Submissions by Mr-Needles

I feel let down
Dont slow my hand
Let me be myself again.
I fade to the black
Shadows within
Fallen to this hope I mend.
What should it seem
A muddled line
Let me wash my needs away.
I failed again
Your pain it sets
Deep inside my mind it rests.

The silent way it grips me,
The troubles I've been through.
I try so hard to feel free,
Feel free just like you.
But who cares?
I am strong here.
This is my frame of mind.
And my whole life,
I'm finding out,
it's not real.
So, what is real,
I dont know.
I dont feel how I should.
My whole life, a riddle.
It weighs hard on my soul.

The fade in me holds dark and deep, though light it seems to stake in me the lies of life two troubled hearts, that fold in mend and break apart.
Struggle home this withered soul upon this broken road, to atone for loss of fucks to give of self this life that which I live.
Though both of me should fall astray, this burden carries disarray, a water that ignights this mind, it feeds the heart, the knots that bind.