Submissions by boston34520
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
24th Apr 2015 1:59am
24th Apr 2015 1:59am
Worried
Worried, that I am making the wrong decision.
Worried, that I am running like I feel like I have done in the past.
Worried, that I am going to regret my decision to go away for a year.
Worried, that this time will be just like the others.
Worried, that once I go it’s out of sight out of mind.
Worried, that I will be forgotten.
Worried, that the friendships I have created will vanish.
Worried, that I will miss out on making memories.
Worried, that I will end up disappointed.
Worried, that I will look back and wonder what if I stayed.
Worried, that I wont...
Worried, that I am running like I feel like I have done in the past.
Worried, that I am going to regret my decision to go away for a year.
Worried, that this time will be just like the others.
Worried, that once I go it’s out of sight out of mind.
Worried, that I will be forgotten.
Worried, that the friendships I have created will vanish.
Worried, that I will miss out on making memories.
Worried, that I will end up disappointed.
Worried, that I will look back and wonder what if I stayed.
Worried, that I wont...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
8th Apr 2015 4:38pm
8th Apr 2015 4:38pm
Give me the power dad
I want to feel again, dad.
I want to breath again, dad.
I don't wanna worry anymore, dad.
I just want you to be happy, dad.
I don't want you to be miserable, dad.
It breaks my heart, dad.
To see you so sad, dad.
To see you drink to an oblivion, dad.
To take pain killers till your numb, dad.
Why do you have to make me so sad, dad.
I just want you to smile again, dad.
I want to see you active, dad.
What happened to who you used to be, dad.
How does it feel to be you right now, dad.
Do you realize what your putting us through, dad.
It...
I want to breath again, dad.
I don't wanna worry anymore, dad.
I just want you to be happy, dad.
I don't want you to be miserable, dad.
It breaks my heart, dad.
To see you so sad, dad.
To see you drink to an oblivion, dad.
To take pain killers till your numb, dad.
Why do you have to make me so sad, dad.
I just want you to smile again, dad.
I want to see you active, dad.
What happened to who you used to be, dad.
How does it feel to be you right now, dad.
Do you realize what your putting us through, dad.
It...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
19th Nov 2013 10:53pm
19th Nov 2013 10:53pm
People
People come and go as they please.
They only want me when they need me.
I'm not good enough to be the person they always want.
No matter how hard I try it never seems to work.
I am probably one of the most genuine people you'll ever meet.
All I want is to love and there for the ones I care about,
but no one seems to recognize.
People have no idea how much a phone call or text would do for me.
Those little things make me the happiest
because then I know they were thinking of me.
I spend most of the time thinking about others,
how they're doing and if...
They only want me when they need me.
I'm not good enough to be the person they always want.
No matter how hard I try it never seems to work.
I am probably one of the most genuine people you'll ever meet.
All I want is to love and there for the ones I care about,
but no one seems to recognize.
People have no idea how much a phone call or text would do for me.
Those little things make me the happiest
because then I know they were thinking of me.
I spend most of the time thinking about others,
how they're doing and if...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Nov 2013 10:42pm
19th Nov 2013 10:42pm
Scared
I want to let you in,
but I'm scared you don't feel the same
I want to trust you,
But I'm scared to put my trust in you
I want you to be my everything,
but I'm scared you don't want me
Yes I'm scared,
but Im willing to take the risk
Yes I'm scared,
but I hope you are too
Then we can be scared together
but I'm scared you don't feel the same
I want to trust you,
But I'm scared to put my trust in you
I want you to be my everything,
but I'm scared you don't want me
Yes I'm scared,
but Im willing to take the risk
Yes I'm scared,
but I hope you are too
Then we can be scared together
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Nov 2012 2:32am
8th Nov 2012 2:32am
Same ending different person
It's the same thing different person
They get close and pretend to be my friend
Then in the end they fuck me over
They leave me like I meant nothing to them
But to me they meant everything
I get fooled into thinking I'm their best friend
I'm tired of being treated like shit
When I do everything to be their person
Why does this always happen to me
I don't deserve this
When will it get better
They get close and pretend to be my friend
Then in the end they fuck me over
They leave me like I meant nothing to them
But to me they meant everything
I get fooled into thinking I'm their best friend
I'm tired of being treated like shit
When I do everything to be their person
Why does this always happen to me
I don't deserve this
When will it get better
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Nov 2012 2:21am
8th Nov 2012 2:21am
Over and Over
I always get hurt the same way
I let someone in to quick
Then all of the sudden bam
They leave like it meant nothing
Why does this shit always happen?
I genuinely care for someone
Then they screw me over in the end
Over and over again
I let someone in to quick
Then all of the sudden bam
They leave like it meant nothing
Why does this shit always happen?
I genuinely care for someone
Then they screw me over in the end
Over and over again
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
7th Apr 2012 10:42pm
7th Apr 2012 10:42pm
Drift Away
Wewatchyoudriftaway
Witheachdrugyoutake
Witheachsipofalcoholyoutake
It'ssadtoseeyourbrainbeingovertakenbysubstances
Irememberthedayswhenweusedtospendalldaytogether
Gothetheparkandplaysportstillthesunset
Iwishthatpersonwouldcomeback
ButI'mwishingfoesomethingthatwillneverhappen.
Youaretoofargoneintoyourownworld
Thatnobodywillunderstandbutyou
Youwillneverbeabletocomebacktoreality
Youhavecausedsomuchpainanddisappointment
ThinkingitwouldbepossibleforthepersonImisssomuchtocomeback
ButIhavelearnedtolivewiththefactthat,thatwillneverhappen....
Witheachdrugyoutake
Witheachsipofalcoholyoutake
It'ssadtoseeyourbrainbeingovertakenbysubstances
Irememberthedayswhenweusedtospendalldaytogether
Gothetheparkandplaysportstillthesunset
Iwishthatpersonwouldcomeback
ButI'mwishingfoesomethingthatwillneverhappen.
Youaretoofargoneintoyourownworld
Thatnobodywillunderstandbutyou
Youwillneverbeabletocomebacktoreality
Youhavecausedsomuchpainanddisappointment
ThinkingitwouldbepossibleforthepersonImisssomuchtocomeback
ButIhavelearnedtolivewiththefactthat,thatwillneverhappen....
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ANGER POEM
Published
20th Oct 2011 1:16am
20th Oct 2011 1:16am
Someone I never had
Dad
Where did you go?
I thought you were suppose to be there
For support
To teach me sports
To protect me
I thought you were suppose to stand by me
Help guide me through life
But no you were to busy
Trying to figure out your next drink
Beer?
Grey goose martini?
Scotch?
Rum?
Trying to figure out what your next high was going to be
Pills?
Marajuana?
Coke?
You were asking your self these questions
While I was sitting in my room
My eyes swelling because all the tears
My heart filled with pain
Wondering...
Where did you go?
I thought you were suppose to be there
For support
To teach me sports
To protect me
I thought you were suppose to stand by me
Help guide me through life
But no you were to busy
Trying to figure out your next drink
Beer?
Grey goose martini?
Scotch?
Rum?
Trying to figure out what your next high was going to be
Pills?
Marajuana?
Coke?
You were asking your self these questions
While I was sitting in my room
My eyes swelling because all the tears
My heart filled with pain
Wondering...
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Oct 2011 7:20am
18th Oct 2011 7:20am
I just want to be heard
A little girl in the world
With powerful thoughts
And no one pays attentions
I just want to be heard
It's like I have duck tape on my mouth
I scream and shout
But get no response
I just want to be heard
I talk and talk
But it's like nothing is coming out
No one ever bothers to listen
I just want to be heard
It's like I'm worthless
What I say has no meaning to it
I get shut down every time I try to talk
I just want to be heard
Somebody please listen
I just need one person that's it
To give me a chance...
With powerful thoughts
And no one pays attentions
I just want to be heard
It's like I have duck tape on my mouth
I scream and shout
But get no response
I just want to be heard
I talk and talk
But it's like nothing is coming out
No one ever bothers to listen
I just want to be heard
It's like I'm worthless
What I say has no meaning to it
I get shut down every time I try to talk
I just want to be heard
Somebody please listen
I just need one person that's it
To give me a chance...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 8:01pm
17th Oct 2011 8:01pm
Quicksand
I'm stuck in a life I hate
I try to get out but it's like quicksand
I try to escape but it buries me more
All I want is to be loved
But when I find it
I can never seem to hold on
It never works the out the way I think
I get lied to and taken advantage of
It kills me inside
There is almost nothing left
No one notices all the depression I'm buried in
I want to get out of this life so badly
But when I try I seem to get pulled back deeper
All I want is to be wanted by someone
I just want to be loved by someone
I need to get out of this...
I try to get out but it's like quicksand
I try to escape but it buries me more
All I want is to be loved
But when I find it
I can never seem to hold on
It never works the out the way I think
I get lied to and taken advantage of
It kills me inside
There is almost nothing left
No one notices all the depression I'm buried in
I want to get out of this life so badly
But when I try I seem to get pulled back deeper
All I want is to be wanted by someone
I just want to be loved by someone
I need to get out of this...
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ANGER POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 7:55pm
17th Oct 2011 7:55pm
I'm done with you
There you went
I knew what was happening
Was to good to be true
I knew you were going to blow up on me soon
The pin was pulled from the grenade
And there you went
Telling me I'm worthless
Making me feel like I'm nothing
Saying that I'm stupid and a failure
But what have you done with your life?
All you have is drugs and alcohol
You have pushed everyone away
And made yourself miserable
Now you want to make everyone else feel like that too
It was only a matter of time
Before you went back to your old ways
My hate for you came...
I knew what was happening
Was to good to be true
I knew you were going to blow up on me soon
The pin was pulled from the grenade
And there you went
Telling me I'm worthless
Making me feel like I'm nothing
Saying that I'm stupid and a failure
But what have you done with your life?
All you have is drugs and alcohol
You have pushed everyone away
And made yourself miserable
Now you want to make everyone else feel like that too
It was only a matter of time
Before you went back to your old ways
My hate for you came...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 4:32am
17th Oct 2011 4:32am
Pain running through me
Pain rushing through my veins
That's all there is inside of me
Pain and hurt caused by you
But you will never know
Because you are incapable of listening
Everything I say goes in one side and out the other
How do you think that makes me feel?
Why can't you just love me?
I'm your daughter
But you don't treat me that way
It's like you were forced to be my dad
And you never really cared about me
All you do is cause pain to run through me
That's all there is inside of me
Pain and hurt caused by you
But you will never know
Because you are incapable of listening
Everything I say goes in one side and out the other
How do you think that makes me feel?
Why can't you just love me?
I'm your daughter
But you don't treat me that way
It's like you were forced to be my dad
And you never really cared about me
All you do is cause pain to run through me
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