You linger in redundancy, Repetitious darkened cycles. The outside world makes fun of me Leaving me with vacant smiles. Iíve let you dwell in awful places, Why must you obsess ? The same old pain in different faces, Leading to a bigger mess. Iíve tried to drown you into silence, With substances and lust. What remains is our alliance, But you have drained my trust.
Stay although I may seem needy, Baby I may just be this weak. I know at times I can be greedy, But here's a promise I can keep. You will not lay your head to rest without the knowledge of my love. I'd take a bullet without a vest, if the push ever came to shove. You are my heart, there's no pretending. Here's a start, My happy ending.
Minding my business, while my minds minding me. Tonight I am my only witness, fighting this thing inside of me. Sorrow, depression, internal deception. Outward aggression , a hateful expression. Discreet enough to not turn heads, But loud enough that I lose sleep. I toss and turn inside my bed, counting lies instead of sheep. My thoughts dominating, they pin me down and pull within. I don't enjoy the congregating, Here we fucking go again. Filter wanted, sift it out. I am haunted with all this doubt. Too much idle time...
This anger, it builds and rises internally. This pressure it fills, it's visit concerning me. My strength has diminished, and weakens my cause. I won't act till it's finished, i'll prove it as false. My peace has been tainted, I yearn to explode, this picture you've painted is not what I own. How do I contain it, how much do you see? I cannot explain it, but it's targeted me.
In the wreckage of my past Iíve made a thousand plus mistakes. My very soul was drowning fast , Then saved by your embrace .
Just look around and you will find Every piece of imperfection. But with a woman of your kind Iíve learned to love my own reflection. Your support is never ending, Warm enough to help me win. All the others condescending, They wouldnít even let me in.
I love you more beneath the surface , A little more with every day. Now I see that Iím not worthless, Just enough to make you stay.
You're beautiful in every way from your head down to your toes. So I thank God every single day that I'm the one you chose. Nothing seems to really matter when we're all tangled up. This love sure came so much faster, girl you filled up my cup. My mind cannot grasp it, words cannot reach it. Nothing could ever match it, Lord please help me keep it.
I cannot imagine another love such as this, one which exposes the true version of myself, unfiltered. All things connect when we're together, like the stars we align, and you shine the brightest. My north star, my every day, you kill the pain, it fades away. I hear you in songs and the lyrics wrap around me like your arms do at night. You kiss my neck and I forget my own name; after all this time you still have that effect on me. Our love is out of this world and it's not ready for us. Some people are in stuck relationships, while we make each other grow. Some are in toxic relationships and...
I thought, " A thousand forevers isn't quite enough To feel her light and drink her love. This thought lingers as our fingers intertwine, last minute believers, it's finally our time. A whole lot of waiting had to be done, and even some breaking to mold us as one. It seems I missed her before I knew her, I can't forget her as part of my future. She holds the power to break me, and a heart that can make me. All these empty lines are just waiting to be filled with words she gives birth to, each one instilled and unguarded with...