, published by Poetic Medics / produced by LULU. /Fall 2009 Danforth Quarterly (Lawrence,Ks) devoted to my poetry & collage'work./
Blisspheme'ing Muthafooka /or/ A Toxicated Integrity
walkedwalkedwalked
a bit toofckn far
looking for MySelf
this Find-Yourself gig
is just so-much-more
dumdee'dumbdumb hallucinatory
quasi-blaspheming
seditious
reflatulation of GodSwill....
me fckn leggies be achin'
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a bit toofckn far
looking for MySelf
this Find-Yourself gig
is just so-much-more
dumdee'dumbdumb hallucinatory
quasi-blaspheming
seditious
reflatulation of GodSwill....
me fckn leggies be achin'
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DoinTheeGlide on theeSlipperingSlide
since awhile now ago
agone wit oldman daddyo, that
mor
tal
ity
slide belike steepening quicka
slippity slope stumblebummin on
ass to whoknowswhere,\ bodies shot
t'shit into thee terminus oven
& ash'urn &or cemetarial earth they
go weego, thinkin p'haps [of] some
godswill prayer & a goodluck toast
into the roaster
seems that thinking/feeling that I
was already dead in O.R. in May2000,
did somehow someway fucker-up my brainmind
so's that damnear none of thee usual myriad
ka'ka'phony of diversions,...
agone wit oldman daddyo, that
mor
tal
ity
slide belike steepening quicka
slippity slope stumblebummin on
ass to whoknowswhere,\ bodies shot
t'shit into thee terminus oven
& ash'urn &or cemetarial earth they
go weego, thinkin p'haps [of] some
godswill prayer & a goodluck toast
into the roaster
seems that thinking/feeling that I
was already dead in O.R. in May2000,
did somehow someway fucker-up my brainmind
so's that damnear none of thee usual myriad
ka'ka'phony of diversions,...
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~PIMPLEPOOM IN EMPTY SPACE EMPTY TIME~
I don't knowhat to do, because I've never known what to do even when thinking thin'king thinkin that I knew eXactinglike what I was doing.
Been
so long since "I've done" anything that I do not remememememember
ever
doing anything at'all////////emptyspace\emptytime be sum blessin that
noOne can rel'ate to......
for-the-life-of-me, I may well be thee all-time league leader in abandonations, being left, left behind, coulda been left-for-dead.....
now, the first on that list is in weepable sad shape pain'o cancer dying....
Love's i'llusions from...
Been
so long since "I've done" anything that I do not remememememember
ever
doing anything at'all////////emptyspace\emptytime be sum blessin that
noOne can rel'ate to......
for-the-life-of-me, I may well be thee all-time league leader in abandonations, being left, left behind, coulda been left-for-dead.....
now, the first on that list is in weepable sad shape pain'o cancer dying....
Love's i'llusions from...
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He got no'preciation for no( thing any how....dearlord,4give him,pleas )
sadsongs f'f'f'float
thru
happydark night
t
i
m e. \ so what? so?what? \
(~what so, indeed......~)
a greatgrand whatso at that,
f'f'f'f'floats (&says indeed/sowhat too much)
among thee happyshine trees fulla tiny dark leaves
\where muthas warn they chilldrun no to go \
blinding binding of th[e]
sweet daylightshine
bind-on! blind-on! y'ain't Really seein nothing anyways & seein
nothing anyways
is probably thee better-deal.....wee spray
arti
ficial
lite...
thru
happydark night
t
i
m e. \ so what? so?what? \
(~what so, indeed......~)
a greatgrand whatso at that,
f'f'f'f'floats (&says indeed/sowhat too much)
among thee happyshine trees fulla tiny dark leaves
\where muthas warn they chilldrun no to go \
blinding binding of th[e]
sweet daylightshine
bind-on! blind-on! y'ain't Really seein nothing anyways & seein
nothing anyways
is probably thee better-deal.....wee spray
arti
ficial
lite...
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~ Linda ~
just got word that my
ex-wife is dying, probably pretty soon...
my son, his wife, & his sister,(from a later union),
will be taking her from hospital
to hospice
on Monday
wee been parted 30yrs now.......
In May wee sat together & even danced at Eric's
wedding, having not had any contact for several years.
given the mental & physical torment she's suffered for the last 15yrs, I & everyone who knows her were rather amazed at how
bright & lucid she was during the festivities
ever since the first...
ex-wife is dying, probably pretty soon...
my son, his wife, & his sister,(from a later union),
will be taking her from hospital
to hospice
on Monday
wee been parted 30yrs now.......
In May wee sat together & even danced at Eric's
wedding, having not had any contact for several years.
given the mental & physical torment she's suffered for the last 15yrs, I & everyone who knows her were rather amazed at how
bright & lucid she was during the festivities
ever since the first...
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Troot Is Marching Out/////
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(a photo'assay + po'em :by:dkzk)
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eye told big troot whilst l y i n g down
in cochina sand........a little army of fire ants
was too busy marchin about they's
busy business t'hear,
but they
fed well on flesh of me, my fool & I,laughed itchburning fo'days
after
ward.............no eXcuse, [ so pleas exc'use me trootlessly )
thee slappin waves'n'rippin currrrrrents will put me old ass in
It's Proper Place
sooner than later
...
(a photo'assay + po'em :by:dkzk)
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eye told big troot whilst l y i n g down
in cochina sand........a little army of fire ants
was too busy marchin about they's
busy business t'hear,
but they
fed well on flesh of me, my fool & I,laughed itchburning fo'days
after
ward.............no eXcuse, [ so pleas exc'use me trootlessly )
thee slappin waves'n'rippin currrrrrents will put me old ass in
It's Proper Place
sooner than later
...
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A Shout-Out (for my) Shut Up
(I've said too much already)
saying too much for
much too long wee are not
real[ly] supposed to
listen to our [own]silly suchness
any
way, (much too much too much)long&toolong)
I'I(o'fckn Iindeed)must have had to
say toomuch already said saying
falling(down)whilst standing
stockstill
on that escalator that brokedly
lurches upward to My Dreams of which
so'calling 'my dreams' is none-of-my
business
anyway just an other co'emptive
weapon in thee arsenal'o'nor'mal
...
saying too much for
much too long wee are not
real[ly] supposed to
listen to our [own]silly suchness
any
way, (much too much too much)long&toolong)
I'I(o'fckn Iindeed)must have had to
say toomuch already said saying
falling(down)whilst standing
stockstill
on that escalator that brokedly
lurches upward to My Dreams of which
so'calling 'my dreams' is none-of-my
business
anyway just an other co'emptive
weapon in thee arsenal'o'nor'mal
...
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A Muse O'erused
sorryApology
for th' d'aily
torrent,
overusing
(abuse?)
of this 'space', lack of
pro
portional
per
spective[s]
must try [hardharerhardest]
to curb
this compulsion
to too much Be Here too often,
- suckseeding with
this f ' ailure -
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for th' d'aily
torrent,
overusing
(abuse?)
of this 'space', lack of
pro
portional
per
spective[s]
must try [hardharerhardest]
to curb
this compulsion
to too much Be Here too often,
- suckseeding with
this f ' ailure -
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Synonymosity ~(Beginning Means[of]Ends)
nowhere
may just as well be
anywhere / everywhere
everywhere
could definitely be
anywhere / nowhere
anywhere
is an'other word for
nowhere / everywhere
as nowhere looks alike 'now here' -
gone
is in the going
(iyam as good as gone,
mostimes
now)
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may just as well be
anywhere / everywhere
everywhere
could definitely be
anywhere / nowhere
anywhere
is an'other word for
nowhere / everywhere
as nowhere looks alike 'now here' -
gone
is in the going
(iyam as good as gone,
mostimes
now)
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Crepescule d' Pulchritude (almost Ode To Bliss)
ah...a wordery meant for
togethering(words,
obviously not wit any[of]me),
a
lone ashore gazing seaward t'see
what's there or
not [ there ]
lighting always a little different,
jewels afoot always rearranged--fasc
inatin little portraits[of]gone'way lifes
lived somewhere unimaginable
"are
you not h'appy? be ye deepress'ed?" --
a senselessy s[h]'elfish silly question that
no rightminded crustacean
would bother to think
in such a place of any time ---prehistory
confirms every such...
togethering(words,
obviously not wit any[of]me),
a
lone ashore gazing seaward t'see
what's there or
not [ there ]
lighting always a little different,
jewels afoot always rearranged--fasc
inatin little portraits[of]gone'way lifes
lived somewhere unimaginable
"are
you not h'appy? be ye deepress'ed?" --
a senselessy s[h]'elfish silly question that
no rightminded crustacean
would bother to think
in such a place of any time ---prehistory
confirms every such...
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who....who does thee talking [here]?
ooo,little somnolent serenade
goes no where does no thing
but for
imaginant transparencies,a
locker'd'room in privied motions
emoting thru a nakedness undone
in neither love nor eros
would it were there was a way
t'make a memory happen now,
per
versions
of believing th'ought might
lose their sting,
or just sting to kill
(a possible solution to all this crankbitch
a w k wardness)
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goes no where does no thing
but for
imaginant transparencies,a
locker'd'room in privied motions
emoting thru a nakedness undone
in neither love nor eros
would it were there was a way
t'make a memory happen now,
per
versions
of believing th'ought might
lose their sting,
or just sting to kill
(a possible solution to all this crankbitch
a w k wardness)
VVVVVdkzkVVVV2013iiiiiipfoto;dkzk;XXXVVVV
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lite end of thee funnel ~ A Sermonette ~Tragedies of Believe ~
syphon dowwwwn,[no
splishysplash n'ow]
funneling
heartsoulholemind
to lowest com
on denominator.like
7thgrade math[class]
it
all just happ'd as would
a thrillkill, senseless,yes...but
occurring ev'y blood-day
of Our unkindly humankind......
every body
gotta die every
body gotta die....o, thee
you of me
humanhuman mindless hyper'intelligence/
superior species calculant contriving,
contrivial self'sorb'd solutions,
Belief is In Thy Blood, Mr.Man,or
such is it said by thee/thy[yOur]thinkity...
splishysplash n'ow]
funneling
heartsoulholemind
to lowest com
on denominator.like
7thgrade math[class]
it
all just happ'd as would
a thrillkill, senseless,yes...but
occurring ev'y blood-day
of Our unkindly humankind......
every body
gotta die every
body gotta die....o, thee
you of me
humanhuman mindless hyper'intelligence/
superior species calculant contriving,
contrivial self'sorb'd solutions,
Belief is In Thy Blood, Mr.Man,or
such is it said by thee/thy[yOur]thinkity...
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