The pictures leaving a void reminding me of what I destroyed
Your memory haunts my nightmares showing me a time when you still cared Swirls of emotion, of grief though what we shared was brief
At night, my subconscious calls for you somehow, unaware that we're through My lips still remember your kiss how it brought complete bliss The heat that erupted our friendship being corrupted You were always there to lead me through this abyss one step ahead, you knew when something was amiss
It hurt so much, I could hear my heart breaking devastated, my world was shaking Now that the calm has come and I'm no longer numb I can feel without dying and remember without crying
Finally, I don't think of you everyday living with how I cast you away
When you are on my mind once again my heart can be kind Memories I can hold dear while not remembering the end was near Devoid of suffering, I'll cradle my past cherish my memories whilst they last Like listening to your favorite sad song knowing how it...
Shadow bound, born, and bred her emotions high and darkness spread
Dead are your senses you lose all defenses Cast into this place it feels like an empty space there are trees and a sky full of stars, a forest perhaps the gloomy magic that surrounds threatens to collapse
Opening this door to the world, even briefly, a certain chaos fled the aftermath feeds on humanity, throughout the world they spread Seducing some to their cause destroying others, they defy human laws The murder of Adam's family, so vicious ...
My wounds still raw and aching this body, my heart forsaking The mirror showing flaws bringing out it's claws
Tearing away my confidence, scratching the first layer repeating to myself, everyday, one single prayer Destroying what was once unbreakable will repair itself, I'll be unshakable My painful past will not dictate how I'll emerge Someday, this path will diverge It has to get better, even by sheer will my joy, my happiness this shan't kill Though, this is easier said than done silently struggling with the...
One step forward, two steps back it's never enough, there's always something I lack Give and give until there's nothing left losing pieces of myself I should have kept Not recognizing myself is my biggest fear more falls away and I feel that point is near
The point of no return, leaving only a ghost my soul lost, a bleeding heart resides within a dead host Cut off from that which resembles or induces peace my mind in overdrive, a tornado that will never cease It feels as if the world is closing in crushed by my failures and my...
You have a place on my sleeves but wait for those close and loved to leave
My heart so weak to those who intrude I'm soft is the thing most allude I take people into my heart then it hurts to be apart
All the people I miss especially those I kiss Losing a love feels like a rip somewhere inside so much disbelief then the crushing pain, so much, I cried But, oh, when the love is new oh, wow, how sweet it was that my body knew My heart, for once, so light big brown eyes sparkling so bright
I knew there were more a real family, I've longed for But this will never be it's something you'll never see
See how you treat me, see how it breaks we build something and see how it shakes We start stacking up the blocks rebuilding, trying to turn back the clocks Not erasing everything we've done instead mending each and every one Ruining everything, you get in the way you stand on the tracks with too much to say About how I'm heartless and should treat you better remember the...
White scary walls everywhere I go sitting by his bedside we're waiting to know
How badly his body is hurting him believe me I do mind the key to his recovery we've been wanting to find Blaming ourselves for not seeing this sooner to soothe our minds I wish for a piano crooner Scared for his life a memory is conjured this instant to the here and now that memory seems so distant
But here it comes to me in the blink of an eye I'm there saying this has to be goodbye We can't go on like this any longer ending this will make us both...
Now my days start with one thought that sometime soon we'll be caught
Living this terrible way convincing myself i have no say When I found out you have a wife I realized I'm not your everything, not your life Everything has become a safety issue driving me to need so much more than a tissue
Drugs to quiet my conscience my guilt grows in defiance Why am I doing this to myself, to you when, already, I know this forever isn't true It's inevitable, this has an end I feel it, like a change in the wind Something you...