Submissions by arsastar (astaroth..)

The restless static in my head.
Static that reaches my bed. No comfort here, turn back to see everything engulfed in static and noise. It rings and clashes at your head. Uncomfortable feelings of dread. Persistently upset. Unsatisfied, unreal, unkempt. Distaste of human race, it's pounding at the walls. Let it out hurry up! It's gonna be too late soon. It'll get in and go straight for the jugular. I'm not moving but I'm trying. My body is refusing its instructions. I look down to see my legs all fuzzy, muddled, and wrapped in static. Gotta hurry! I open the door to ear piercing screams....

I can't believe you thought gore would make you sick
when you're the only one who's truly sick
craving to put a head on stick
you're ultimately deranged
purely full of rage
no longer afraid of pain
what are you anymore?
A mind-wrecked monster?
You want to brandish your claws and sink them into someone's throat
A crazed lunatic with a bloodlust always unquenched
And a mind so goddamn entrenched
In the reality that time must persist
I am the monster that lurks within
searching for victim to forcefully end
I want to fight...

The wind is harsh
But will I crumble?

Every gust a thrash
The breeze pushes me
To my knees
And I don’t know how to move onward
Thus I’m stuck in a scene
A never ending flashback
The only sense of relief is a dream
Cause nothing decides to repeat
So I’m awake when I sleep

Every moment has been foreseen
Every day simply on repeat
And the wind pushes harder
Harder than it ever has before
Suddenly my legs give in
And I’m left floating in the wind
Back to my thin ends
Where the rope tangles...

Puzzle oh puzzle
How may I solve you
Your mind is demise
And your soul will haunt you
And puzzle oh puzzle
Will you open your eyes?
Or are you still too scared of what others may find?
Do you guard a treasure or nothing at all
Or are you just scared to show people who you are

Yes I am afraid, for you may detain
My empty body and wrap it in chains
I know how much I can do
Whether good or bad my strength shouldn't be taken lightly
Can you even look at me, let alone slightly
If I open myself up you will fear me
Run...