Submissions by TrueLover (Meganne)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello. Poetry is one of the ways I’m best at communicating. All the poems I write are from personal experiences and battles I’ve gone through. I hope to relate to and or inspire readers.
Locked in a cage with anxiety
Why is it that the simplilesst of things makes me panic?
Drowning in all these thoughts makes me feel like the titanic;
Lost at sea,
Waiting for someone to discover the shell that once was me.
It is hard for me to meet new people because I feel like a disapointment,
I could possibly prepare myself If only I were clairvoyant.
I'm trapped but the only one who can set me free is the person who put me in this cage,
I trapped myself some how and I know that sounds so strange.
I didnt choose to close...
Drowning in all these thoughts makes me feel like the titanic;
Lost at sea,
Waiting for someone to discover the shell that once was me.
It is hard for me to meet new people because I feel like a disapointment,
I could possibly prepare myself If only I were clairvoyant.
I'm trapped but the only one who can set me free is the person who put me in this cage,
I trapped myself some how and I know that sounds so strange.
I didnt choose to close...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
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You left abruptly now it’s too late for closure
You were over flowing with toxicity,
So we had to break free,
even though it broke us internaally.
We're going to blame ourselvesl for walking out on you,
but we won't be weighed down by all you put us through.
We just wanted your love,
Your guidance,
Your strength, Your honesty,
and despite the lack of these things we love you unconditionally.
If you really wanted us to stay in your life, and to walk by your side.
You wouldnt have hurt us and ran away to hide.
We've tried for years to relight the spark, ...
So we had to break free,
even though it broke us internaally.
We're going to blame ourselvesl for walking out on you,
but we won't be weighed down by all you put us through.
We just wanted your love,
Your guidance,
Your strength, Your honesty,
and despite the lack of these things we love you unconditionally.
If you really wanted us to stay in your life, and to walk by your side.
You wouldnt have hurt us and ran away to hide.
We've tried for years to relight the spark, ...
#grief
#death
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2 Comments
Fighting to live
All I want to do is die,
Not lay here and cry.
But I refuse to grab the blade,
So here I've stayed.
I have so much to live for,
Yet I still imagine my blood starting to pour.
If I were dead,
maybe these demons would finally leave my head.
There have been so many times I have tried,
If I didn't tell you than you'd never know becuase I haven’t died.
I guess it isn't my time,
But in the end I am so far from fine.
I know I often take it out on you,
I am so...
Not lay here and cry.
But I refuse to grab the blade,
So here I've stayed.
I have so much to live for,
Yet I still imagine my blood starting to pour.
If I were dead,
maybe these demons would finally leave my head.
There have been so many times I have tried,
If I didn't tell you than you'd never know becuase I haven’t died.
I guess it isn't my time,
But in the end I am so far from fine.
I know I often take it out on you,
I am so...
#depression
#suicide
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6 Comments
A letter to suicide
You crave souls because you're greedy,
You take souls because you're needy.
You claim to be starving,
So you sit and watch as people grab their razors and start carving.
You are nothing more than a cowardly fool,
Watching the innocent souls seeking death makes you drool.
You sit and wait for the the mental pain to get out of control,
When souls leave their bodies you swallow them whole.
Some feel you are an escape but you are no Friend,
You'll never be a helping hand.
You...
You take souls because you're needy.
You claim to be starving,
So you sit and watch as people grab their razors and start carving.
You are nothing more than a cowardly fool,
Watching the innocent souls seeking death makes you drool.
You sit and wait for the the mental pain to get out of control,
When souls leave their bodies you swallow them whole.
Some feel you are an escape but you are no Friend,
You'll never be a helping hand.
You...
#depression
#dark
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3 Comments
Unaware
You said that you care.
You said you'd be there.
You said for me you'd go anywhere.
I opened up and you still have secrets that you wont share.
You are facing a simular battle and your judgement towards me isn't fair.
When you asked me to hear you out I pulled up a chair.
To judge or hurt you I wouldnt dare.
Your Love and support were things you just couldn't spare.
Trust for others for me was rare.
You manipulated me and I was complety unaware.
You said you'd be there.
You said for me you'd go anywhere.
I opened up and you still have secrets that you wont share.
You are facing a simular battle and your judgement towards me isn't fair.
When you asked me to hear you out I pulled up a chair.
To judge or hurt you I wouldnt dare.
Your Love and support were things you just couldn't spare.
Trust for others for me was rare.
You manipulated me and I was complety unaware.
#depression
#betrayal
#hurt
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Execution
execution
I know it shouldn't be this way, but getting out of bed makes me feel like I am heading to the gallows.
The pain inside from words of judgments while I'm looking in the mirror feels like my heart is being pierced by arrows.
Even though this mental battle feels like it consumes me it is easy to disguise.
Maybe a part of me wants to be lead to my demise.
I know it shouldn't be this way, but getting out of bed makes me feel like I am heading to the gallows.
The pain inside from words of judgments while I'm looking in the mirror feels like my heart is being pierced by arrows.
Even though this mental battle feels like it consumes me it is easy to disguise.
Maybe a part of me wants to be lead to my demise.
#depression
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Your words were almost fatal
I thought my heart was broken and my soul was crushed before,
Yet some how the words you said knocked me to the floor.
After that I felt like a worthless, toxic, fool shattered by betrayal,
The solution I came to was going to be catastrophically fatal.
Yet some how the words you said knocked me to the floor.
After that I felt like a worthless, toxic, fool shattered by betrayal,
The solution I came to was going to be catastrophically fatal.
#depression
#betrayal
#hurt
460 reads
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Shattered
You were once someone I came to about my inner demons intagonizing me and sufficating me from within,
You said that you understood and would support me through this, but you stabbed me in the back and I don't think I'll ever trust you again.
I've been hurt so many times that my heart is shattered,
It hurts to face the reality that to you none of my pain ever mattered.
Your lack of remorse and constant hypocrisy is unfair,
It's a heavy weight on my soul to know that for you I was always there,
but now that I need you; you...
You said that you understood and would support me through this, but you stabbed me in the back and I don't think I'll ever trust you again.
I've been hurt so many times that my heart is shattered,
It hurts to face the reality that to you none of my pain ever mattered.
Your lack of remorse and constant hypocrisy is unfair,
It's a heavy weight on my soul to know that for you I was always there,
but now that I need you; you...
#depression
#betrayal
#hurt
480 reads
1 Comment
Taking souls like the devil
Don't mistake my maturity and respect for submission,
Trying to take the light back that you stole has become my mission.
You can beat me, hurt me and try to break me all you want and still I'll never stoop down to your level,
It's as if your words give you power like souls to the devil.
Trying to take the light back that you stole has become my mission.
You can beat me, hurt me and try to break me all you want and still I'll never stoop down to your level,
It's as if your words give you power like souls to the devil.
#depression
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Confined inside a mental prison
My brain feels like a prison and I am confined in this dark isolating cell,
It feels like all I have left is my faith, so I am praying to my guardian angel.
My soul feels like shattered glass piercing my heart with every breath I take,
All these emotions at once feels like I'm dragging around heavy weights and it has made my body ache.
It feels like all I have left is my faith, so I am praying to my guardian angel.
My soul feels like shattered glass piercing my heart with every breath I take,
All these emotions at once feels like I'm dragging around heavy weights and it has made my body ache.
#depression
394 reads
4 Comments
You never really left
Even though the day she left happend so fast that it beame a blurr,
Even though she left the earth we didn't really loose her.
I can feel her in the wind on my face,
I can hear her voice attempting to soothe me whenever my mind starts to race.
I can see her face when I look at my reflection,
No matter where we go somehow our souls will never loose this connection.
Even though she left the earth we didn't really loose her.
I can feel her in the wind on my face,
I can hear her voice attempting to soothe me whenever my mind starts to race.
I can see her face when I look at my reflection,
No matter where we go somehow our souls will never loose this connection.
#grief
401 reads
1 Comment
Manipulating
You claim that your lack of trust is do to being betrayed.
Yet instead of removing the knife and allowing yourself to heal.
You kept it in hopes people would understand or know how you feel.
Instead of punishing your enemy’s you stabbed your loved ones in the back.
You may not have intentionally hurt anyone, but because of this trust for you is something they lack.
I want to give you the benefit of doubt in this situation.
It’s just so hard when we’re all being swollen by your fog of manipulation.
Yet instead of removing the knife and allowing yourself to heal.
You kept it in hopes people would understand or know how you feel.
Instead of punishing your enemy’s you stabbed your loved ones in the back.
You may not have intentionally hurt anyone, but because of this trust for you is something they lack.
I want to give you the benefit of doubt in this situation.
It’s just so hard when we’re all being swollen by your fog of manipulation.
#depression
#lies
#betrayal #hurt
#betrayal #hurt
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