Submissions by Missj2100 (Jayy Love)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
13th Apr 2018 4:49pm
13th Apr 2018 4:49pm
WHAT HAPPENED?
Drunk laughs and drunk tears
High moments and look what happen here
The thought of a promise that didn't even last
Moving forward and I still reminisce of our past
Who ever thought it would brake
So much secrets we can only take
Never believed it would hurt to see someone change
I guess is life, instead of you pulling me out you left me alone in the cage.
The birdie dies the gold will be spent
You with no heart who only kept it for rent
What about our dreams
I guess you shattered them it was fake as it seems
Why push me...
High moments and look what happen here
The thought of a promise that didn't even last
Moving forward and I still reminisce of our past
Who ever thought it would brake
So much secrets we can only take
Never believed it would hurt to see someone change
I guess is life, instead of you pulling me out you left me alone in the cage.
The birdie dies the gold will be spent
You with no heart who only kept it for rent
What about our dreams
I guess you shattered them it was fake as it seems
Why push me...
#anger
#heartbroken
#breakup
#conflict
#betrayal
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Feb 2018 8:52pm
6th Feb 2018 8:52pm
The Devil's Lover
The Devil's Lover
Is been a week since I haven’t heard from you
I wonder if you will ever strike back at me with your whew
You been creeping on me on my sleep
Makes me wonder if the feelings you have towards me are deep
You the devil, who’s pulling my mind and soul
Making me feel weak but my heart you stole
No longer trying to study this mental test
The power you have taken over me is by wrest
Like the line says, “I was your cure, you were my disease, I was saving you, and you were killing me.”
My actions are devilish as hell,...
Is been a week since I haven’t heard from you
I wonder if you will ever strike back at me with your whew
You been creeping on me on my sleep
Makes me wonder if the feelings you have towards me are deep
You the devil, who’s pulling my mind and soul
Making me feel weak but my heart you stole
No longer trying to study this mental test
The power you have taken over me is by wrest
Like the line says, “I was your cure, you were my disease, I was saving you, and you were killing me.”
My actions are devilish as hell,...
#memories
#myself
#FallingInLove
#confusion
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2014 11:01pm
3rd Jan 2014 11:01pm
Please End Me
Reflection in the mirror, I don't know what I see
The devil in the back laughing waiting for me
What did I do wrong?
I'm lost in the smoke of this bong
I want to ease my mind my pain but I can't think straight
A dark cloud forms over me, opens up with a light
Praying to end my chance
my time dropping in a hour glass
So many times I tried to take my life
never had it in me so I lay down and cry
Remembering the good and bad of my past
Wondering how this fucked up life will last
A wall that I'm trying to build no turning back
My mind is never...
The devil in the back laughing waiting for me
What did I do wrong?
I'm lost in the smoke of this bong
I want to ease my mind my pain but I can't think straight
A dark cloud forms over me, opens up with a light
Praying to end my chance
my time dropping in a hour glass
So many times I tried to take my life
never had it in me so I lay down and cry
Remembering the good and bad of my past
Wondering how this fucked up life will last
A wall that I'm trying to build no turning back
My mind is never...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Nov 2013 6:17am
8th Nov 2013 6:17am
Hi comes to Lie to Goodbye...
beep beep beep*
Waking up from your dream,
hearing your alarm clock ring,
fuck wish I could continue this,
what does this matter if I'm not even his,
wishing you dream would be a reality,
but knowing there’s no guy like this in our society.
Giving up on what people call love because it’s just a feeling,
then you get hurt... takes time for the healing,
tired of waiting for the right guy to walk by,
since every time a guy comes into your life he says hi,
then you fall for all of his lies.
how stupid am I?
Then he leaves your life...
Waking up from your dream,
hearing your alarm clock ring,
fuck wish I could continue this,
what does this matter if I'm not even his,
wishing you dream would be a reality,
but knowing there’s no guy like this in our society.
Giving up on what people call love because it’s just a feeling,
then you get hurt... takes time for the healing,
tired of waiting for the right guy to walk by,
since every time a guy comes into your life he says hi,
then you fall for all of his lies.
how stupid am I?
Then he leaves your life...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Sep 2013 3:01am
14th Sep 2013 3:01am
What Happen?
Drunk laughs and drunk tears
High moments and look what happen here
The thought of a promise that didn't even last
Moving forward and I still reminisce of our past
Who ever thought it would brake
So much secrets we can only take
Never believed it would hurt to see someone change
I guess is life, instead of you pulling me out you left me alone in the cage.
The birdie dies the gold will be spent
You with no heart who only kept it for rent
What about our dreams
I guess you shattered them it was fake as it seems
Why push me away?
Why is my...
High moments and look what happen here
The thought of a promise that didn't even last
Moving forward and I still reminisce of our past
Who ever thought it would brake
So much secrets we can only take
Never believed it would hurt to see someone change
I guess is life, instead of you pulling me out you left me alone in the cage.
The birdie dies the gold will be spent
You with no heart who only kept it for rent
What about our dreams
I guess you shattered them it was fake as it seems
Why push me away?
Why is my...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Aug 2013 9:26pm
29th Aug 2013 9:26pm
Tired of all of this... (Hate Myself)
All I do is cry
I hold it in till I'm alone
I hold it in till everyone falls asleep
I hold it in till I'm far away
I'm always feeling hurt
I cant do this any longer
I cant stand this pain
I cant go on
oh god! I just hate myself
not able to make anyone happy
not able to even make myself
not able to open up
I try and try but I fail...
why? why? why?
not feeling loved
not felling cared
not feeling appreciated
help me
why so much anger?
why so much verbal abuse?
why so much hate?
I hate myself I hate this life...
I hold it in till I'm alone
I hold it in till everyone falls asleep
I hold it in till I'm far away
I'm always feeling hurt
I cant do this any longer
I cant stand this pain
I cant go on
oh god! I just hate myself
not able to make anyone happy
not able to even make myself
not able to open up
I try and try but I fail...
why? why? why?
not feeling loved
not felling cared
not feeling appreciated
help me
why so much anger?
why so much verbal abuse?
why so much hate?
I hate myself I hate this life...
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Aug 2013 00:57am
5th Aug 2013 00:57am
So Called Life
I Found a way to release all this anguish
Where no one can judge
A place called Darkness
People that won't even hold a grudge
I Am damaged And Insane
to much to say but not enough said
who am I? Who Are you?
What is this so called life
I have my wrist cut with this knife
This medicine doesn't cure
I hate all of this I hate myself I'm so insecure
My vision my dreams are all a blur
Where no one can judge
A place called Darkness
People that won't even hold a grudge
I Am damaged And Insane
to much to say but not enough said
who am I? Who Are you?
What is this so called life
I have my wrist cut with this knife
This medicine doesn't cure
I hate all of this I hate myself I'm so insecure
My vision my dreams are all a blur
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Jul 2013 4:27am
18th Jul 2013 4:27am
Every second to Every year
Every second goes by fast
Is a dead hand of the past
Every minute ticks
I'm just a lady with a personality of a brick
Every hour my soul reacts to the poison of words
As the night drops I hide to express as birds
Every day is a page
My emotions turn into a rage
Every week I feel weak
All I'm offering is a little bleak
Every month is chapter
I can't open up I feel as a captor
Every year is a novel
What I show is grovel
...
Is a dead hand of the past
Every minute ticks
I'm just a lady with a personality of a brick
Every hour my soul reacts to the poison of words
As the night drops I hide to express as birds
Every day is a page
My emotions turn into a rage
Every week I feel weak
All I'm offering is a little bleak
Every month is chapter
I can't open up I feel as a captor
Every year is a novel
What I show is grovel
...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Jul 2013 10:49pm
17th Jul 2013 10:49pm
Why?
"Why do we live to die?
In this world is nothing but lies
Why bring so much pain ?
When all this we cannot gain
Why is it that we hurt deep?
Is like they are taking away your heart with a good reap
Why do we cry ourselves to sleep?
When you can just wish this won't cut you deep
Why do we argue why do we fight?
When others rather be high like a kite
Why do we even have feeling?
When all it does is killing
Why do we even think?
When you can leave just by a blink
Why is it that we get scared?...
In this world is nothing but lies
Why bring so much pain ?
When all this we cannot gain
Why is it that we hurt deep?
Is like they are taking away your heart with a good reap
Why do we cry ourselves to sleep?
When you can just wish this won't cut you deep
Why do we argue why do we fight?
When others rather be high like a kite
Why do we even have feeling?
When all it does is killing
Why do we even think?
When you can leave just by a blink
Why is it that we get scared?...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Jul 2013 9:41pm
16th Jul 2013 9:41pm
The End Of A Friendshit...
tick-tok tick-tok time is passing by
sometimes i wish i rather live high
fuck the bullshit, am I right?
Friends are supposed to be tight
A close relationship like bonnie and clyde
someone you can trust
but got me feeling like I want to pull the glock
We were just little when we first met around the block
expect the unexpected - coming at me all rejected
we used to be connected - until your mind got all infected
hush! no sound, let me speak to clear my mind
i rather put all this drama behind
but you rather close up the blind
no sunshine, just...
sometimes i wish i rather live high
fuck the bullshit, am I right?
Friends are supposed to be tight
A close relationship like bonnie and clyde
someone you can trust
but got me feeling like I want to pull the glock
We were just little when we first met around the block
expect the unexpected - coming at me all rejected
we used to be connected - until your mind got all infected
hush! no sound, let me speak to clear my mind
i rather put all this drama behind
but you rather close up the blind
no sunshine, just...
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Jul 2013 9:12pm
16th Jul 2013 9:12pm
Broken up to Hate...
Call me the devil, Call me the Doll
I was once stuck with you labeled as your devilish doll
If I came Through nothing I know I'm worth something
Its alright because I promise it will come to you
I had to drop a few titles to make it a few miles
Doesn't matter who you know through out the years
even if their eyes are filled up with tears
Sick & twisted
Wanting to Burn your Flesh
To release all this stress off my chest
Say what you got to say, do what you got to do
Get in my shoes, Don't criticize what you haven't lived
Blood boiling...
I was once stuck with you labeled as your devilish doll
If I came Through nothing I know I'm worth something
Its alright because I promise it will come to you
I had to drop a few titles to make it a few miles
Doesn't matter who you know through out the years
even if their eyes are filled up with tears
Sick & twisted
Wanting to Burn your Flesh
To release all this stress off my chest
Say what you got to say, do what you got to do
Get in my shoes, Don't criticize what you haven't lived
Blood boiling...
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DARK POEM
Published
16th Jul 2013 9:45am
16th Jul 2013 9:45am
You Turn Into My Enemy
Give me a reason what are you trying to gain ?
My emotions went down the drain
I'm fucked up on this cocaine
You trying to over ride me like a Campaign
Going all out with a bottle of Champaign
No more reason to even explain
Got me all insane in the brain
Choke you with a hard cold chain
All this you cannot maintain
You will no longer be my main
Jane is the one in my membrane
Only bitch I can obtain
She will not bring no shame nor pain
Even with a flood of a tear will be gone in the rain
A flavor on my lips it will stain ...
My emotions went down the drain
I'm fucked up on this cocaine
You trying to over ride me like a Campaign
Going all out with a bottle of Champaign
No more reason to even explain
Got me all insane in the brain
Choke you with a hard cold chain
All this you cannot maintain
You will no longer be my main
Jane is the one in my membrane
Only bitch I can obtain
She will not bring no shame nor pain
Even with a flood of a tear will be gone in the rain
A flavor on my lips it will stain ...
579 reads
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