Submissions by Michael_Goodridge (Private)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
7th May 2022 10:30pm
7th May 2022 10:30pm
The 11th Commandment
#anger
#peace
18 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
14th Apr 2022 00:43am
14th Apr 2022 00:43am
Crucified by Love and Family
#anger
#love
#hate #disappointment
#hate #disappointment
68 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
8th Apr 2022 11:18pm
8th Apr 2022 11:18pm
déjà vu /devu
#wife
#heartbroken
#sex
#erotic
#FallingInLove
149 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2021 1:05am
22nd Dec 2021 1:05am
SILENCE
There are no words to describe my desire for peace no more words to discuss my agony
love hurts till I eventually bleed but your warmth brings me back to this pain Silent as no one understands me Silent alone and lonely I hate being me... there is nothing left to live for but self pity trying to make others happy while life is a game played off the weak I say lets kill everybody the rich the poor and the wealthy, level the playing field blood is the only way God ever hears me death is the language he speaks after taking away my memories and sending me back to sleep in this sickening...
love hurts till I eventually bleed but your warmth brings me back to this pain Silent as no one understands me Silent alone and lonely I hate being me... there is nothing left to live for but self pity trying to make others happy while life is a game played off the weak I say lets kill everybody the rich the poor and the wealthy, level the playing field blood is the only way God ever hears me death is the language he speaks after taking away my memories and sending me back to sleep in this sickening...
#loneliness
#death
#LifeStruggles
209 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2021 00:56am
22nd Dec 2021 00:56am
Wishful Thinking
I wish I had a family or at least someone that truly loves me
I wish that life was worth living and that I didn't always feel empty
I wish I had cyanide like in the movies that suicide was easy
I wish something good would finally happen to me
I wish this wasn't all wishful thinking...
I wish that life was worth living and that I didn't always feel empty
I wish I had cyanide like in the movies that suicide was easy
I wish something good would finally happen to me
I wish this wasn't all wishful thinking...
#anxiety
#depression
#death
#LifeStruggles
#suicide
602 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Jul 2021 5:53pm
20th Jul 2021 5:53pm
Job 42:12 2021
If Christ spoke less and took the stairs instead of walking on water would he still have been crucified? Prayer 🙏 and meditation seeking all things positive for in the very end, if it were today what difference would we have made? just a faded memory of choice emotion's soon to be forever forgotten by our beloved.
Once again as Adam alone in the wilderness seeking a purpose where is my God? For I am tired I am weary and this vacation when I leave there will be no memory of me so I ask now for my Eden and peace that passeth all understanding come find your Caribbean king and crown...
Once again as Adam alone in the wilderness seeking a purpose where is my God? For I am tired I am weary and this vacation when I leave there will be no memory of me so I ask now for my Eden and peace that passeth all understanding come find your Caribbean king and crown...
#relationships
#universe
#TruthOfLife #healing
#TruthOfLife #healing
142 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Jan 2021 3:23am
12th Jan 2021 3:23am
Tired (Trigger) 2020
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#rejection
#LongDistanceRelationship
229 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
20th Aug 2020 1:54pm
20th Aug 2020 1:54pm
My Delicate Flower
#FallingInLove
#FirstLove
#sensual
481 reads
6 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
31st Jul 2020 4:17pm
31st Jul 2020 4:17pm
³rd Times The Charm (Trigger)
This life isn't for me I've tried
Eighteen was my bench mark
Twenty eight I've made it far
But I realize in this life something is apparently wrong, rejected and mistreated to the point I no longer want to be here and there's no one to help me, I pray to silence I believe. And love after my mom's death is plain emptiness, so I get paid smoke week and plan my escape meaning my death. Painless and simple any suggestions? I am going to put this misery to an end, this anxiety, this depression. When I had my accident I stood between darkness and light I should have gone into the...
Eighteen was my bench mark
Twenty eight I've made it far
But I realize in this life something is apparently wrong, rejected and mistreated to the point I no longer want to be here and there's no one to help me, I pray to silence I believe. And love after my mom's death is plain emptiness, so I get paid smoke week and plan my escape meaning my death. Painless and simple any suggestions? I am going to put this misery to an end, this anxiety, this depression. When I had my accident I stood between darkness and light I should have gone into the...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness
#breakup
#LifeStruggles
251 reads
9 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
12th Jul 2020 4:34am
12th Jul 2020 4:34am
Suicide Note (to my love)
If your reading this poem then it's to late I'm sorry
After I post this I'm about to drink a lethal remedy
I don't need you to love me anymore or listen
Fuck love and happy thoughts I just wanna die quickly
I'm tired of being lonely alone without you by my side
So much pain I'm sorry I don't need your pity
Depression and anxiety finally got me broken
I hope you are happy without me burn my body
I'm sorry I failed you and fucked up on my promises
Forever and always I hope you made it baby
Your the only person that loved me truly broken ...
After I post this I'm about to drink a lethal remedy
I don't need you to love me anymore or listen
Fuck love and happy thoughts I just wanna die quickly
I'm tired of being lonely alone without you by my side
So much pain I'm sorry I don't need your pity
Depression and anxiety finally got me broken
I hope you are happy without me burn my body
I'm sorry I failed you and fucked up on my promises
Forever and always I hope you made it baby
Your the only person that loved me truly broken ...
#sadness
#anxiety
#depression
#death
#suicide
444 reads
10 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
15th Jun 2020 6:42pm
15th Jun 2020 6:42pm
My Permission (The Contract)
Most women get tired after a while and just lie there moaning drenched in their own juices weak as the squirts make em soar in places they never felt and their body's shaking uncontrollably and deep breaths are needed as they wanna pass out but it hurts so sweet it's impossible to.
Loving the aniliation at the same time hoping to stop so their mortal bodies could drop dead and be revived again hopefully with nourishment and more pain mixed with pleasure and desire hopefully to rinse off in the shower in peace while not being stroked from behind clit fiddled with breast sucking up...
Loving the aniliation at the same time hoping to stop so their mortal bodies could drop dead and be revived again hopefully with nourishment and more pain mixed with pleasure and desire hopefully to rinse off in the shower in peace while not being stroked from behind clit fiddled with breast sucking up...
#love
#sex
#erotic #dirty
#erotic #dirty
452 reads
6 Comments
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