Submissions by Stillalive1971
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Stillalive1971
I can’t breath
I’m laughing and running I can’t breath
I’m in conversation I can’t breath
Your making love to me I can’t breath
I’m on the bus I can’t breath
A tiny ball rolls down my air way
Then stops on purpose
I can’t swallow
I need help but I can’t holla
Then a little bit air comes in
I want to swallow it all but
Im gasping too fast,
how long oh God will it last
Help me I can’t breath (tears)
Don’t want no one to see me
spit up or choking
I rather stay alone I’m so broken (tears) ...
I’m in conversation I can’t breath
Your making love to me I can’t breath
I’m on the bus I can’t breath
A tiny ball rolls down my air way
Then stops on purpose
I can’t swallow
I need help but I can’t holla
Then a little bit air comes in
I want to swallow it all but
Im gasping too fast,
how long oh God will it last
Help me I can’t breath (tears)
Don’t want no one to see me
spit up or choking
I rather stay alone I’m so broken (tears) ...
#LifeStruggles
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I asked for Peace
I’m staring out this window
It’s very cloudy out, little drops of rain fall
On this old broken down place I made home
I have everything I need in here
Water, food, a bed, warm blankets for when it gets cold, even have some one who rides out to drop off my meds.
It’s raining and the corn has already gone bad
The horses are annoyed, the dogs are barking
And the few trees I do see are swaying a bit.
The whole world in a shambles
And I’m here in the middle of Nowhere
At peace.
There’s hate and lost love, killings and robbery’s, ...
It’s very cloudy out, little drops of rain fall
On this old broken down place I made home
I have everything I need in here
Water, food, a bed, warm blankets for when it gets cold, even have some one who rides out to drop off my meds.
It’s raining and the corn has already gone bad
The horses are annoyed, the dogs are barking
And the few trees I do see are swaying a bit.
The whole world in a shambles
And I’m here in the middle of Nowhere
At peace.
There’s hate and lost love, killings and robbery’s, ...
#peace
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STILL ALIVE
I had a choice one day just to live
It came with Rules and I had to forgive
My Soul was bothered but I was redeemed
Something real made me clean
It told me I had a clean slate on life
The Next person who loved me
will make me his wife
And I Smile and accepted
everything that was good
I read the laws and understood
He held my heart
His hands was so warm
His thoughts were pure
Any sickness I had he was the cure
If only there existed a man of this kind
He resides in the heaven ...
It came with Rules and I had to forgive
My Soul was bothered but I was redeemed
Something real made me clean
It told me I had a clean slate on life
The Next person who loved me
will make me his wife
And I Smile and accepted
everything that was good
I read the laws and understood
He held my heart
His hands was so warm
His thoughts were pure
Any sickness I had he was the cure
If only there existed a man of this kind
He resides in the heaven ...
#happiness
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6 Comments
MY SONG
He roams the world believing he’s God,
But he found out that job was hard
You said my love wasn’t true
Yet everything I did was for YOU
I CAN GO ON FOREVER
A NOVAL OF WHAT WENT WRONG
But instead I just sing a forgiving song
I miss waking up to your voice and laughter
I miss our walks and your songs after
I miss my protector, and my dream catcher
I miss my rider and love seat sider
I miss watching you exercise on the bars
And keeping me in shape while looking like stars
I miss my lover who no one can compare, I miss...
But he found out that job was hard
You said my love wasn’t true
Yet everything I did was for YOU
I CAN GO ON FOREVER
A NOVAL OF WHAT WENT WRONG
But instead I just sing a forgiving song
I miss waking up to your voice and laughter
I miss our walks and your songs after
I miss my protector, and my dream catcher
I miss my rider and love seat sider
I miss watching you exercise on the bars
And keeping me in shape while looking like stars
I miss my lover who no one can compare, I miss...
#forgiveness
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Save my life
Don’t do me any favors by telling me you care
Please don’t Patronize me
Subconsciously in my ear
I’m engaged in denial excepting
the fact that we are both immature
not facing any means Reality
And we are closing the windows
and shutting doors
stuck in the system with all the means of knowledge and truth
And still Put our minds in a matrix
Closing all sound reasoning up in a both
At the same time trying to make ppl listen
While I fall short
Meanwhile every step I take is like going to court
Running beside...
Please don’t Patronize me
Subconsciously in my ear
I’m engaged in denial excepting
the fact that we are both immature
not facing any means Reality
And we are closing the windows
and shutting doors
stuck in the system with all the means of knowledge and truth
And still Put our minds in a matrix
Closing all sound reasoning up in a both
At the same time trying to make ppl listen
While I fall short
Meanwhile every step I take is like going to court
Running beside...
#despair
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Dead Writer
A companied by her mate tall, strong
There’s No documents I'll see her fall
A License for love is for sure in need
Your own selfishness to create a seed
It was a privilege to You
You made her yours
Depending on her to heel your sores
Committing Adultery without no laws
Wreck less driver out of control
Alcohol addiction hard, cold
At fault my friend, a death to her seed
Sit back son and watch her bleed
Now abandon her, leave her alone
No fines, no penalties just her home ...
There’s No documents I'll see her fall
A License for love is for sure in need
Your own selfishness to create a seed
It was a privilege to You
You made her yours
Depending on her to heel your sores
Committing Adultery without no laws
Wreck less driver out of control
Alcohol addiction hard, cold
At fault my friend, a death to her seed
Sit back son and watch her bleed
Now abandon her, leave her alone
No fines, no penalties just her home ...
#PowerOfWords
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Secure
I could feel the security of
lying on your chest
And your arms become my bullet proof vest
This is how I want to live
If I am afraid because you come to me in my dreams
and it’s your name That I scream
Make sure you Snatch YOU from my soul
Because Your arms just became cold
If at night you hear me crying
It’s because you hurting yourself
and now your dying
AND WHO AM I HOLDING ON TOO
NOW I just became cold
Wrap your arms around my soul
As I rest
Baby? IS THAT YOU? ARE YOU YOU?
Because I NEED my...
lying on your chest
And your arms become my bullet proof vest
This is how I want to live
If I am afraid because you come to me in my dreams
and it’s your name That I scream
Make sure you Snatch YOU from my soul
Because Your arms just became cold
If at night you hear me crying
It’s because you hurting yourself
and now your dying
AND WHO AM I HOLDING ON TOO
NOW I just became cold
Wrap your arms around my soul
As I rest
Baby? IS THAT YOU? ARE YOU YOU?
Because I NEED my...
#devil
#angels
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A Perfect Man
Teeth all white
Don’t mind staying up at night
Board shoulders
Don’t need much money
But can help provide
Love the fact he wakes up alive
No jeans down low
Need to be straight
A clean heart,
not one bit of hate
Speaks well enough so I understand
Always reminds me he loves being a man
No insecurities when I go
I’m a faithful women who already know
Don't raise your hand
cause you can’t get your way
No second chance on that day
Talk to me
even if we don’t agree
Unless your my husband...
Don’t mind staying up at night
Board shoulders
Don’t need much money
But can help provide
Love the fact he wakes up alive
No jeans down low
Need to be straight
A clean heart,
not one bit of hate
Speaks well enough so I understand
Always reminds me he loves being a man
No insecurities when I go
I’m a faithful women who already know
Don't raise your hand
cause you can’t get your way
No second chance on that day
Talk to me
even if we don’t agree
Unless your my husband...
#humankind
475 reads
4 Comments
Absquatulate
The smell of coffee freshly brewed
Late night cooking just us two
Midnight walks to keep in shape
Bike rides and music down by the lake
Up all night discussing the past
Wouldn't let go, it remains a cast
I Just wanted him to change
With that thought I created my own grave
I stayed, paved and laid
IN MY LIFE..AS SOMEONES WIFE, THERE WAS NO ROOM FOR HATE
SAY THE TITLE AGAIN CAUSE ITS TOO LATE.
Late night cooking just us two
Midnight walks to keep in shape
Bike rides and music down by the lake
Up all night discussing the past
Wouldn't let go, it remains a cast
I Just wanted him to change
With that thought I created my own grave
I stayed, paved and laid
IN MY LIFE..AS SOMEONES WIFE, THERE WAS NO ROOM FOR HATE
SAY THE TITLE AGAIN CAUSE ITS TOO LATE.
#breakup
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Just Ride and I'll Fly
I feel like im climbing a mountain
As I lock my feet in these holes
That are strange to me
I rest my head lightly unsure how you will react towards me and
wrap my arms around you tightly
My heart is racing with fear
And excitement,
as you just let me be
Intrigued with the thought of me
My heart says GO! and you fly
Im in love With u..
The smile on my face is unbreakable
My heart becomes calm
Im safe, Im free, its just you and me
The sound of galloping is music to my ears, it erases a life time of fears
And Im...
As I lock my feet in these holes
That are strange to me
I rest my head lightly unsure how you will react towards me and
wrap my arms around you tightly
My heart is racing with fear
And excitement,
as you just let me be
Intrigued with the thought of me
My heart says GO! and you fly
Im in love With u..
The smile on my face is unbreakable
My heart becomes calm
Im safe, Im free, its just you and me
The sound of galloping is music to my ears, it erases a life time of fears
And Im...
#happiness
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We grew up
When we were kids
his smile made me daydream,
I was his queen and We lived in
an apt building castle as teens
And When the Dragons
came to tear me apart at night,
up the castle stairs I’ll go in flight
His mother saw I was always torn
She would give me his t-shirt
and a blanket to stay warm
We was going to be together forever
And he promise me..”no one would ever come between us” he never broke a promise
My safe haven was his arms
And there I was protected
and he kept me clam
I would run to him when ...
his smile made me daydream,
I was his queen and We lived in
an apt building castle as teens
And When the Dragons
came to tear me apart at night,
up the castle stairs I’ll go in flight
His mother saw I was always torn
She would give me his t-shirt
and a blanket to stay warm
We was going to be together forever
And he promise me..”no one would ever come between us” he never broke a promise
My safe haven was his arms
And there I was protected
and he kept me clam
I would run to him when ...
#hope
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5 Comments
Just Ride
I feel like im climbing a mountain
As I lock my feet in these holes
That are strange to me
I rest my head lightly unsure how you will react towards me and
wrap my arms around you tightly
My heart is racing with fear
And excitement,
as you just let me be
Intrigued with the thought of me
My heart says GO! and you fly
Im in love With u..
The smile on my face is unbreakable
My heart becomes clam
Im safe, Im free, its just you and me
The sound of galloping is music to my ears, it erases a life time of fears
And Im...
As I lock my feet in these holes
That are strange to me
I rest my head lightly unsure how you will react towards me and
wrap my arms around you tightly
My heart is racing with fear
And excitement,
as you just let me be
Intrigued with the thought of me
My heart says GO! and you fly
Im in love With u..
The smile on my face is unbreakable
My heart becomes clam
Im safe, Im free, its just you and me
The sound of galloping is music to my ears, it erases a life time of fears
And Im...
#happiness
478 reads
6 Comments
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