Submissions by Whyteowl28
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write to get things off my chest.
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
27th Dec 2015 1:46am
27th Dec 2015 1:46am
my thoughts
It's not bad enough that I feel alone and that I have no one to talk to about anything, I've got to sit here with the facts of my life like I don't have any of my kids with me the way I want them to be. I can barely talk to any of em. I've played major roles in the deterioration of all my relationships I've ever had. Including the one I'm in now. I can't be happy. I don't deserve it. I've made everyone else unhappy. I don't know what I want or what to think or feel. I know I want something more, something that I can't get as far as communicating, sex, and openness. I want to be able to talk...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2015 3:18pm
23rd Dec 2015 3:18pm
untitled
You were supposed to be the
Queen of my angels
Keep me safe from all dangers
But you planted a seed full of angers
Makes me feel like one of those headbangers
Stuck in mental institution in hell
Seems to be no limitations I can tell
To the venomous words you use
To light the big bangs fuse
I've been so disabused
It makes me so miserable
To keep getting played the fool
In thinking you want us too
Bad enough to change your attitude
Like I've changed my point of view
To focus solely on you
Which wasn't good enough ...
Queen of my angels
Keep me safe from all dangers
But you planted a seed full of angers
Makes me feel like one of those headbangers
Stuck in mental institution in hell
Seems to be no limitations I can tell
To the venomous words you use
To light the big bangs fuse
I've been so disabused
It makes me so miserable
To keep getting played the fool
In thinking you want us too
Bad enough to change your attitude
Like I've changed my point of view
To focus solely on you
Which wasn't good enough ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2015 3:06pm
23rd Dec 2015 3:06pm
untitled
So lonely, cold and lost
No ones here
I've paid the price At a steep cost
My happiness and tears
I need a change for my heart
A break from my pain
A fresh new start
An escape from the slain
My heart soul and dreams
Defeated by devious schemes
Made by envious teams
That have Mischievous means
The ones who were closest to me
Who meant the most to me
The world to me
They were the ones I counted on
Depended on
put it all out on the line for
just for
them to turn they backs on ...
No ones here
I've paid the price At a steep cost
My happiness and tears
I need a change for my heart
A break from my pain
A fresh new start
An escape from the slain
My heart soul and dreams
Defeated by devious schemes
Made by envious teams
That have Mischievous means
The ones who were closest to me
Who meant the most to me
The world to me
They were the ones I counted on
Depended on
put it all out on the line for
just for
them to turn they backs on ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Mar 2014 1:42am
9th Mar 2014 1:42am
Can't go on
I must be mute cuz nobody hears me
Nobody listens they just let me be
Friends ain't friends if the bond ain't there
Feelings blow away in thin air
I try to explain try to say I can't talk
But words got said that leave my heart in chalk
You don't care you just yell as I walk
Any thing to make me hurt
To lower my worth
Using your words as gas
The past as a match
They ignite so fast
I Spontaneously combust
You relax
I beg you to put me out
You shoot me down before I can finish
You won't even listen
I scream in pain ...
Nobody listens they just let me be
Friends ain't friends if the bond ain't there
Feelings blow away in thin air
I try to explain try to say I can't talk
But words got said that leave my heart in chalk
You don't care you just yell as I walk
Any thing to make me hurt
To lower my worth
Using your words as gas
The past as a match
They ignite so fast
I Spontaneously combust
You relax
I beg you to put me out
You shoot me down before I can finish
You won't even listen
I scream in pain ...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
24th May 2013 3:34am
24th May 2013 3:34am
thoughts about my world
As days go by
Another nite to cry
24 hours without them by my side
Pain builds up and no one knows
I show strength so it don't show
So that my kids don't know its killing me without them in my world
The laughter of my youngest girl my summerangel the last of my unanswered prayers how do they dare steal her ad their own but one day she will find her way home
The smile of my youngest son
Daddy's demonbugg i miss the way we snuggled and hug you may be young but you'll soon see how mean your mother has been cuz of me and for that I'm for always sorry
And the...
Another nite to cry
24 hours without them by my side
Pain builds up and no one knows
I show strength so it don't show
So that my kids don't know its killing me without them in my world
The laughter of my youngest girl my summerangel the last of my unanswered prayers how do they dare steal her ad their own but one day she will find her way home
The smile of my youngest son
Daddy's demonbugg i miss the way we snuggled and hug you may be young but you'll soon see how mean your mother has been cuz of me and for that I'm for always sorry
And the...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
25th Sep 2012 9:44am
25th Sep 2012 9:44am
my demise
Im a head lookin for my neck to make me move this way and that the one that's got my back the donkey to my shrek been thru hell tartarus is next runnin with monsters no time to rest their words sharper than an ax hearts colder than boreas im tired of fallin flat on my ass slippin on memories of the past cuz i thought i found love but love didnt last now there's no holdin back on a quest hopefully its the rite path im searchin for wat i don't have so now i make a pact either with god or the devil its time i move on to the next level enough of bein dragged thru gravel body bruised from battle...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
7th Sep 2012 00:27am
7th Sep 2012 00:27am
its a puzzle
Little by little bit by bit
We strive to make the pieces fit
Placing them here and there
Turning them this way and that
Make sure there's no piece to spare
Separate the ones that are flat
Build your outline and base
Watch your picture take shape
Matching bits with ease
While others seem like a tease
The way they seem to never fit
Jus wen you think you got it
The circles to big
The holes to small
Parts left with a gaping hole
Sometimes makes you think parts were stole
We aggitatedly make a bad choice
Try to make parts fit...
We strive to make the pieces fit
Placing them here and there
Turning them this way and that
Make sure there's no piece to spare
Separate the ones that are flat
Build your outline and base
Watch your picture take shape
Matching bits with ease
While others seem like a tease
The way they seem to never fit
Jus wen you think you got it
The circles to big
The holes to small
Parts left with a gaping hole
Sometimes makes you think parts were stole
We aggitatedly make a bad choice
Try to make parts fit...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Jul 2012 8:42am
12th Jul 2012 8:42am
Friends
Friends are to last for life and beyond
They are molded and designed
to last for all of time
love always fades like the leaves that fall in autumn
as love ends,life begins
Friends fill the void in
rules are made to be bent
hearts meant to be broken
if we live life to the fullest
friends and all are left out spoken
as long as your not token
you will rememberthe times of life
without all of the strife
They are molded and designed
to last for all of time
love always fades like the leaves that fall in autumn
as love ends,life begins
Friends fill the void in
rules are made to be bent
hearts meant to be broken
if we live life to the fullest
friends and all are left out spoken
as long as your not token
you will rememberthe times of life
without all of the strife
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Jul 2012 8:28am
12th Jul 2012 8:28am
Untitled
Submitted about 1 month ago
Some people say they love me
I really doubt some do
But I still wonder if it's true
Im not asking for you to be my wife
I just want to know if you'll always be by my side
I'm the one that people call on for help
Thats okay with me though
But when I need help, where are they?
Nobody knows what I am going through
They should try to walk in my shoes
Nobody knows the pain I have
They'd tell me f***, have some more drugs
So when I tell you the past
I beg of you not to laugh
I ask of you to know who I am...
Some people say they love me
I really doubt some do
But I still wonder if it's true
Im not asking for you to be my wife
I just want to know if you'll always be by my side
I'm the one that people call on for help
Thats okay with me though
But when I need help, where are they?
Nobody knows what I am going through
They should try to walk in my shoes
Nobody knows the pain I have
They'd tell me f***, have some more drugs
So when I tell you the past
I beg of you not to laugh
I ask of you to know who I am...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jul 2012 7:50pm
4th Jul 2012 7:50pm
So a halo she must wear
Wen nobody else is there
She is with a smile
So a halo she must wear
Wen I shed my single tear
She's there to catch it
So a halo she must wear
Wen I can't see anything clear
Shes there to light the dark
So a halo she must wear
Painfully my heart sings
My worlds crashing down
She is there with her wings
So she is there
Wings flapping next to me
So a halo she must wear
I run my fingers thru her hair
Thrilled to be able to touch her
So a halo she must wear
Wen the worlds against me ...
She is with a smile
So a halo she must wear
Wen I shed my single tear
She's there to catch it
So a halo she must wear
Wen I can't see anything clear
Shes there to light the dark
So a halo she must wear
Painfully my heart sings
My worlds crashing down
She is there with her wings
So she is there
Wings flapping next to me
So a halo she must wear
I run my fingers thru her hair
Thrilled to be able to touch her
So a halo she must wear
Wen the worlds against me ...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Jul 2012 7:49pm
4th Jul 2012 7:49pm
Dear ma
Its been so long since you were here so long without you near able to talk and laugh so long dealin alone with this crap i liked havin you to fall back havin you able to make me relax even if only a lil im tired of feelin so little your passin wasnt sudden but it still left me alone and emptied goin downhill on a ten speed no brakes or pedals to stop me or slow me down feelin like ima crash and burn to the ground family connection lost broke by the quite sound of a phone ringin on december the 3rd of 2010 at 940 in the evinin nurses callin rite after us leavin seein you for the final moments...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2012 8:44pm
3rd Jul 2012 8:44pm
Wat she is to me
Words for a poem meant for you
never got read inside my tomb
You broke into my sepulcher
How when nobody could before?
You've picked all the locks
To hide your heart in all my spots
From my stomach to my heart
It's time I played my part
We'll start off as friends
So close we start setting trends
Weeks pass as we get close
Sharing secrets that no one knows
Time lingers on
Your such a phenomenon
I can get lost in your eyes
Not realizing how time flys
Losing track of reality
This is better than I thought it could be ...
never got read inside my tomb
You broke into my sepulcher
How when nobody could before?
You've picked all the locks
To hide your heart in all my spots
From my stomach to my heart
It's time I played my part
We'll start off as friends
So close we start setting trends
Weeks pass as we get close
Sharing secrets that no one knows
Time lingers on
Your such a phenomenon
I can get lost in your eyes
Not realizing how time flys
Losing track of reality
This is better than I thought it could be ...
733 reads
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