Submissions by Murk
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
love Thoughts
I want to whisper I love you in your ear until my lips touch you lobe
hold you until our physicals join and there is harmonizing of our soul
I want to see endless possibilities in you eyes
experience the perfect blend of heaven and hell between your thighs
I want you to volunteer your life in my hands,
forever,
if only I could freeze the hour glass sands
then never,
would we be apart, only grow stronger from the start
and draw beautiful pictures that will never include zig zags through a heart
hold you until our physicals join and there is harmonizing of our soul
I want to see endless possibilities in you eyes
experience the perfect blend of heaven and hell between your thighs
I want you to volunteer your life in my hands,
forever,
if only I could freeze the hour glass sands
then never,
would we be apart, only grow stronger from the start
and draw beautiful pictures that will never include zig zags through a heart
#love
#relationships
#romantic #ILoveYou
#romantic #ILoveYou
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Trying not to change
Back down narrow roads I reside, this narrow path leaves no room for me to maneuver on either side,
So, I move slow with no understanding of what will show, but plenty recognition of where I will go,
I mean faced with dreadful skeletons that rise out of closets and graves,
That you most definitely must face head on but it takes the brave
I mean I could take and page, out a old book that referenced a slave
With a spirit that should break chains but a body that remains,
You either determined or you’re not, im determined that im not ,
Molded and changed buy...
So, I move slow with no understanding of what will show, but plenty recognition of where I will go,
I mean faced with dreadful skeletons that rise out of closets and graves,
That you most definitely must face head on but it takes the brave
I mean I could take and page, out a old book that referenced a slave
With a spirit that should break chains but a body that remains,
You either determined or you’re not, im determined that im not ,
Molded and changed buy...
#strength
#courage
#misunderstood
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Fishnet surprise
#lust
#erotic
#dirty
#sensual
#sexy
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Pep talk...
I smile sometimes , just a bit But its hard to notice
Cause it probably doesn't seem my mix emotions can coexist
I woke up today feeling so bless, feeling the best,
Relinquished of stress and I didn't feel that little anxiety ticker that sometimes flutters my chest
Like somebody said
Hang in there it's going to be alright
Like someone said
Dont you give up , stay in there and fight
Just when you were ready to give in or walk away
Who ever is needing this , or reading this everything is going to be ok...
Cause it probably doesn't seem my mix emotions can coexist
I woke up today feeling so bless, feeling the best,
Relinquished of stress and I didn't feel that little anxiety ticker that sometimes flutters my chest
Like somebody said
Hang in there it's going to be alright
Like someone said
Dont you give up , stay in there and fight
Just when you were ready to give in or walk away
Who ever is needing this , or reading this everything is going to be ok...
#happiness
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
#redemption
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Missing
I am dreaming of something that even I dont know,
Searching for completeness that would complete me mind ,body and soul,
But I know , not what it could be ,
And it is uneasy to imagine a part of you is missing but you are not clear what part it could be,
So Parton me if I'm rambling a bit , just unclear thoughts, maybe you can help me unscramble the shit
Then maybe I can fine something I need so much, but thats if it even exist,
But I am optimistic I know one day what is lost will be found
Soul will feel free, body light and mind finally sound
And when...
Searching for completeness that would complete me mind ,body and soul,
But I know , not what it could be ,
And it is uneasy to imagine a part of you is missing but you are not clear what part it could be,
So Parton me if I'm rambling a bit , just unclear thoughts, maybe you can help me unscramble the shit
Then maybe I can fine something I need so much, but thats if it even exist,
But I am optimistic I know one day what is lost will be found
Soul will feel free, body light and mind finally sound
And when...
#anxiety
#frustration
#confusion #emptiness
#confusion #emptiness
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I die every night
When I lay and think of you for what seems like hours i forget to breathe yet it is so calming ,
That when i come back to reality i gasp because breathing now feels like drowning ,
For it is not my body that is with you it is my soul floating above,
It is not my beating heart that is with you it is my heart in reference to love
I have come to to realize that when I think of you I don't breathe and my heart doesn't beat
And i lay there in the physical but my spirit will leave,
To find you every night it will try
But without breathing, no heart beat...
That when i come back to reality i gasp because breathing now feels like drowning ,
For it is not my body that is with you it is my soul floating above,
It is not my beating heart that is with you it is my heart in reference to love
I have come to to realize that when I think of you I don't breathe and my heart doesn't beat
And i lay there in the physical but my spirit will leave,
To find you every night it will try
But without breathing, no heart beat...
#anxiety
#regret
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#emptiness
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Broken Toy Man (PT2)
I see my reflection in the window seal
where I sit and collect dust
my once big bright round eyes show water stains
and that smile is now just a smirk of a toy who no longer feels he is enough
I've battled with questions unanswered, craving so much more
to once again feel that feeling she felt for me that day in the store
but instead I set and watch her admire other toys that are nothing like me
and other times she looked at me like she didn’t even like me
but today was different, I saw reflection in her gaze
something I just now...
where I sit and collect dust
my once big bright round eyes show water stains
and that smile is now just a smirk of a toy who no longer feels he is enough
I've battled with questions unanswered, craving so much more
to once again feel that feeling she felt for me that day in the store
but instead I set and watch her admire other toys that are nothing like me
and other times she looked at me like she didn’t even like me
but today was different, I saw reflection in her gaze
something I just now...
#happiness
#love
#forgiveness
#gratitude
#ForbiddenLove
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Love unmeasurable
Further than the hands can reach and eyes can see, distances only the heart can travel
So much that even when my life begins to dwindle that the love we have woven will never unravel
I look for ways to sum up my Love for you but in reality no simile or metaphor will ever do
For the Mariana Trench I will argue could not hold my love with in
or
92 billion light years of the universe observed by man has yet to reach to my loves end
so I will simplify it for you,
that my heart will always cry for you
and that your belief in me makes me try for you ...
So much that even when my life begins to dwindle that the love we have woven will never unravel
I look for ways to sum up my Love for you but in reality no simile or metaphor will ever do
For the Mariana Trench I will argue could not hold my love with in
or
92 billion light years of the universe observed by man has yet to reach to my loves end
so I will simplify it for you,
that my heart will always cry for you
and that your belief in me makes me try for you ...
#relationships
#ILoveYou
#honesty
#support
#admiration
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Empathizers Curse...
I am capable of reliving moments I've never lived
Even deeper I can experience all the emotions that those kind of momemts give.
I hate it cause to the feelings I succumb
I cry for people who dont cry, and feel for those who are numb
Vivid pictures screen play in my head , the sounds and surroundings all crystal clear
The anger, the hate, the wishing it end and fear
The idea of your body being taken and soul being tarnished
All of these thoughts, moments and feelings I struggle with to harness
Cause those I care about I become
I try to...
Even deeper I can experience all the emotions that those kind of momemts give.
I hate it cause to the feelings I succumb
I cry for people who dont cry, and feel for those who are numb
Vivid pictures screen play in my head , the sounds and surroundings all crystal clear
The anger, the hate, the wishing it end and fear
The idea of your body being taken and soul being tarnished
All of these thoughts, moments and feelings I struggle with to harness
Cause those I care about I become
I try to...
#anxiety
#grief
#dark
#denial
#apathy
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Ford Tough
Should I say anything, interrupt everyone like this is breaking news,
Only to be judged and to hear everyone's bias views,
By those that victimize the victim and side with the accuse,
They say why I waited so long,
Not knowing I was weak but voices of the voiceless have begin to make me strong
I was not willing, I did not want it and physically and mentally no one knows what I've been through
Wait , then I hear a voice say me too...
Only to be judged and to hear everyone's bias views,
By those that victimize the victim and side with the accuse,
They say why I waited so long,
Not knowing I was weak but voices of the voiceless have begin to make me strong
I was not willing, I did not want it and physically and mentally no one knows what I've been through
Wait , then I hear a voice say me too...
#rejection
#confusion
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Hidden words..
She doesn't speak directly, with words she like to say
so she speaks with words that hurt less to say
pains masked by anger and blames
words coated by the calling of names
but if they were decoded then the texture would change
the eyes would fill with tears and the tone would calm down
from I hate you to I still love you but im hurting right now
so she speaks with words that hurt less to say
pains masked by anger and blames
words coated by the calling of names
but if they were decoded then the texture would change
the eyes would fill with tears and the tone would calm down
from I hate you to I still love you but im hurting right now
#ForbiddenLove
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Black dot on a white canvas
They all marveled at the a black dot positioned in the center of a white canvas
I peered over shoulders squinting and leaning thinking I don't get this
then it hit me, the dot centered on the white canvas represented the artists feelings of loneliness
that the black dot was someone who had drawn so far into themselves that they were only surrounded by emptiness
yet at the same time the white was a rush of chaos and in the blackness of the dot was peace
so much more begin to come together the more I examined the artists piece
that maybe the white was not empty...
I peered over shoulders squinting and leaning thinking I don't get this
then it hit me, the dot centered on the white canvas represented the artists feelings of loneliness
that the black dot was someone who had drawn so far into themselves that they were only surrounded by emptiness
yet at the same time the white was a rush of chaos and in the blackness of the dot was peace
so much more begin to come together the more I examined the artists piece
that maybe the white was not empty...
#LifeStruggles
#rebirth
#TruthOfLife #ignorance
#TruthOfLife #ignorance
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