Submissions by Whitefeather

Drowning myself for years
It was something I got used to
Masking thoughts that brought me tears
Doing things I never wanted to do

I broke your heart in many ways
Even though I already lost it
I longed for you to stay
That invisible line.. I never meant to cross it

I hit my rock bottom
An unfortunate way for a wake up call
The self medication made me dumb and rotten
I will rise up after my dark and lonely fall

I never stopped loving you
I needed to make things right
I'm getting the help I always needed to ...

Something was always missing
A life of feeling empty
An uphill battle I was always losing
Not knowing what was wrong with me

Like the coffee stain left behind
Becoming a permanent ring from the cup
Seemingly no solution in sight
All I had to do was look up

I was only seeing the wrong
Not looking at any future
Everyday my "woe is me" song
I didn't know life until I met her

So the path was laid before me
A lot of obstacles in the way
I saw Jude the definition of true beauty
Becoming the Sunshine to my...

The process has begun
The world seems so still
My limbs have become numb
A cool rush to my lips as the tub begins to fill
Into the mystic, goodbye everyone

My body feels so cold
Needle pricks all around
I'm sorry my body is in your household
The sirens they become a muffled sound
I will always be 26 years old