Submissions by broken_lost09

My best-friend today told me that I'm an asshole
He was one of the few people I still trust
I have even fallen in love with his mystery it blinds the hurt
Why I still trust him to this very minute, I don't know why

Someone who I started to call my family, she's been talking about me
Things I never thought I would hear her say things
That I let people walk over me and that I'm pathetic
Why I still consider her family, I don't know why

My stepmom is mentally abusive and likes to beat me up about things
I didn't tell her good-morning and...

All my life I've told myself I mean something and everything is okay
That this world is a special place
Even that is a lie with proof from the bruises
The scars bleeding and dripping through the barrier

All through out my life i've seen things
Things a 6 year old can't forget
The crying from a Mother with her heart broken
The screaming from a father with no control

All through this 1 year i've seen things
How easy it is to lose a best friend
Complications with people and society
Personal thoughts that keep me up every hour at...