Submissions by beanbandit (Unfate the death shaman)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
In a half dead state, maybe comatose, I sorta chose this type of life over an overdose, and notice ghosts of a past that almost no one knows, except for maybe through a poets prose...
DRUGS POEM
Published
7th Jul 2016 3:53pm
7th Jul 2016 3:53pm
In the bag
Aw fuckin hell
He's actin like he's in the bag again
Getting so high
Only lucifer can see me
from the vatican
And that's just me looking in the mirror
While I walk the path that I ascend
I am not bananas
Just the crate they put bananas in
I'm that akin
to beasts of burden
But am I the horse
Or the one who tightens
The straps of saddles in
I take myself back to school
In my mind
I'm Billy Madison
You wanna be high too
Well baby I'm your madicine
I just sit here crazy
Inside my walls
Going mad...
He's actin like he's in the bag again
Getting so high
Only lucifer can see me
from the vatican
And that's just me looking in the mirror
While I walk the path that I ascend
I am not bananas
Just the crate they put bananas in
I'm that akin
to beasts of burden
But am I the horse
Or the one who tightens
The straps of saddles in
I take myself back to school
In my mind
I'm Billy Madison
You wanna be high too
Well baby I'm your madicine
I just sit here crazy
Inside my walls
Going mad...
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7 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
7th Jul 2016 7:02am
7th Jul 2016 7:02am
Human
Oh am I human in my heart
or does the beast lay in my brain
should I seek truth from the stars
or is it my lie's yours the same
who were we feeding from the start
are we the fruit that shall remain
in love of hatred torn apart
to play hells heaven as a game
cursed is my reality
left cursing my duality
this curse that is my sanity
I thirst for my mistakes
Oh am I divine in my soul
trapped in the demon of my flesh
tell if this realms mine to control
with all its seasons second guessed
will all my evils take their toll
or will...
or does the beast lay in my brain
should I seek truth from the stars
or is it my lie's yours the same
who were we feeding from the start
are we the fruit that shall remain
in love of hatred torn apart
to play hells heaven as a game
cursed is my reality
left cursing my duality
this curse that is my sanity
I thirst for my mistakes
Oh am I divine in my soul
trapped in the demon of my flesh
tell if this realms mine to control
with all its seasons second guessed
will all my evils take their toll
or will...
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5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Jul 2016 6:59am
7th Jul 2016 6:59am
Starlight fall
Starlight fall
as the twilight's surrounding
come need me all
or forget that you found me
wrap your tea leaves around me
and sip the stardust groundings
Starlight fall
and leave the moon so lonely
teach me to crawl
until the scars are running bone deep
and I stand and you don't know me
while I breathe you and you only
Starlight fall
and lay here with me spinning
stay past the dawn
each day a new beginning
two strangers but we're willing
to find what life is giving
when the
Starlight
falls
as the twilight's surrounding
come need me all
or forget that you found me
wrap your tea leaves around me
and sip the stardust groundings
Starlight fall
and leave the moon so lonely
teach me to crawl
until the scars are running bone deep
and I stand and you don't know me
while I breathe you and you only
Starlight fall
and lay here with me spinning
stay past the dawn
each day a new beginning
two strangers but we're willing
to find what life is giving
when the
Starlight
falls
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Jul 2016 4:48pm
6th Jul 2016 4:48pm
Proof of me
I got a potty mouth
So everyday I'm pooping me
Who is he?
Not he who think
his shit don't stink
Just don't ever be confusing me
With all these other
Fruitless trees
I'm going nuts
So i harvest those
And give it all to you
For free
Cupid has a semiautomatic
And everyday he shoots at me
So I tell you that I love you all
And sit and grin inside my stupid glee
All I see is truth
And that's all I can give to you
Indeed
Heed my song but don't get me wrong
Only listen if you truly feel
That you've the need
Know...
So everyday I'm pooping me
Who is he?
Not he who think
his shit don't stink
Just don't ever be confusing me
With all these other
Fruitless trees
I'm going nuts
So i harvest those
And give it all to you
For free
Cupid has a semiautomatic
And everyday he shoots at me
So I tell you that I love you all
And sit and grin inside my stupid glee
All I see is truth
And that's all I can give to you
Indeed
Heed my song but don't get me wrong
Only listen if you truly feel
That you've the need
Know...
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10 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Jul 2016 12:38pm
6th Jul 2016 12:38pm
Sleep
I can only dream of sleep
But that’s impossible you see
Cause I cant even sleep
To make the makings of a scene
That’s only seen when my eyes are closed
It only seems obscene cause my eyelids wont
And I chalk up another night where I lie awoke
And I invoke the sleeplessness of the later day
And stay awake
My last shred of patience wasted just to wait for day
And the way's been paved
By the sleep drain from the night before
And I implore the sand man to come and save me
To come and slay my...
But that’s impossible you see
Cause I cant even sleep
To make the makings of a scene
That’s only seen when my eyes are closed
It only seems obscene cause my eyelids wont
And I chalk up another night where I lie awoke
And I invoke the sleeplessness of the later day
And stay awake
My last shred of patience wasted just to wait for day
And the way's been paved
By the sleep drain from the night before
And I implore the sand man to come and save me
To come and slay my...
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2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Jul 2016 7:26am
5th Jul 2016 7:26am
HELL oN eARTH
Last night it seemed I awoke from a dream and, I was falling feelin small and screamin...
Damn... Where are we... and why are we in this hand basket?
Last night it seemed I awoke to a dream and, I was fallin feelin small and screamin, feelin like Im feenin for my demons they fleein, and it seems that I can see them, but then again man, I feel that they can see me
But this aint christian rap,
Naw preacher this aint that,
this is an infant suckin on a titty with
a tat and all he's gettin is similac,
Again this aint christian rap,
Sorry pastor this...
Damn... Where are we... and why are we in this hand basket?
Last night it seemed I awoke to a dream and, I was fallin feelin small and screamin, feelin like Im feenin for my demons they fleein, and it seems that I can see them, but then again man, I feel that they can see me
But this aint christian rap,
Naw preacher this aint that,
this is an infant suckin on a titty with
a tat and all he's gettin is similac,
Again this aint christian rap,
Sorry pastor this...
828 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
5th Jul 2016 7:25am
5th Jul 2016 7:25am
New dealer
I had my first doctor visit
Thursday
Told him about my drug dependencies
Insomnias, incessant rhymes
“Let’s be honest.”
So I told him lots of things
Told him how my family told me
“we think you’ve got a problem D”
That mine was just a squalid dream
Because I thought I could write a lot of words
Sell them for a dollar each
And if I sold enough then
I would finally have a lot of green
What do you teach a toddler
Who could follow all the thoughts of teens?
98th percentile on every test and S.A.T.
Then turns around...
Thursday
Told him about my drug dependencies
Insomnias, incessant rhymes
“Let’s be honest.”
So I told him lots of things
Told him how my family told me
“we think you’ve got a problem D”
That mine was just a squalid dream
Because I thought I could write a lot of words
Sell them for a dollar each
And if I sold enough then
I would finally have a lot of green
What do you teach a toddler
Who could follow all the thoughts of teens?
98th percentile on every test and S.A.T.
Then turns around...
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3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
4th Jul 2016 10:54pm
4th Jul 2016 10:54pm
All with my hands
I'll tear the whole world down,
brick by brick,
and move it all with my hands
till it fills all the pits,
of the empty in our hearts
and every part will fit,
and with my nails I will dig
a new foundation deep,
and require no sacrifice
and demand no sheep
our work will be the walls
with the mortar mixed with with blood
but it will only have spilled
by the work we have done,
and we will build no windows,
there will be no need
only open air holes
for us to feel the breeze
and our world will have no ceilings
save for...
brick by brick,
and move it all with my hands
till it fills all the pits,
of the empty in our hearts
and every part will fit,
and with my nails I will dig
a new foundation deep,
and require no sacrifice
and demand no sheep
our work will be the walls
with the mortar mixed with with blood
but it will only have spilled
by the work we have done,
and we will build no windows,
there will be no need
only open air holes
for us to feel the breeze
and our world will have no ceilings
save for...
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Jul 2016 10:54pm
4th Jul 2016 10:54pm
the devil told me
This is what the devil told me
heavens cold and oh so lonely
ever since the world had stole me
to fill me with all things unholy
twist me pull me squeeze and mould me
show me scenes of time unfolding
from earth bruised feet
and friends that stone me
to nanotubes for mind controlling
all the while angels scolding
my mood and mind and it’s meager holdings
they mean well but they don’t know me
I was born surviving soul free
so with strained words spoken sorely
I’ll tell you what the devil told me
take these word and hear their warning...
heavens cold and oh so lonely
ever since the world had stole me
to fill me with all things unholy
twist me pull me squeeze and mould me
show me scenes of time unfolding
from earth bruised feet
and friends that stone me
to nanotubes for mind controlling
all the while angels scolding
my mood and mind and it’s meager holdings
they mean well but they don’t know me
I was born surviving soul free
so with strained words spoken sorely
I’ll tell you what the devil told me
take these word and hear their warning...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Jul 2016 7:55am
4th Jul 2016 7:55am
walk
Well the years start by, with a constant laugh, most people try to hurry, I just walk my ass, to what ever might come and make each walk my last, now what do you suppose would be the cost of that?
I hear grown folks talkin that important talk, in a hurry to get to the places that I walk, their faces all strained mine smudged with chalk, face pressed to an outline while they stand and gawk
I sure do hope that I can notice hope, even thought my eyes burn through all the blue smoke, feel like I've had my fill but with my will I won't, I'll never see the day that I'm a leave it...
I hear grown folks talkin that important talk, in a hurry to get to the places that I walk, their faces all strained mine smudged with chalk, face pressed to an outline while they stand and gawk
I sure do hope that I can notice hope, even thought my eyes burn through all the blue smoke, feel like I've had my fill but with my will I won't, I'll never see the day that I'm a leave it...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jul 2016 3:08am
4th Jul 2016 3:08am
unkind
questions resonating from the echos of the mind,
leave my life defied then tried and redefined,
I die and try to fly but can't seem to get it right,
so I crash land on the ground ramming dirt into my eye,
and I see now that I'm blind, how my song has been unkind,
and I'm still trying to get inside you but I'm still too full of spite,
and too long ago did pride just leave me with a snide,
remark about the size of my heart and I'm not surprised,
lying crying in delight I find the world was never mine,
so I give it back to you in hopes that you'll do fine
leave my life defied then tried and redefined,
I die and try to fly but can't seem to get it right,
so I crash land on the ground ramming dirt into my eye,
and I see now that I'm blind, how my song has been unkind,
and I'm still trying to get inside you but I'm still too full of spite,
and too long ago did pride just leave me with a snide,
remark about the size of my heart and I'm not surprised,
lying crying in delight I find the world was never mine,
so I give it back to you in hopes that you'll do fine
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2016 11:48pm
3rd Jul 2016 11:48pm
"I Love you"
He said "I Love you"
And he gave her a kiss
He said "I Love you"
As he swung his fist
He said "I Love you"
As he kneeled with a ring
He said "I Love you"
As he left her with nothing
He said "I Love you"
Bought her a Cadillac
He said "I Love you"
Called her bitch, and took it back
He said "I Love you"
Every time they made love
He said "I Love you"
But only after he'd cum
He said "I Love you"
And that his only was her
He said "I...
And he gave her a kiss
He said "I Love you"
As he swung his fist
He said "I Love you"
As he kneeled with a ring
He said "I Love you"
As he left her with nothing
He said "I Love you"
Bought her a Cadillac
He said "I Love you"
Called her bitch, and took it back
He said "I Love you"
Every time they made love
He said "I Love you"
But only after he'd cum
He said "I Love you"
And that his only was her
He said "I...
895 reads
11 Comments
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