Submissions by MidnightXDawn (Wynter-frost)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Life has changed and now im back to feature a new kind of tact that may you see from a new kind of eye for everything must live and must die, though time and change the world feels oh so strange but it is all the same for everyone is playing the game.
It was better than her's
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Beginning
Another life?
Maybe...
This isn't a free life as they tell you,
because they run it.
This isn't a life where you choose your choices,
because they choose them for you.
This isn't life at all.
Because I stopped it
Maybe...
This isn't a free life as they tell you,
because they run it.
This isn't a life where you choose your choices,
because they choose them for you.
This isn't life at all.
Because I stopped it
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feeble attempts
it was my last attempt at happiness,
the last thing i tried but it failed again
they think something is up and are taking away my last freedom
it scares me to think about life without death
to suffer here and be alone in this world without hope of death
without dancing with the devil
without walking with the evil blades.
Without the love you feel from the comfort of death
this was my last feeble attempt at a way out of this.
My last chance to get away from it all.
the last thing i tried but it failed again
they think something is up and are taking away my last freedom
it scares me to think about life without death
to suffer here and be alone in this world without hope of death
without dancing with the devil
without walking with the evil blades.
Without the love you feel from the comfort of death
this was my last feeble attempt at a way out of this.
My last chance to get away from it all.
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fasciation
It is a weird you try and kill yourself and only end up with an upset stomach and a trip tot he emergency room.
Last night that is what I got,
if I could change one thing it would have been the pills to something proven to kill you not off of what your friend said.
If there was another thing to change it would be the way it happened,
I would have taken them all at once not five at a time
also I would have done it where I wouldn't be disturbed and wrote a different note to the people I loved...
This fascination I have with dying isn't something that would be a cry for...
Last night that is what I got,
if I could change one thing it would have been the pills to something proven to kill you not off of what your friend said.
If there was another thing to change it would be the way it happened,
I would have taken them all at once not five at a time
also I would have done it where I wouldn't be disturbed and wrote a different note to the people I loved...
This fascination I have with dying isn't something that would be a cry for...
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back to back
font=Courier New]quitting
not quitting
only stopping
that is what its called
don't say "I'm quitting"
no say instead "I'm stopping"
but only for a while
quitting seems like forever
stopping is like in a video game
you pause and then can start where you left off
but how many lives do you have in this life
how many fucking times can you screw up
before you are lying face down in a grave
you need a book
a specific book to tell you all about it
he is the one you need to turn to
to find hope to ever quit what you...
not quitting
only stopping
that is what its called
don't say "I'm quitting"
no say instead "I'm stopping"
but only for a while
quitting seems like forever
stopping is like in a video game
you pause and then can start where you left off
but how many lives do you have in this life
how many fucking times can you screw up
before you are lying face down in a grave
you need a book
a specific book to tell you all about it
he is the one you need to turn to
to find hope to ever quit what you...
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death the new life
death is the new life
it consumes you
planning for it is your job
see it through is your boss
but there is a light to it
people don't see the good in it...
no someone made me see the good in it,
it seems that someone is up there after death
he isn't there to hurt you
no he is there to help you...
thank you
that is all i can say to the person i argued with about that guy.
it consumes you
planning for it is your job
see it through is your boss
but there is a light to it
people don't see the good in it...
no someone made me see the good in it,
it seems that someone is up there after death
he isn't there to hurt you
no he is there to help you...
thank you
that is all i can say to the person i argued with about that guy.
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screw me over
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October, 19, 2011
is this the last night that i will live,
is this the last day i will ever see,
is this the last poem i will write?
God it seems like so.
It seems like i have finaly had enough of it,
this song finalizes it,
makes it diffrent and over.
It makes it perminate,
should i end in a good bye or see you sooner than you think.
Should i end in a bloody remark,
cutting my wrist and letting it bleed out?
Should i bring that gun to my head?
Is this for real, these thoughts?
They are very real,
people take this as a joke and im not...
is this the last day i will ever see,
is this the last poem i will write?
God it seems like so.
It seems like i have finaly had enough of it,
this song finalizes it,
makes it diffrent and over.
It makes it perminate,
should i end in a good bye or see you sooner than you think.
Should i end in a bloody remark,
cutting my wrist and letting it bleed out?
Should i bring that gun to my head?
Is this for real, these thoughts?
They are very real,
people take this as a joke and im not...
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mental ststus
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Kiss me some more
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Give me another chance
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Another Time
All of this is too much,
the school,
the family,
and of course the drama.
If there was ever a time to quit,
it would be now,
just another cut to stop the pain,
on the inside.
If there was a time to give up on a god,
it would be now.
But why should i believe in someone,
who must of given up on me a long time ago!
If there was a time to pull the trigger,
it would be now,
and then all of the,
school,
family,
and drama would be gone!
But right now I am,
content where my life lies,
while i have my...
the school,
the family,
and of course the drama.
If there was ever a time to quit,
it would be now,
just another cut to stop the pain,
on the inside.
If there was a time to give up on a god,
it would be now.
But why should i believe in someone,
who must of given up on me a long time ago!
If there was a time to pull the trigger,
it would be now,
and then all of the,
school,
family,
and drama would be gone!
But right now I am,
content where my life lies,
while i have my...
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