Submissions by RagingFlames
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I’m not a poet. I complain, no one listens so it doesn’t matter what I say
Death and Me
I tell be that I've gotten past it
I don't have those dark thoughts
Well...
I lied
I've just accepted it
Become one with my demons
They don't tell me what to do
Cause I already know what'll happen
I'm surrounded by death
I don't think my friends realize this
Everyone I know
Or used to know
Have or will die
All of my friends are suicidal
My family is dieing one by one
3 very close members died in one year
I can't cry
I know it's going to happen
There's no real reason if it's...
I don't have those dark thoughts
Well...
I lied
I've just accepted it
Become one with my demons
They don't tell me what to do
Cause I already know what'll happen
I'm surrounded by death
I don't think my friends realize this
Everyone I know
Or used to know
Have or will die
All of my friends are suicidal
My family is dieing one by one
3 very close members died in one year
I can't cry
I know it's going to happen
There's no real reason if it's...
#loneliness
#dark
#death
#evil
#nightmares
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0 Comments
Untitled/Unseen
I'm sorry...
Sorry I can't be perfect!!!
Sorry I can't do everything!!!
Sorry I can't smile no matter what...
You don't know...
Know what I'm going through!
Know what I know about!
Know how I feel...
Just know
Know that when I move
I'm not coming back
There are only a few people
Am I still not good enough!
Am I still not worth that much!
Even though I do everything!
My sanity... Is hardly even there
Would you even care...
If I disappeared
If I ran away
If I killed myself ...
Sorry I can't be perfect!!!
Sorry I can't do everything!!!
Sorry I can't smile no matter what...
You don't know...
Know what I'm going through!
Know what I know about!
Know how I feel...
Just know
Know that when I move
I'm not coming back
There are only a few people
Am I still not good enough!
Am I still not worth that much!
Even though I do everything!
My sanity... Is hardly even there
Would you even care...
If I disappeared
If I ran away
If I killed myself ...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#dark
#nightmares
279 reads
4 Comments
Run and hide
Run and hide
It won't help you
He'll still find you
It's pointless
You may run
Until you trip
Fall and you'll regret it
What will you do?
Hide and he'll kill you
Cry and he'll laugh
Laugh and he'll make you suffer
Scream and you'll give him what he wants
It won't help you
He'll still find you
It's pointless
You may run
Until you trip
Fall and you'll regret it
What will you do?
Hide and he'll kill you
Cry and he'll laugh
Laugh and he'll make you suffer
Scream and you'll give him what he wants
#anxiety
#nightmares
301 reads
5 Comments
Two most important people
My friends...
I'm sorry
I was such an asshole
How you put up with it...
I'll never know
Now I'm moving...
And you two are the only reason that I don't want to...!
I love you guys
Long live the Chelsea family!!!
I remember screaming that...
Everyone thought we were crazy
But it made them cry...
We might not have always gotten along...
But we've never stayed mad at each other
The male friend...
We fought a lot when we were younger
Testing out our strengths
Finding out who's better at...
I'm sorry
I was such an asshole
How you put up with it...
I'll never know
Now I'm moving...
And you two are the only reason that I don't want to...!
I love you guys
Long live the Chelsea family!!!
I remember screaming that...
Everyone thought we were crazy
But it made them cry...
We might not have always gotten along...
But we've never stayed mad at each other
The male friend...
We fought a lot when we were younger
Testing out our strengths
Finding out who's better at...
#sadness
#BestFriend
#friendship #support
#friendship #support
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0 Comments
Look at me now
This is to those...
Who made me feel like shit
To those
Who played me a bit
You messed with my head
So I'm done
You should see me now
Now I've won
Thanks to you
All of them
I've changed
what I've been
I'm not sitting back
I'm not allowing you
To hurt me
I looked blue
Tell me can you see me now!
While I rise above the crowd!
Nothing's stopping me now!
Nothing's stopping me!
Everybody knows
How the story goes
But fairy tales
Have been lying to me!
Who made me feel like shit
To those
Who played me a bit
You messed with my head
So I'm done
You should see me now
Now I've won
Thanks to you
All of them
I've changed
what I've been
I'm not sitting back
I'm not allowing you
To hurt me
I looked blue
Tell me can you see me now!
While I rise above the crowd!
Nothing's stopping me now!
Nothing's stopping me!
Everybody knows
How the story goes
But fairy tales
Have been lying to me!
#anger
#love
#hate
#courage
#motivational
365 reads
3 Comments
Oceans by Jacob Lee
I learnt to let go when I was younger
Scared of growing old
I would swim far into the ocean
Try to stay afloat
Until my lungs would cough up water
And sand would coat my bones and I hope
That someday I'll open up the floodgates
And let the lyrics flow!
Some day I'll understand the dry taste
When the words are trapped below
Some days I wonder if my airway
Is clogged with all the quotes, that I wrote.
I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor ...
Scared of growing old
I would swim far into the ocean
Try to stay afloat
Until my lungs would cough up water
And sand would coat my bones and I hope
That someday I'll open up the floodgates
And let the lyrics flow!
Some day I'll understand the dry taste
When the words are trapped below
Some days I wonder if my airway
Is clogged with all the quotes, that I wrote.
I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor ...
#heartbroken
292 reads
0 Comments
Listening to my heart
You...
It's always been you...
I don't know what else to say...
I love you
I know you probably don't want to hear that right now...
But I have to get it out.
You've been on my mind all day for days...
I want to kiss you
To hold you
To hold your hand
To date you
To bring you with me...
To Florida
Come with me...
This will our date...
I'll make money...
However I need to...
I'll get a job
I'll sell somethings
I want to spend my life with you...
I've never been so...
It's always been you...
I don't know what else to say...
I love you
I know you probably don't want to hear that right now...
But I have to get it out.
You've been on my mind all day for days...
I want to kiss you
To hold you
To hold your hand
To date you
To bring you with me...
To Florida
Come with me...
This will our date...
I'll make money...
However I need to...
I'll get a job
I'll sell somethings
I want to spend my life with you...
I've never been so...
#love
#FallingInLove
#crush
417 reads
8 Comments
Stalker at school.
No...
Please no...!
Tell me I heard wrong!
If she's here...
Fuck my life!!!
I blocked her on Facebook for a reason!
And if she's going to be in the same school as I am...
Fuck!!!
My freaking stalker is in the same school as me...
What are the fucking odds that this would...
Oh... Right...
She's a stalker...
The odds are 10/10
Fuck my life!
Tell me I heard wrong!
Please!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please no...!
Tell me I heard wrong!
If she's here...
Fuck my life!!!
I blocked her on Facebook for a reason!
And if she's going to be in the same school as I am...
Fuck!!!
My freaking stalker is in the same school as me...
What are the fucking odds that this would...
Oh... Right...
She's a stalker...
The odds are 10/10
Fuck my life!
Tell me I heard wrong!
Please!!!!!!!!!!!!
#anxiety
#scary
317 reads
The worst trial...
I'm fighting myself
Fighting for you
Should I or shouldn't I
I don't know what to do
Listen to my heart
Or listen to my head
My heart screams "go for it!"
My mind rejects "she hurt you before"
I want to believe she has changed
I want to be able to trust her
My heart races for her
My mind run rampant thinking of her
Two days now...
I've been trying to determine
Should I or shouldn't I
My friends say I should...
But my mind tells me "you're a fucking idiot!"
I tried and tried
She...
Fighting for you
Should I or shouldn't I
I don't know what to do
Listen to my heart
Or listen to my head
My heart screams "go for it!"
My mind rejects "she hurt you before"
I want to believe she has changed
I want to be able to trust her
My heart races for her
My mind run rampant thinking of her
Two days now...
I've been trying to determine
Should I or shouldn't I
My friends say I should...
But my mind tells me "you're a fucking idiot!"
I tried and tried
She...
#love
#LifeStruggles
295 reads
3 Comments
Psychotic B****
Psychopath!
That woman is psychotic!
Fucking came into my room
With a baseball bat!
And smashed my fucking TV!
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!
So what if I left the house at night!
So what if I went out to see my ex-girlfriend!
You don't get to control me!
I could have your ass arrested!!!
You fucking psychotic bitch!
Get the fuck out!!!
That woman is psychotic!
Fucking came into my room
With a baseball bat!
And smashed my fucking TV!
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!
So what if I left the house at night!
So what if I went out to see my ex-girlfriend!
You don't get to control me!
I could have your ass arrested!!!
You fucking psychotic bitch!
Get the fuck out!!!
#anger
#hate
#frustration
336 reads
3 Comments
What I see
She's trying to show me
She's trying to leave
She's cutting
She's losing interest
He's always pissed
She's always upset
His mind is dark
But so is hers
He's a player
He's an asshole
Doesn't understand the difficulty of love
He bounces around like a pin ball machine
I'm alone
I'm depressed
I'm cocky
I'm the stereotypical guy
Most guys are
Yet I'm treated differently
He does
And he does
But she loves him
And she loves him too
So... I'm confused
One is...
She's trying to leave
She's cutting
She's losing interest
He's always pissed
She's always upset
His mind is dark
But so is hers
He's a player
He's an asshole
Doesn't understand the difficulty of love
He bounces around like a pin ball machine
I'm alone
I'm depressed
I'm cocky
I'm the stereotypical guy
Most guys are
Yet I'm treated differently
He does
And he does
But she loves him
And she loves him too
So... I'm confused
One is...
#conflict
#confessional
#confusion #FeelingLost
#confusion #FeelingLost
356 reads
6 Comments
Confused? Me too...!
What is going on...?
What is there between you two?
Or those two?
What did this happen?
He said he saw something he shouldn't
"Let's just say... She wasn't wearing a bra!"
What!!!
"She bent over and that's when I saw it"
Well... Now him and her boyfriend saw that...
I'm over here like...
Wtf...
Yet again...
There's him and the other chick...
No fucking doubt their having sex
Way to be... Cheating on your girlfriend
With one girl and having your eyes on another!
Your are shit...
What is there between you two?
Or those two?
What did this happen?
He said he saw something he shouldn't
"Let's just say... She wasn't wearing a bra!"
What!!!
"She bent over and that's when I saw it"
Well... Now him and her boyfriend saw that...
I'm over here like...
Wtf...
Yet again...
There's him and the other chick...
No fucking doubt their having sex
Way to be... Cheating on your girlfriend
With one girl and having your eyes on another!
Your are shit...
#sex
#confusion
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