Submissions by airhugs
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm not sure I'm a poet but I like to write.
Dreamy

#sex
#lover
#sensual #passion
#sensual #passion
262 reads
4 Comments
My Twin Flame Thingy
Overthinking leads to exhaustion.
Exhaustion leads to depression.
I only know one side.
My side.
You need your space.
You went silent.
I call it going dark.
At least you didn’t ghost this time.
You need to heal yourself.
The silence is still torment.
I am flawed.
Am I obsessing?
I wonder how you’re doing.
You ran again though you said you wouldn’t.
You always say opposite of your actions.
I don’t know what you think.
I don’t know your reasons.
It’s out of my control.
When you hurt, I hurt. That’s all I...
Exhaustion leads to depression.
I only know one side.
My side.
You need your space.
You went silent.
I call it going dark.
At least you didn’t ghost this time.
You need to heal yourself.
The silence is still torment.
I am flawed.
Am I obsessing?
I wonder how you’re doing.
You ran again though you said you wouldn’t.
You always say opposite of your actions.
I don’t know what you think.
I don’t know your reasons.
It’s out of my control.
When you hurt, I hurt. That’s all I...
#fate
#spiritual
#TruthOfLife
129 reads
0 Comments
Pains of Love
Up and down
Happy, sad
Smiles to uncontrollable tears...
I miss you so much
It's out of my control
One of my biggest fears...
Stop overanalyzing I tell myself
I feel so lost
you're my biggest regret...
Not that we have been in touch
But that I didn't let
What I wanted to happen happen.
In the beginning I felt so much hurt
I struggled to realize
What I wanted
It's too late now
Can't go backwards
Let go of the past
It will only drown us.
Happy, sad
Smiles to uncontrollable tears...
I miss you so much
It's out of my control
One of my biggest fears...
Stop overanalyzing I tell myself
I feel so lost
you're my biggest regret...
Not that we have been in touch
But that I didn't let
What I wanted to happen happen.
In the beginning I felt so much hurt
I struggled to realize
What I wanted
It's too late now
Can't go backwards
Let go of the past
It will only drown us.
#regret
#heartbroken
#disappointment
204 reads
2 Comments
Alcoholic Pattern

#grief
#confusion
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
204 reads
1 Comment
I Can't Stand This!

#anger
#anxiety
#hate
#heartbroken
#confusion
210 reads
6 Comments
Screw You
Screw you.
Even though I love you.
Screw you.
I don't want to feel used.
I don't deserve to be abused.
Why do you always discard me and run?
Forgive me, Guess this is how you have your fun?
When you pick up a drink,
You never stop and think.
My love for you is undying.
Stop sneaking around and lying.
If you want me like you say you do.
Then stop it ALL. Screw YOU!
Even though I love you.
Screw you.
I don't want to feel used.
I don't deserve to be abused.
Why do you always discard me and run?
Forgive me, Guess this is how you have your fun?
When you pick up a drink,
You never stop and think.
My love for you is undying.
Stop sneaking around and lying.
If you want me like you say you do.
Then stop it ALL. Screw YOU!
#sadness
#anger
#dark
#heartbroken
#frustration
500 reads
14 Comments
Troubled Mind
My heart breaks for you.
It's shattered over a bottle.
Why do you do it? Why do you drink?
Nevermind I know it's not what I think.
A disease, an addiction...
It's not my fault.
It hurts that we had to come to a halt.
I hope you get the help you need.
This whole situation I must concede.
But my mind is so troubled.
My thoughts are so jumbled.
I can't help but feel somewhat responsible.
Am I your trigger, is it possible?
Talk to...
It's shattered over a bottle.
Why do you do it? Why do you drink?
Nevermind I know it's not what I think.
A disease, an addiction...
It's not my fault.
It hurts that we had to come to a halt.
I hope you get the help you need.
This whole situation I must concede.
But my mind is so troubled.
My thoughts are so jumbled.
I can't help but feel somewhat responsible.
Am I your trigger, is it possible?
Talk to...
#sadness
#conflict
#disappointment #separation
#disappointment #separation
474 reads
7 Comments
My Mother the Drunk

#sadness
#anger
#hate
#frustration
#disappointment
389 reads
6 Comments
It's Alright
He is in love with the cheerleader dream
He has it over and over.
Where they are at the park
In the dark.
They stay in the car
Kissing and loving.
She wears his letter jacket
He keeps her warm.
Wrapped together
Cute as can be.
Young in love
And feeling so free.
His hands move under her sweater
Making out.
She doesn’t know what to do
But has no doubt.
She wants him and he wants her too.
Romantic kissing, heavy breathing.
Pounding hearts, rapid...
He has it over and over.
Where they are at the park
In the dark.
They stay in the car
Kissing and loving.
She wears his letter jacket
He keeps her warm.
Wrapped together
Cute as can be.
Young in love
And feeling so free.
His hands move under her sweater
Making out.
She doesn’t know what to do
But has no doubt.
She wants him and he wants her too.
Romantic kissing, heavy breathing.
Pounding hearts, rapid...
#love
#boyfriend
#romantic
#FirstLove
#dating
303 reads
7 Comments
Do For You
I miss you so much.
It reels so raw.
Where did you go?
I love you so.
I hate goodbyes.
All you said was stay safe.
I guess time will tell.
But I miss you like hell.
I hope you come back.
and we can figure this out.
I feel lost without you.
But do what you need to do.
It reels so raw.
Where did you go?
I love you so.
I hate goodbyes.
All you said was stay safe.
I guess time will tell.
But I miss you like hell.
I hope you come back.
and we can figure this out.
I feel lost without you.
But do what you need to do.
#sadness
#heartbroken
#confusion
305 reads
1 Comment
Disgust
He turns into a rodent when he rages.
Like a a rat I wish to kick to the curb.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Reversed and relapsing
into an ugly beast.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Soul crushing hate. Disgust spews.
I detest that I am wrapped so tightly under his wing.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Demonic. Oh the demons I am fighting.
Horrific gruesome demons.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Horns, Fire, Displeasure. Misery. Such a nightmare of words...
Like a a rat I wish to kick to the curb.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Reversed and relapsing
into an ugly beast.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Soul crushing hate. Disgust spews.
I detest that I am wrapped so tightly under his wing.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Demonic. Oh the demons I am fighting.
Horrific gruesome demons.
Excuses. Blame. Offensive. No shame.
Horns, Fire, Displeasure. Misery. Such a nightmare of words...
#anger
#regret
#hate
#dark
#despair
395 reads
4 Comments
To Touch You Again

#lust
#sex
#lover
#sensual
#passion
529 reads
8 Comments
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