the days i have had, the times you people have made me feel so real the one thing i must do, is go to Texas to see one person this is something i write everyday. maybe the someone will make me feel so much better. its been a while for me to write, but its time to let it out losing my dad was hard, but losing my little brother is the worse thing that happened. they meant the world to me and now they are gone forever, until im up there with them
love you the most my boys. i will travel around the world for you both.
WHY DO I ALWAYS STUFF UP, IM MEANT TO BE A GOOD GIRL, NOT A BAD ONE, MY LIFE IS SHIT AND, ALL I WANT TO DO IS DIE, IM NOT THE PERFECT CHILD, BUT IM STILL IN PAIN, NEXT TIME I STUFF UP, TELL ME I FELL LIKE SHIT