You have a place on my sleeves but wait for those close and loved to leave
My heart so weak to those who intrude I'm soft is the thing most allude I take people into my heart then it hurts to be apart
All the people I miss especially those I kiss Losing a love feels like a rip somewhere inside so much disbelief then the crushing pain, so much, I cried But, oh, when the love is new oh, wow, how sweet it was that my body knew My heart, for once, so light big brown eyes sparkling so bright
I knew there were more a real family, I've longed for But this will never be it's something you'll never see
See how you treat me, see how it breaks we build something and see how it shakes We start stacking up the blocks rebuilding, trying to turn back the clocks Not erasing everything we've done instead mending each and every one Ruining everything, you get in the way you stand on the tracks with too much to say About how I'm heartless and should treat you better remember the...
White scary walls everywhere I go sitting by his bedside we're waiting to know
How badly his body is hurting him believe me I do mind the key to his recovery we've been wanting to find Blaming ourselves for not seeing this sooner to soothe our minds I wish for a piano crooner Scared for his life a memory is conjured this instant to the here and now that memory seems so distant
But here it comes to me in the blink of an eye I'm there saying this has to be goodbye We can't go on like this any longer ending this will make us both...
Now my days start with one thought that sometime soon we'll be caught
Living this terrible way convincing myself i have no say When I found out you have a wife I realized I'm not your everything, not your life Everything has become a safety issue driving me to need so much more than a tissue
Drugs to quiet my conscience my guilt grows in defiance Why am I doing this to myself, to you when, already, I know this forever isn't true It's inevitable, this has an end I feel it, like a change in the wind Something you...
All these numbers echo in my head Deciding what the cost is when I'm put to bed These never ending trials as I'm put to the test My things left behind who among you can be the best These accidents, unstable, chaos will be your end The demons, the angels who want your head, I send To take you to the ashes, the fire for you to tend Your morality, your psyche i will bend With the darkness, the tortures, the embers fly To this terrible place, you'll never say goodbye
The days since have been dense Rocky mountains we have gone through but I'll always want to be with you The dark days were among us there is no need to make a fuss Being friends just became too hard this broken heart will always be scarred Is this goodbye? for I must cry A million tears to rest aside for us I have always tried To make everything better so I wrote you a letter Maybe you would remember to smile even just for a little while The world I would give or my life, yes, the one I live