Now my days start with one thought that sometime soon we'll be caught
Living this terrible way convincing myself i have no say When I found out you have a wife I realized I'm not your everything, not your life Everything has become a safety issue driving me to need so much more than a tissue
Drugs to quiet my conscience my guilt grows in defiance Why am I doing this to myself, to you when, already, I know this forever isn't true It's inevitable, this has an end I feel it, like a change in the wind Something you...
All these numbers echo in my head Deciding what the cost is when I'm put to bed These never ending trials as I'm put to the test My things left behind who among you can be the best These accidents, unstable, chaos will be your end The demons, the angels who want your head, I send To take you to the ashes, the fire for you to tend Your morality, your psyche i will bend With the darkness, the tortures, the embers fly To this terrible place, you'll never say goodbye
The days since have been dense Rocky mountains we have gone through but I'll always want to be with you The dark days were among us there is no need to make a fuss Being friends just became too hard this broken heart will always be scarred Is this goodbye? for I must cry A million tears to rest aside for us I have always tried To make everything better so I wrote you a letter Maybe you would remember to smile even just for a little while The world I would give or my life, yes, the one I live