Submissions by blue2u (Bizarre Vendetta)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a published poet and Trained Master I am editing and putting together a book called "New Gods and New Monsters", looking for writers who want pieces published, mail for more info
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2019 3:00pm
2nd Jun 2019 3:00pm
a single thought
The water flows by
Fast and so cold
As cold as the eyes that look down upon me
No cross they will nail me to
Just an Albatros around my neck
The wind blows through me
Cuts like a knife
But not as sharp as the tongues
That makes me shudder with fear
The darkest comes quick
I can almost see
It is like the death
That some wish upon me
Fast and so cold
As cold as the eyes that look down upon me
No cross they will nail me to
Just an Albatros around my neck
The wind blows through me
Cuts like a knife
But not as sharp as the tongues
That makes me shudder with fear
The darkest comes quick
I can almost see
It is like the death
That some wish upon me
#dark
372 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2019 2:52pm
2nd Jun 2019 2:52pm
Angry with God
Alone in my room
Like I have always been
Blood seeps through the bandage
Of where I tried to cut your name
Now back here
Tarot cards displayed
I see the "hanged man"
"The three of swords"
"The Reaper" looking back at me
I want to be adored
Noticed even
I want you to love me
But that will never be
I am the man in the iron mask
And I wonder how long it took for you to forget me
Like I have always been
Blood seeps through the bandage
Of where I tried to cut your name
Now back here
Tarot cards displayed
I see the "hanged man"
"The three of swords"
"The Reaper" looking back at me
I want to be adored
Noticed even
I want you to love me
But that will never be
I am the man in the iron mask
And I wonder how long it took for you to forget me
#love
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#suicide
#IMissYou
428 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
1st Jun 2019 10:38am
1st Jun 2019 10:38am
bE NothIng
#depression
#loneliness
#heartbroken #suicide
#heartbroken #suicide
415 reads
EROTIC POEM
Published
30th May 2019 11:55am
30th May 2019 11:55am
The Truth and The Thoughts
#love
#hope
#motivational
#inspirational
#respect
640 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
30th May 2019 11:38am
30th May 2019 11:38am
Her Kisses
#lust
#dreams
#BDSM #passion
#BDSM #passion
643 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th May 2019 00:50am
30th May 2019 00:50am
La Mort des Amants
Nous aurons des lits pleins d'odeurs légères,
Des divans profonds comme des tombeaux,
Et d'étranges fleurs sur des étagères,
Ecloses pour nous sous des cieux plus beaux.
Usant à l'envi leurs chaleurs dernières,
Nos deux coeurs seront deux vastes flambeaux,
Qui réfléchiront leurs doubles lumières
Dans nos deux esprits, ces miroirs jumeaux.
Un soir fait de rose et de bleu mystique,
Nous échangerons un éclair unique,
Comme un long sanglot, tout chargé d'adieux;
Et plus tard un Ange, entr'ouvrant les portes,
Viendra...
Des divans profonds comme des tombeaux,
Et d'étranges fleurs sur des étagères,
Ecloses pour nous sous des cieux plus beaux.
Usant à l'envi leurs chaleurs dernières,
Nos deux coeurs seront deux vastes flambeaux,
Qui réfléchiront leurs doubles lumières
Dans nos deux esprits, ces miroirs jumeaux.
Un soir fait de rose et de bleu mystique,
Nous échangerons un éclair unique,
Comme un long sanglot, tout chargé d'adieux;
Et plus tard un Ange, entr'ouvrant les portes,
Viendra...
#anxiety
#dark
#death
#suicide
#despair
421 reads
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th May 2019 9:43am
29th May 2019 9:43am
a thought
I’m Rubin Blue and I’m ill.
That’s the first time I’ve ever said that ‘out loud’ so to speak. Since a life changing over the last years, my life has been in a steady decline – my mental health has spiraled downward so rapidly that it has at times made me dizzy thinking about it. Yes, it has got better, thanks to classmates, some lecturers, and my new family.
It started gradually; depression and anxiety taking a grip on my life and slowly tightening the screws until I snapped. It became harder and harder to get out of the house, panic attacks were becoming as commonplace as...
That’s the first time I’ve ever said that ‘out loud’ so to speak. Since a life changing over the last years, my life has been in a steady decline – my mental health has spiraled downward so rapidly that it has at times made me dizzy thinking about it. Yes, it has got better, thanks to classmates, some lecturers, and my new family.
It started gradually; depression and anxiety taking a grip on my life and slowly tightening the screws until I snapped. It became harder and harder to get out of the house, panic attacks were becoming as commonplace as...
#depression
559 reads
5 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th May 2019 9:37am
29th May 2019 9:37am
everybody hates me
I’m not good enough. My classmates hate me.
I don’t know what to do. WHY AM I HERE STILL?
I’m ready to give up. I am going to fail my degree.
That’s what I’ve been feeling these last few days, and but every human being on this planet goes through these periods of agony.
It doesn’t matter who you are. Being sound of mind doesn’t give you immunity from humanity.
During periods like these, I want to catapult myself into darkness and dark thoughts. And it doesn’t help that my voices remind me I am a loser.
One of the problems today is that people aren’t honest...
I don’t know what to do. WHY AM I HERE STILL?
I’m ready to give up. I am going to fail my degree.
That’s what I’ve been feeling these last few days, and but every human being on this planet goes through these periods of agony.
It doesn’t matter who you are. Being sound of mind doesn’t give you immunity from humanity.
During periods like these, I want to catapult myself into darkness and dark thoughts. And it doesn’t help that my voices remind me I am a loser.
One of the problems today is that people aren’t honest...
#depression
#loneliness
#MentalHealth
438 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
28th May 2019 10:51pm
28th May 2019 10:51pm
Goodbye from me and Goodbye from him
I want to be wanted
Not just for sex
Or what I can do
I want to be wanted by someone like who?
Not just for sex
Desire my mind and words
I want to be wanted by someone like who?
I am lost and feel so old
Desire my mind and soul
You can have my love and so much more
I am lost and feel so old
Until I look into your eyes
You can have my love and so much more
As long as you understand who I am
Until I look into your eyes
I will know then, I can make you sigh and know who I really am
Not just for sex
Or what I can do
I want to be wanted by someone like who?
Not just for sex
Desire my mind and words
I want to be wanted by someone like who?
I am lost and feel so old
Desire my mind and soul
You can have my love and so much more
I am lost and feel so old
Until I look into your eyes
You can have my love and so much more
As long as you understand who I am
Until I look into your eyes
I will know then, I can make you sigh and know who I really am
#depression
#regret
#loneliness
#FeelingLost
#disappointment
420 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th May 2019 6:08pm
28th May 2019 6:08pm
pain
I can't look at myself in the mirror
Notice the scars or tattoos on my arms
I feel lost and alone in my head
Awake rather in my warm bed
The past haunts me
More today than yesterday
If you see the old me in your dreams
It is because he left after the door closed behind me
Pissing the river, wondering who the brain police are?
Followed by a thousand kisses deep
Anyone can break a heart
But you should see what I can do to myself?
Twisted yes, but never bitter
I see only the mirror
I...
Notice the scars or tattoos on my arms
I feel lost and alone in my head
Awake rather in my warm bed
The past haunts me
More today than yesterday
If you see the old me in your dreams
It is because he left after the door closed behind me
Pissing the river, wondering who the brain police are?
Followed by a thousand kisses deep
Anyone can break a heart
But you should see what I can do to myself?
Twisted yes, but never bitter
I see only the mirror
I...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#dark
#suicide
544 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th May 2019 2:30pm
28th May 2019 2:30pm
Dancing Towards the Light
I see you dancing
as I am lost in the dark
casting images in my mind
a prism of my broken soul
dark blue and red
of the cuts and bruises in my skin
reflecting my soon to come end
A dancing image of never to be
of an old poet
Master and broken man
light and dark in my mind
I will be lonely tomorrow
and much more tonight
whispering voices haunt me
As I stupidly fall
a glimpse of the beauty
of eyes so deep
catch me, as the razor falls
Hands tremble
the darkness loses me
dancing with...
as I am lost in the dark
casting images in my mind
a prism of my broken soul
dark blue and red
of the cuts and bruises in my skin
reflecting my soon to come end
A dancing image of never to be
of an old poet
Master and broken man
light and dark in my mind
I will be lonely tomorrow
and much more tonight
whispering voices haunt me
As I stupidly fall
a glimpse of the beauty
of eyes so deep
catch me, as the razor falls
Hands tremble
the darkness loses me
dancing with...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#death
#emptiness
#nightmares
412 reads
3 Comments
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