Submissions by Meridian

I've never been the same since she died. Ever since I look at things differently like as if I'm looking from a shell at a world around me. Mostly observing
Not interacting. Just kinda coasting. It takes a lot of energy to hide the pain.
She was there even when I was a jerk. Which during high school was a lot.
I'm grateful for the chance to make things right during her last 9 months.
There was a lot of misunderstandings and resentments throughout the years.
Some people don't get that chance. By the end she was the closest person to me. Every chance I get I stop by her...