Submissions by delusionalfreakk66 (Mina)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
15th Feb 2012 4:34am
15th Feb 2012 4:34am
So lost
I see the truth
you loved me for who i am
like the stars hold the moon
right their where they belong
thats when i look at you
This is all like a dream to me
every color i c every word i speak
its like i barly exsist anymore and
i cant take being left alone
i want to be free
i want to be happy
but it seems the only happieness
ill ever get is when i die
when i put this beating heart to rest
everybody knew i couldnt last
they knew i was a fuk up
they knew i was a person of washed dreams
but now that im in this deep...
you loved me for who i am
like the stars hold the moon
right their where they belong
thats when i look at you
This is all like a dream to me
every color i c every word i speak
its like i barly exsist anymore and
i cant take being left alone
i want to be free
i want to be happy
but it seems the only happieness
ill ever get is when i die
when i put this beating heart to rest
everybody knew i couldnt last
they knew i was a fuk up
they knew i was a person of washed dreams
but now that im in this deep...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Feb 2012 11:38pm
14th Feb 2012 11:38pm
The decision
The decisions that
we all make everyday
help us in our own
futer
They say spareing one
heart helps mend another
but how can you mend a
heart thats been broken so
many times??
Theirs a whole ocean of fish
just gotta pick the right one
Theis quotes help us but they also
break us, your mind is a powerful
thing but if u know how to use it itd be
better if u hid it i really dont know wut
im trying to get at here but all im saying is
If you have a chance take it
If you love somebody charrish it
If you fall...
we all make everyday
help us in our own
futer
They say spareing one
heart helps mend another
but how can you mend a
heart thats been broken so
many times??
Theirs a whole ocean of fish
just gotta pick the right one
Theis quotes help us but they also
break us, your mind is a powerful
thing but if u know how to use it itd be
better if u hid it i really dont know wut
im trying to get at here but all im saying is
If you have a chance take it
If you love somebody charrish it
If you fall...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Feb 2012 7:43am
10th Feb 2012 7:43am
that should be me
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other gurl
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me
Does she love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me
'cause baby I didn't
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me
Yeah,
You...
Rumors spreading 'bout this other gurl
Do you do what you did when you
Did with me
Does she love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
That you made with me
'cause baby I didn't
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that
That should be me
That should be me
Yeah,
You...
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Feb 2012 9:33pm
9th Feb 2012 9:33pm
fuk taxis
fuk the law
fuk taxis
and the greedy
ass people that think
that their rick because
they got acouple g's nahh
fuk that i hate how you rub
that crap in my face
ima bout to take ur shit and
spit on ur dick
cuz theirs nothing
gud about alow life
with alot of money
thinkin "ohh i got the money
i pay the bills i can do wutever i want"
no bitch no you cant you
go out buy new tables and chairs
and all i ask is for one thing but
you get me the other like wtf
245 aint much to spend at the mall
i...
fuk taxis
and the greedy
ass people that think
that their rick because
they got acouple g's nahh
fuk that i hate how you rub
that crap in my face
ima bout to take ur shit and
spit on ur dick
cuz theirs nothing
gud about alow life
with alot of money
thinkin "ohh i got the money
i pay the bills i can do wutever i want"
no bitch no you cant you
go out buy new tables and chairs
and all i ask is for one thing but
you get me the other like wtf
245 aint much to spend at the mall
i...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2012 3:49am
9th Feb 2012 3:49am
lost
My mind is full
of blood lust
for the things i want the most
i luk but i cant find it
i listen but i cant hear it
i cry but it comes out as blood
i fall with no energy left
im lost to an eternity
of mentalness a faulse perception
of happieness open to a crewl world
of unmindless freaks this is how i
wake up and go to sleep
i wake up c no light i
go to sleep theirs nothing in sight
all the happieness has gone somewher
i guess death took it out of here
i cant seem to wake up from the same dead dream
of rotting corps...
of blood lust
for the things i want the most
i luk but i cant find it
i listen but i cant hear it
i cry but it comes out as blood
i fall with no energy left
im lost to an eternity
of mentalness a faulse perception
of happieness open to a crewl world
of unmindless freaks this is how i
wake up and go to sleep
i wake up c no light i
go to sleep theirs nothing in sight
all the happieness has gone somewher
i guess death took it out of here
i cant seem to wake up from the same dead dream
of rotting corps...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2012 00:49am
9th Feb 2012 00:49am
Tired
Ugh im so tired havent slept all day
hope this blunt makes it go away so i can
pass out in peace except for hearing someone
bitch half the day,ignoring the shit i have to do
cuz im so exhaulsted if i keep going ill fall threw
and deck into a sleeping coon
with the lights all out i get undressed
hoping no-one calls me unless it was you
id awnser for that then go bck to sleep
leave a key under the porch pot and leave the
light on if u ever came bck
id b heaven to me cuz ill fall asleep
and wake up to you :)
hope this blunt makes it go away so i can
pass out in peace except for hearing someone
bitch half the day,ignoring the shit i have to do
cuz im so exhaulsted if i keep going ill fall threw
and deck into a sleeping coon
with the lights all out i get undressed
hoping no-one calls me unless it was you
id awnser for that then go bck to sleep
leave a key under the porch pot and leave the
light on if u ever came bck
id b heaven to me cuz ill fall asleep
and wake up to you :)
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Feb 2012 3:28am
8th Feb 2012 3:28am
Great & bad memories are in a twist
Cant stop thinking about the gud old days
when the sun was shinen and you were next to me
every morning with a kiss, woke me up like i was
in a mist, i never noticed i was so dinial
i never noticed that i lost something so pure
so sweet but also so evil
we luved we hate
we laughed we all cryed
we all faught for the only turth
that i was still in luv with you
this life we live had its ups and downs
but we always smiled and never frowned
we were happy as long as we were together
all the time has been lost on this journey
to...
when the sun was shinen and you were next to me
every morning with a kiss, woke me up like i was
in a mist, i never noticed i was so dinial
i never noticed that i lost something so pure
so sweet but also so evil
we luved we hate
we laughed we all cryed
we all faught for the only turth
that i was still in luv with you
this life we live had its ups and downs
but we always smiled and never frowned
we were happy as long as we were together
all the time has been lost on this journey
to...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Feb 2012 10:24pm
7th Feb 2012 10:24pm
Im dying
I am a wisper in the
dark dying like their
was never a start
to walk ahead of the group
and lose it all at the first start
we all hed off and run from the
devil and his wimpering souls that
follow they cry out as we scream out
"RUN"
when i luked up and then bck down
everything went black in the whole relm
they say that i am dying but i already feel
dead, dead to this world as i can be
they say the loved ones youve left behind
are crying and dying as well
in the heart ill forever stay but sumtimes
you get...
dark dying like their
was never a start
to walk ahead of the group
and lose it all at the first start
we all hed off and run from the
devil and his wimpering souls that
follow they cry out as we scream out
"RUN"
when i luked up and then bck down
everything went black in the whole relm
they say that i am dying but i already feel
dead, dead to this world as i can be
they say the loved ones youve left behind
are crying and dying as well
in the heart ill forever stay but sumtimes
you get...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Feb 2012 2:41pm
7th Feb 2012 2:41pm
Apology
Sweat drips in my eyes
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight, you are, everything
You're everything...
You're everything to me
No more as I wake
From this perfect dream...
I'll escape from Eden's walls
Can I not stay and live this lie?
For I must think only of myself
And to think that you will not be scared
Or surprised I severed all these ties
This is the end
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
I feel so numb to see this bitter end...
(It has come to this...) End of beautiful illusions
(Broken pieces)...
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight, you are, everything
You're everything...
You're everything to me
No more as I wake
From this perfect dream...
I'll escape from Eden's walls
Can I not stay and live this lie?
For I must think only of myself
And to think that you will not be scared
Or surprised I severed all these ties
This is the end
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
I feel so numb to see this bitter end...
(It has come to this...) End of beautiful illusions
(Broken pieces)...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Feb 2012 7:58pm
6th Feb 2012 7:58pm
i feel like shit
cuz i hate the way i feel
i cant stand all the pain inside
we all have our ups and downs but
its no different putting up a fight
we fight for wut we luv for wut
we care about but bein stabed it the
bck is always the ending start
being missleaded from
place to place
no where to run
no where to hide
dont act like an angel
youve fallen again
lie to me once again
and ask yourself before we
say gud-bye,was it worth it in the end
all the times ive shared with you
were you even their inside
your no super hero i...
i cant stand all the pain inside
we all have our ups and downs but
its no different putting up a fight
we fight for wut we luv for wut
we care about but bein stabed it the
bck is always the ending start
being missleaded from
place to place
no where to run
no where to hide
dont act like an angel
youve fallen again
lie to me once again
and ask yourself before we
say gud-bye,was it worth it in the end
all the times ive shared with you
were you even their inside
your no super hero i...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Feb 2012 6:04pm
6th Feb 2012 6:04pm
my big brother
i luv my big brother
because he luves me too
we stick together threw thick
and thin snow, chillin one by one we
sit next to each other with the luv that
we carry helps us keep warm
even when were far apart
we always got each other in our hearts
we argue but thats tough love
he was sent from an angel up above
he keeps me warm
he keeps me safe
theirs nothing better in this
world than big brother luv...
because he luves me too
we stick together threw thick
and thin snow, chillin one by one we
sit next to each other with the luv that
we carry helps us keep warm
even when were far apart
we always got each other in our hearts
we argue but thats tough love
he was sent from an angel up above
he keeps me warm
he keeps me safe
theirs nothing better in this
world than big brother luv...
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
6th Feb 2012 7:23am
6th Feb 2012 7:23am
The butterfly change
As love falls down from the sky
It lands on the wings of a butterfly
The butterfly sings its songs and rhyms
No concetion of time
It is the messanger of patience and change
From flower to flower
Its odd and its strange
The butterfly can transform
Its world and gets ways to new beginings
Unfurled
It is the keeper of transformation
and flys on faith and imagination
The butterfly has no fear of change
as it barvely escapes its home-made
cage....
It lands on the wings of a butterfly
The butterfly sings its songs and rhyms
No concetion of time
It is the messanger of patience and change
From flower to flower
Its odd and its strange
The butterfly can transform
Its world and gets ways to new beginings
Unfurled
It is the keeper of transformation
and flys on faith and imagination
The butterfly has no fear of change
as it barvely escapes its home-made
cage....
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