Submissions by NBathory (Natalia)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction I write as a hobby and to increase my English skills. Generally my writings are of a dark nature and also sometimes erotic. I really appreciate feedback that may improve my writing.
SELF POEM
Published
25th May 2020 9:07pm
25th May 2020 9:07pm
My Book
Walking barefoot on broken glass
Wet asphalt, headlights in the eyes
My way has been a very difficult one
There is no "May I" or any taboo
My soul is like a book
The chapters in it are made of scars
They read like a terrible fiction
Because surely these things cannot happen
It will tell you of many hardships
How I loved and about those I lost
Now no questions are asked
I am the daughter of tenebrosity
And my world no longer exists
Easily blinded by the light
I try to forget everything
Childhood died, upbraiding bows...
Wet asphalt, headlights in the eyes
My way has been a very difficult one
There is no "May I" or any taboo
My soul is like a book
The chapters in it are made of scars
They read like a terrible fiction
Because surely these things cannot happen
It will tell you of many hardships
How I loved and about those I lost
Now no questions are asked
I am the daughter of tenebrosity
And my world no longer exists
Easily blinded by the light
I try to forget everything
Childhood died, upbraiding bows...
#grief
#LifeStruggles
#despair
#suffering
#emptiness
179 reads
4 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
25th May 2020 1:10pm
25th May 2020 1:10pm
Soldiers
The world knows no peace
But some choose to defend us and
Our home from those that want chaos
The world's fate is fleeting
And they leave a mark quietly
Remember the heroes, past and present
Those who have kept us safe
For the happy laughter of children
And native steppes and fields
Taking risks that others would not
For all those that we love
Always in protection of the Motherland
They came to the service not for fame
And not for the sake of epaulettes
But to protect what they believe in
For loved ones and strangers...
But some choose to defend us and
Our home from those that want chaos
The world's fate is fleeting
And they leave a mark quietly
Remember the heroes, past and present
Those who have kept us safe
For the happy laughter of children
And native steppes and fields
Taking risks that others would not
For all those that we love
Always in protection of the Motherland
They came to the service not for fame
And not for the sake of epaulettes
But to protect what they believe in
For loved ones and strangers...
#soldiers
#war
157 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th May 2020 1:59pm
24th May 2020 1:59pm
Don't leave
To think that there
would be hope for me
I did not dare believe
My path has been cruel
I can not see the end
In a beautiful dream
A ghost in the night
With a silvery brush
And the lightest touch
I see you again
You are here, are you here?
Is this real, it is to real
I am so afraid that you
will leave me again
Disappearing into the dark
Close my eyes, make believe
Did you break the fall and
come to save me again
You changed the path that
I was taking for a...
would be hope for me
I did not dare believe
My path has been cruel
I can not see the end
In a beautiful dream
A ghost in the night
With a silvery brush
And the lightest touch
I see you again
You are here, are you here?
Is this real, it is to real
I am so afraid that you
will leave me again
Disappearing into the dark
Close my eyes, make believe
Did you break the fall and
come to save me again
You changed the path that
I was taking for a...
#love
#death
#suffering #emptiness
#suffering #emptiness
176 reads
10 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
19th May 2020 1:23pm
19th May 2020 1:23pm
The signs lie to us
The sun changes the moon
How light changes darkness
We get older in our own way
Hearts churn with desire
Burning mercury through veins
The road lies before us
but the signs lie to us
We must find our own way
Anger, misunderstandings,
twenty meters behind
We go our way
And do not think about
That our efforts have died
They were covered with mold
That we have become machines
Now we write poems
About terrible misguided
Journeys to dark places
We play the role of jesters
Inside...
How light changes darkness
We get older in our own way
Hearts churn with desire
Burning mercury through veins
The road lies before us
but the signs lie to us
We must find our own way
Anger, misunderstandings,
twenty meters behind
We go our way
And do not think about
That our efforts have died
They were covered with mold
That we have become machines
Now we write poems
About terrible misguided
Journeys to dark places
We play the role of jesters
Inside...
#LifeStruggles
186 reads
8 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th May 2020 12:31pm
15th May 2020 12:31pm
Passport to hell
I am lured into the dark
Shut myself in there
Everything will be yours
No one can see me
Just keep moving with me
Eyes are blind, darker
In crimson landscapes,
Where shadows cross
Shadows prevail
The weight is heavy,
every crag becomes a mountain
I must accept fate,
And say farewell
Free travel for me
Passport to hell
Get to the front
The tracks are long and hard
Dark embraces
this delicate little one
You must all go alone
on bare feet
Step into the dark
Come forward
Step...
Shut myself in there
Everything will be yours
No one can see me
Just keep moving with me
Eyes are blind, darker
In crimson landscapes,
Where shadows cross
Shadows prevail
The weight is heavy,
every crag becomes a mountain
I must accept fate,
And say farewell
Free travel for me
Passport to hell
Get to the front
The tracks are long and hard
Dark embraces
this delicate little one
You must all go alone
on bare feet
Step into the dark
Come forward
Step...
#dark
#devil
#despair
#suffering
#emptiness
232 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th May 2020 12:13pm
13th May 2020 12:13pm
Darkness
Nightmares are near,
circling like vultures
They torture me, I do not have them
They have me
Too scary to live ...
Reality or delirium?
The day will come soon,
but where is the light?
Darkness ...
Night after night I go crazy
Anxiety destroys the soul like a plague
Am I still alive?
Darkness ...
Nightmares beat me
They choke me if they are angry
And they cut me if they are sad
What are these torments for?
Give me an answer
Candles are burning...
circling like vultures
They torture me, I do not have them
They have me
Too scary to live ...
Reality or delirium?
The day will come soon,
but where is the light?
Darkness ...
Night after night I go crazy
Anxiety destroys the soul like a plague
Am I still alive?
Darkness ...
Nightmares beat me
They choke me if they are angry
And they cut me if they are sad
What are these torments for?
Give me an answer
Candles are burning...
#dark
#night
#memories
#sleep
#nightmares
208 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
11th May 2020 12:49pm
11th May 2020 12:49pm
Endless withdrawals
You made an account in my heart
And you know you are my only client
You want to stay and make withdrawals
I always give you my love and pay
And if your account is short on deposits
I steal and plunder so I can give to you
When I am in love, I love crazily
and even your flaws are precious
They are stored in the vault
But now my own account is drained
And it was my mistake for not stopping
the endless withdrawals
The framework will collapse
because the limits have been exceeded...
And you know you are my only client
You want to stay and make withdrawals
I always give you my love and pay
And if your account is short on deposits
I steal and plunder so I can give to you
When I am in love, I love crazily
and even your flaws are precious
They are stored in the vault
But now my own account is drained
And it was my mistake for not stopping
the endless withdrawals
The framework will collapse
because the limits have been exceeded...
#relationships
#lies
#betrayal #deception
#betrayal #deception
205 reads
4 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
8th May 2020 9:30pm
8th May 2020 9:30pm
Bad Trip
This is Alice
I took the red pill
Setup a bad trip in my head
This drug is just like life
I wanted ignorant bliss
Fly high for a moment
But took the wrong one
Last time I buy from Morpheus
Now I am stuck on the same
Bad Trip
I took the red pill
Setup a bad trip in my head
This drug is just like life
I wanted ignorant bliss
Fly high for a moment
But took the wrong one
Last time I buy from Morpheus
Now I am stuck on the same
Bad Trip
#drugs
215 reads
9 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th May 2020 11:25pm
6th May 2020 11:25pm
Jack the Ripper
You are mine, my knife
Your soul is full of charm
Sharpened shiny steel, this is my life
You are mine,
tearing wounds from within
Look,
I can feel and
I am alive, really, really
One step is not a distance, I know
But with every step
I am tired by the sharp edges
Fragments of past mistakes,
cutting deep with every word
Every step hurts the wound,
Bleeding without healing
You stick the knife in for a while
Sorry, the usual word
Only with every step it hurts
I am already...
Your soul is full of charm
Sharpened shiny steel, this is my life
You are mine,
tearing wounds from within
Look,
I can feel and
I am alive, really, really
One step is not a distance, I know
But with every step
I am tired by the sharp edges
Fragments of past mistakes,
cutting deep with every word
Every step hurts the wound,
Bleeding without healing
You stick the knife in for a while
Sorry, the usual word
Only with every step it hurts
I am already...
#love
#betrayal
#abuse
259 reads
14 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
6th May 2020 12:48pm
6th May 2020 12:48pm
Ghost ships
Fake smiles look
in the mirror
Every day they dream,
to change themselves
Someone fell in love,
and someone lost
I see myself in them,
but I can’t understand
I am not alone,
but I am so lonely
And everything has
to be in my thoughts,
but it hurts even more
It is so hard for us
to love again
We dream about one thing
But our ghost ships
Drift on the horizon
A void burns inside
Where you once were
They are not sorry
for you...
in the mirror
Every day they dream,
to change themselves
Someone fell in love,
and someone lost
I see myself in them,
but I can’t understand
I am not alone,
but I am so lonely
And everything has
to be in my thoughts,
but it hurts even more
It is so hard for us
to love again
We dream about one thing
But our ghost ships
Drift on the horizon
A void burns inside
Where you once were
They are not sorry
for you...
#loneliness
#relationships
#heartbroken
#death
#emptiness
240 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th May 2020 12:04pm
5th May 2020 12:04pm
Eve
Come closer,
come to me
Lay down with the enemy
The snake is by the tree
Corrupting your thoughts
Whispering obscenities
The beast ready to embed
Come closer,
come to me
Get down on your knees
so easily
Forbidden fruit in hand
Not fearing the loss
of Paradise
The abyss touches
Affectionately
Satisfy your lust
I eat your flesh
I drink your wine
The apple is sweet
Take a bite
You smell so fine
Flesh invokes madness
Firmly mired in sin ...
come to me
Lay down with the enemy
The snake is by the tree
Corrupting your thoughts
Whispering obscenities
The beast ready to embed
Come closer,
come to me
Get down on your knees
so easily
Forbidden fruit in hand
Not fearing the loss
of Paradise
The abyss touches
Affectionately
Satisfy your lust
I eat your flesh
I drink your wine
The apple is sweet
Take a bite
You smell so fine
Flesh invokes madness
Firmly mired in sin ...
#lust
#devil
#hell #temptation
#hell #temptation
221 reads
7 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd May 2020 4:33pm
3rd May 2020 4:33pm
Living Dead
I am again lost inside myself
My hands are sweating
The soul is torn to shreds,
and the body is turning pale
There is nothing but darkness
I would die, if I were alive
Still for partial participation,
more cruel awards from above
I do not believe anymore
To endure another cold night
I wanted it to be a dream
Stuck between worlds and
falling from heights
Living dead, body is cold, stiff
Desperately building bridges
to heaven or hell or there
Anywhere but here ...
Yes, it still...
My hands are sweating
The soul is torn to shreds,
and the body is turning pale
There is nothing but darkness
I would die, if I were alive
Still for partial participation,
more cruel awards from above
I do not believe anymore
To endure another cold night
I wanted it to be a dream
Stuck between worlds and
falling from heights
Living dead, body is cold, stiff
Desperately building bridges
to heaven or hell or there
Anywhere but here ...
Yes, it still...
#sadness
#love
#loneliness
#death
#emptiness
244 reads
11 Comments
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